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it doesn't really matter if your link me up xD
I won't blog so often anw.
so yeah, have a nice sleep (:
with sweet dreams.
NIGHT NIGHTS.

HUI PING & MING {♥}

MUMMY & MING {♥}

OH MY FUCKING GOD> no offence.
my maple friend/guild master's sister is CRESCENT DANCER !
Her name is SHARON, anyone know her ?
So cool :D

Yixuan, Xuejing, Joanna, Yuqi, Ricia, WENXIN, Huiping [:
HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY, WENXIN DARLING ! ♥
you are thirdteen with me (:
smile & be happy always ! & stay pretty foreverrr ! :D
we have gone through so much, i realised, i love die you.

love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love

-had a nighmare ><'' cried of course...-
-surprisingly, weiquan chatted with me today on msn-

If I could be as cutee as th tigger .. ♥

Had a dream last night -

1) Gavin & xuejing o.o''
2) Sec 3 male dancers
3) My mum

1st story (Gavin & xuejing)

I was walking past gavin & xuejing then he was like looking at me. then i walked away, he started smsing me, kind of ignore xuejing. xuejing quite angry w/ him & give black face X:

- y'know, gavin sms me in th dream right, i knew loads of things, dk true mahs - hahah.

2nd story (Sec 3 male dancers)

I was having lunch with sec 3 male dancers ! X: then we all played a prank on jianbin, he angry lor X: then he started scold scold scold, then JOANNE, (sec 4) came & chill jianbin (: she save th day.

3rd story (my mum)

shall not reveal, cus' i cried becus' of this 3rd story ! X:

Clarice's blog's quiz ♥

What if the guy you liked, liked you back?

- freak out ><''

When did you last drop your phone?

- Yesterday, about 6pm ++ ):

Can money buy happiness?

- No ! X:

Do you think women should work or stay at home?

- work (: should prove to those guys women' power :D

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough, you'll get it?

- Nope. X:

How many people do you trust one hundred percent?

- None.

How many times do you hit the snooze button in the morning?

- I don't use alarm.

Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them?

- depends who is that person, cus' I don't dare to offend anyone X:

Do you sleep with a fan on?

- Yeah ?

How many people have you kissed who's name started with an M?

- Mummy ♥

Have you told anybody you loved them today and meant it?

- didn't told anybody today X:

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?

- think so.

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?

- -ahem ahem-

Whose hand did you last hold?

- my didi [:

What if you dropped your phone in a puddle?

- Screammm like crazyy girl xD

What is your mom saved as in your phone?

- Mummy ♥

Do you know who your real friends are?

- Nope/.

Would you change your eye color to blue?

- Never. I just love my eyes colour (:

Would you date a 13 year old at the age you are now?

- Nope/.

Are you a heartbreaker?

- don't think so.

Is it ever too late to apologize?

- maybe/.

Who was the last person who left your life and hurt you?

- can I don't reveal ?

Do you think things will change in the next few months?

- yeah/. [ I am gonna be sec 2 dance senior ! ]

Whats the last taste in your mouth?

- ribena (:

Do you know any of your neighbours?

- yeah, my cousin is my neighbour, cool yeah :D

List three things near you:

- Computer, handphone, pencilcase. (same as clarice !)

What was the last thing you watched on the TV?

- some random show.

What was the last thing you looked up on Google?

- Hot shot pictures ♥

Is there snow on the ground where you are?

- What do you think ? Nope ):

Do you like when people play with your hair?

- N-O, NO !

What color is your hair?

- Black.

Whats the last thing you "aw'd" at?

- Homework ):

Where is the person who has your heart?

- Nobody has my heart X:

What do you hear?

- Paparazzi, clarice's blog's song ♥

Congratulations, you just had a baby boy! What's his name?

- I don't even want children ><"

What are you craving at the moment?

- nothing ? X:

Are you in a complicated relationship?

- I ain't in relationship.

Who was the last person you said I love you to?

- forgotten X:

What's your favorite thing to do in the summer time?

- slack & danceee ♥

Do you like silver or gold better?

- Silver [:

Would you ever dye your hair blonde?

- I ain't betty ! Nope/.

