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Saturday, October 31, 2009



GIANT SLURPEE !
super cuteeeeeeeeeeeee~
me and clarice went in to buy slurpee (:

A super great & sweeeeeeeeeeet day ! (:
Today is Adeline Bee Wei Ting's birthday !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY , ADELINE ! ♥

Met Clarice, Joanna & Adeline at Tiong Bahru Plaza MRT station.
(today morning was smsing the three of them, train my speed in smsing, great !)
We mrt-ed to Kallang w/ adeline's daddy, thanks (:
We went to kallang leisure park w/ adeline's mum, thanks (:
Went to ice skate; it was my very very very first time, so i am superduper scare even before started ice skating. i was like trembling ! ><
But super fun though :D
Joanna mummy keep smsing darren lee ! (while ice skating) unfair X:
but i heard that darren lee got me a birthday present !
thank you, belove brother ♥
adeline & clarice were super relax can !?
my first time, holding the bar very tightly, slowly skate...
then somehow, i too chiong, i fell down.
wow, my butt super cold and very pain ! X:
then a lady, a professional working there (i think), was trying to help me up, thank you(:
clarice came and hold my hand and slowly skated w/ me. THANK YOU !! ♥
after that, adeline came to help me. THANK YOU !! ♥
joanna did help too so THANK YOU !! ♥
i very pathetic and slow learner, i keep screammmmmmmmming !, but
joanna : not bad leh, i even skate before but i now also don't know how skate. this is your first time leh.
clarice : you are processing very fast leh, because is your first time.
adeline : eh, you can de lor !
hahah, thank you (:
i am super grateful to adeline, because she planned this ice skating thing and i had my very first time ice skating ♥
until last ten minutes, we four people = 4 crazy people !
we all hold hands together and skate superduper fast !
very fun, because i ain't even skating !, is three of them skate and drag me, so is like wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
[btw, i total fell down 4 times !]
joanna fell 2 times, clarice & adeline didn't fell at all !
joanna fell 1 time because we are holding hand then i suddenly slip and fell, so i were like holding her super tightly and so she fell w/ me, sorry joanna ! X:
joanna fell the 2nd time and sprained her ankle, omgzxc, i hope you are okays and will be able to dance on monday morning !
after that, went to eat KFC, adeline treated us, THANK YOU !!
adeline go off first as i think she gonna celebrate w/ her family.
then i saw alot people in KFC like making up & doing hairstyle, preparing for halloween. :D
after eating, went to arcade.
played basketball ♥ ; played racing w/ joanna ♥ ; played one game (idk is what) w/ clarice & joanna.
we were waiting for 6.20pm shuttle bus to mrt as we don't know our way back o.o, then realised is rainning heavily :(
we three shared one umbrella, super funny. but i hope neither of us catch a cold ! ><
mrt-ed to tiong and home ♥
today was a great day, i hope there is a second time ice skating for me !


CLARICE & HUIPING, *twist* (:



ADELINE & HUIPING skating (:
adeline is holding my hand so i won't fall, thank you ! ♥
credits to Joanna. hahah.



RETARTED HUIPING ! ><
credits to Clarice lor !



Due to huiping's ever first time skating, she was learning how to skate and she was being FORCED to ice skate to joanna's there by HERSELF ! ><



HUIPING & JOANNA, *twist* (:
credits to Clarice.



HUIPING; JOANNA; ADELINE; CLARICE ♥♥♥
thanks to the superduper kind professional female skater for making sure for us that we all can fit in the camera ! :D



our cool boots for skating !
Left - HUIPING ♥
Bottom - CLARICE ♥
Right - ADELINE ♥
Top - JOANNA ♥



Our super colourful star ! ♥
Pink glove - HUIPING ♥
Yellow glove - JOANNA ♥
Red glove - ADELINE ♥

Grey glove - CLARICE ♥



HUIPING & CLARICE, *smile* (:



HUIPING & CLARICE ♥
credits to Adeline.



HUIPING & JOANNA ♥
we are skating :D
i look nervous but i still smile (:



HUIPING; CLARICE; JOANNA; ADELINE ♥
number one - HUIPING ♥
number two - CLARICE ♥
number three - JOANNA ♥
number four - ADELINE ♥



HUIPING; CLARICE; JOANNA; ADELINE ♥
Adeline's hand is showing 31, i guess.
31st OCTOBER, her sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet birthday ! ♥



HUIPING; CLARICE; JOANNA; ADELINE ♥
Joanna's hand is showing 13, i guess.
Adeline's sweeeeeeeeeeeet third-teen birthday ! :D



HUIPING & JOANNA, mirror reflection in toilet. ♥
(p.s. clarice & adeline went to use toilet so we two take first)



CLARICE ; HUPING ; JOANNA ♥
(adeline didn't want to take photo ! X:)




JOANNA & HUIPING ♥
my hand is w/ soap, BUBBLE !
but too bad, you can't see clearly ! ><

-THE END-

i realise that i move up to sec one, i did alot of things i never done before.
- fold skirt ?
- learn alot vulgarities ?
- buy FBTs ♥
- go ICE SKATING ! ♥
- smsing guys ?
- love my whole class ?
- still counting on ! ><

i realised i love you so much,
but i didn't wanted to get into love ever again.
because of 'him', he gave me a super scary nightmare,
i choose not to believe in love anymore.
but you will always be my ONE & ONLY person in my heart.