Whats the latest you've stayed up in the past week?

- 1am ++, insomnia.

Is your birthday in less than 6 months?

- Nope/.

Would you consider yourself open-minded?

- gah X: idk.

Are you wearing anything that doesn't belong to you?

- Nope ! ><''

Do you hate when people call you when you're sleeping?

- Yeah, I have to wake up from my dream X:

What woke you up this morning?

- my dumb dumb kor X:

Where were you an hour ago?

- Home, playing maple (:

What was the last drink you had?

- ribena drink.

Have you ever felt like you literally needed someone?

- Yeah, alot of times ...

Did anything annoy you today?

- Yeah, th dream I had last night ...

If you could, would you punch the last person to hold your hand?

- I not so crazyy x)

Know a secret?

- Yeah.

If your ex was in trouble and you were the only one that could help him/her, would you?

- ofc, because I love him once so deeply ♥

When was the last time you felt like crying?

- this morning I cried X:

Your bf/gf cheats on you. What do you do?

- Get real angry, will break up.

What were you doing this morning at seven A.M.?

- Sleeping.

Do you have anything that belongs to a boyfriend or an ex boyfriend?

- Nope.

What would you say if someone told you they were in love with your brother?

- Are you kidding me ? he so ugly X:

How many kids do you want to have?

- None.

This time last last year were you happier then now?

- Yeah.

Have you ever been called a bitch?

- Yeah xD

When is the next time you will kiss someone on the lips?

- Maybe I won't even kiss someone on th lips.

Have you ever had stitches?

- during running ? yeah.

Are you giving up on someone?

- trying to.. but tough.

Do you spend more time on myspace or facebook?

- Facebook [:

Do you crack your knuckles?

- Nah X:

What were you doing yesterday at midnight?

- chatting with kor.

Your phone is ringing. It's your ex. What do you say?

- ask him if he got new stead X:

I bet you miss somebody right now?

- yeah ...

Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like?

- Yeah ...

Who's clothes are you wearing?

- mine !

Do you wish things were different with someone?

- ofc ..

Are you easy to make mad?

- Not really.

Do you believe ex's can be friends?

- good friends also can xD

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?

- Nope.

Has a guy ever let you wear his jacket?

- Nope ):

The last person you had a thing with comes up to you and says "I'm sorry..."

- forgotten X:

Labels: If I am as cute as tigger ...

Me & didi [:

didi having fever, high fever ):

get well soon, miss your cuteness & activeness (:

today maple-d 6 hours, super 爽 :D

level from 27 - 30. kay, i know noob lah, but i enjoyed playing, so who cares ?

did lots of quests & hunt alot monster card (:

[ mushroom spore, red snail, pig, zombie mushroom, wild boar ]

Labels: didi, get well soon (:

Happy 14th birthday, korkor [:
happy always (:

Labels: Happy birthday, korkor ♥

Patched up w/ gavin today...
Did I did wrongly ? Did I did stupid-ly ?
I don't know.. I only know I can't afford to lose him as my best friend...
Although we patched up, I felt that there is a wall trying to seperate us,
not allowing me to get close to him.
Why ? I don't know...

Clarice's quiz ♥
(according to sms)

1. Darren.f
2. Gavin
3. Qiao yuan
4. Eunice
5. Xuejing
6. Heng Sheng
7. Wanling
8. Joanna
9. Yue qun
10. Adeline
11. Jonathan
12. Clarice
13. Poh Suan
14. Poh Leng

1. How did you meet 11? (Jonathan)
- Nan Hua High School, 106'09 (:

2. What would you do if you had never met 8? (Joanna)
- Really regret ! X:

3. Would you date with 6? (Heng Sheng)
- No !

4. Have you seen 9 cry? (Yue qun)
- Yeah...

5. Would 3 and 13 be good friends? (Qiao yuan & Poh Suan)
- They don't know each other ! ><''

6. Describe 1. (Darren.f)
- a guy who always say me emo & jiao xD

7. Do you like 14? (Poh Leng)
- Love die her ♥

8. Do you think 4 is attractive? (Eunice)
- I don't know, I find her cutee [:

9. When was the last time you talked to 2? (Gavin)
- Today, sms.

10. Would you date 12? (Clarice)
- We ain't lesbians but we go out together :D

11. What is the best thing about 5? (Xuejing)
- prettyaye ♥

12. What would you like to tell 13 right now? (Poh Suan)
- Hello, Jie [: miss ya ~

13. What is the best thing about 12? (Clarice)
- Super caring & kind ♥

14. Have you ever kissed 12? (Clarice)
- Nope./

15. What's one of the best memory you have had with 13? (Poh Suan)
- Th outing of me, her & Poh Leng ♥

16. What is 14's best talent? (Poh Leng)
- Hahah, not sure X:

17. Is 11 into fashion? (Jonathan)
- Nah, don't think so uh.

18. What is our first impression of 2? (Gavin)
- To me, he is cutee uh. (:

19. How long have you been with friends with 11? (Jonathan)
- about 11 months ?

20. Have you seen 5 in the last month? (Xuejing)
- yeah, dance practices ♥

21. When was the last time you saw 1? (Darren.f)
- november ?? during dance practice.

22. Have you ever been into 7's house? (Wanling)
- Hahah, nope.

23. Are you really close with 6? (Heng Sheng)
- Friends, 106'09/.

24. Would you give 9 a hug? (Yue qun)
- Why not ? xD

25. Do you know a secret about 3? (Qiao yuan)
- She hates someone X:

26. What's your friendship with 7 like? (Wanling)
- Cockroach & good good friend :D

27. How do you know 3? (Qiao yuan)
- Nan Hua High School, 106'09.

28. Does 8 have a boyfriend or girlfriend? (Joanna)
- Yeah ♥

29. Have you ever wanted to smack 4 in the face? (Eunice)
- Nope/.

30. Has 12 met your mum? (Clarice)
- Don't think so x)

31. Is 1 your best friend? (Darren.f)
- Good good friend (:

32. If 14 had $100, what would they spend on? (Poh Leng)
- She will save money (:

33. What's your best memory of 2? (Gavin)
- My first true friend. [:

34. Have you travelled anywhere with 10? (Adeline)
- Ice skating ??

35. What is the last thing you did with 10? (Adeline)
- Sms with her (:

36. When did you meet 8? (Joanna)
- 106'09, clique ♥

37. How did you meet 6? (Heng Sheng)
- Nan Hua High School, 106'09.

38. Where would 4 travel to if given a free trip to anywhere? (Eunice)
- hahah, not sure uh/.

39. How close are you to 5? (Xuejing)
- Superduper close (: twinnie, bestie, sisters, dance partner ♥

40. Would you go on a road trip with 9? (Yue qun)
- Why not ? xD

Labels: need him too much.

HEYHO ! The great, awesome, wonderful, adorable, superb, perfect,
JOANNA posting for her dear HUIPING here :D YAAAAAAAAAAAAY ! ♥

Contents of the post below, do see :D (v) :

Yayness, bought fbt [:
Black, straight cut w/ white words, (:

Broke up the friendship w/ gavin.
I must say, my heart hurts a lot.
But I always feel threatened talking to him, so my feeling is oh-so-messy.

Heard that he's going to 9th december's class outing.
Didn't want to go anymore, awkward ...

Complete strangers.
Is it my fault for liking you ??

//.

That's all ! But I must must say, HUIPING SWEETARD ! Cheer up please ! (:
We'll want to see your smile always, and support your every decision ! ♥

You know I love you, and I know you love me just as much too :D

Classmates / Friends / Batchmates / Clique / Sisters / SWEETARDS Forever !

[edited/]
Thanks Joanna for helping me post [:
To gavin :
hey, I know we are strangers from that message onwards,
but I have to say.
I read your blog, I felt so guilty & touched ? idk....
I hurt you over & over again..
I didn't want to continue to hurt you...
I requested to break with you just because of th reason I DON'T WANT HURT YOU.
but I guess, I still hurt you.
We need time to build up one strong friendship,
We need efforts to maintain it & not destroying it.
But I guess I took our friendship as granted...
I am sorry, really sorry.
I must say, you still meant alot to me.

Labels: complete strangers