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Friday, October 30, 2009

celebrated dancers batch 1996 october babies ♥
we like pathetic like that, didn't finish the cake and is like we are super not bonded okays.

see YEESHONG ? omgzxc, i find him like small boy like that, super cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

XUEJING (left) & HUIPING (right). I am trying to copy xuejing, LOL ! then shixuan sit behind xuejing and joanna sit behind me, then whatever shixuan do to xuejing, joanna will do to me. example, shixuan tickle xuejing, joanna will tickle me too ! dk who give shixuan the great idea to tie the left side shoelace and the right side shoelace together, cannot walk liao X:


HUIPING (left) & JOANNA (right). After school; in class ♥


YEEWAI (left) , HUIPING (middle) & JOANNA (right). After school, in class ♥


Class 106'09 ♥


Last day of school. Bye, 106 ♥


Our unique lockers ♥


Tiong Bahru Plaza ; 3rd floor ; soft toy machine. Super cute (:




Eh, clarice pungsei me ! hahah, joking luhs ><


Clarice walking down the stairs, going home.


Clarice walking back again ! X: so strong yea !


HUIPING & CLARICE at tiong bahru plaza ; 3rd floor ; soft toy machine ! screammmmmm*



HAPPY BIRTHDAY, EUN SEONG ! (:
you turned 13 ! :D
(p.s. no present for you.)
i got no photos of eunseong ! X:
Last day of school ; holidays gonna be super busy.
- dance practices ♥
- homework !?
- start studying sec 2 books (:
[ i have to start early to buck up ]
- maybe going oversea ! ( ain't excited )

dr foo is leaving NAN HUA FAMILY !
super saddening ..
but good luck anw in dunman high ! :D

today sec 1 girls lead the dance ♥
we so enthu then the rest of sec 1 so sian ?
pick alot of potential people to take part in YOG,super lucky lor.
not dancer also got chance to dance ! X:
no offence, we sure can't bond one.
i didn't like th fact that dancers & non-dancer are dancing tgr ...
simply because non-dancers don't know dance rules, and they sort of disobey dance rules like that, just piss me off .. [ i very bad-temper, sorry luhs ]
some basic dance rules =
-must 'fly' when JI HE (gather)
-look at speaker when JI HE (gathering)
-listen & no talking
those dancing for YOG, please treasure this chance okays.
and my belove KENZI ! why no join YOG :(
i really very upset that your mummy no allow you to dance !
but kenzi, once a nanhua dancer, forever a nanhua dancer ♥


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Thursday, October 29, 2009

as requested, i changed my blogskin ! ;D super alike ?? seen it somewhere ?? hahah, find out yourself !

Dancers were suppose to gather to meet miss kee today.
saw 205 dancers walking towards canteen, was wondering of there is dance announcement.
went to ask, heard - NO.
due to the PEA(trekking) we are having, we are suppose to change to PE attire yea.
walk to toilet then suddenly darrenlee came running and say dancers need to go meet miss kee.
i don't know what's wrong w/ darrenlee, he run, trip, fell and roll.
*super cute !* the way he roll.
don't say i don't love you as my brother !, are you fine > are you injured > are you able to run !?
okays, got the consent form for holiday dance practices.
sec1 girls missing alot of mr loh's lesson, UNFAIR X:
not unfair, but JEALOUS ><

PEA : trekking (:
start of the day, already piss off ? unhappy ? I can't describe my feeling.
i won't say out why am i am like this today and don't bother asking me.
the trekking was seriously fun but something keeps bothering me..
i was thinking that, why i am so angry ?
not her fault ? can't i forgive & forget ?
but i know i can't ... today something is wrong w/ me ! argh.
but really sorry clarice ! , sorry for lefting you out just because i am throwing temper today.

STUDENT PLANNING DAY: group 5-7
grouped w/ xuejing,clarice,adeline,shixuan,joanna.
do survey, i all tick AGREE :D and i wrote craps but i put down my name, hahah.
then groupwork survey, i didn't do because adeline,xuejing & clarice were already so engrossed, so didn't want to sort of disturb them, LOL.
the battle started ! : me and shixuan VS joanna (:
we were like 5 years old children, throwing this & that to each other.
somehow i got tired, i hug my uniform and sleep on the table,
suddenly gavin's sister, the councilor, ask me if i am unwell, if i am okays.
i tio shock ! -.-
but thanks for concern ;D hahah.

MUSE
thanks jennwei for the script.
i sound super weird using the mike. ><
OUR WHOLE GROUP IS PRESENT, no one pon (:
yay, the 'challengers' !

HOME
ate roti prata w/ yeewai & clarice.
went to toilet w/ yeewai, i was dragging her, then she started saying :
wait , ....................DANCER...........................
she said DANCER, and then nicholas's head immediately look up !, look at me in a gong gong look, omgzxc, like so shuai & cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. hahah.
went to my house there to play playground.
suppose to play happily, somehow, we started talking about friendship.
i started to like want cry don't want cry,
we three very upset ? tonight i will sleep well & forget.

why must it always happen on me> it's unfair.


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Wednesday, October 28, 2009

today was a #^%@*#^%@#% day.
anw, i made 4 promises to myself.
- no vulgar
- good attire
- good attitude towards studies
- a nice girl
today, i wanna add one more - get out of friendship trouble.

today got clay making, honestly, i dont like the teacher ! ><
i was doing one 'giraffe' w/ wenxin, she came and saw us sharing and started scolding me and wanted me to do one. w/ adeline's help, i manage to make a mini giraffe. my nails was all blacky because all the clay went it ! ^%&%#^$%@ so me and wenxin went toilet to clean off. when i went back to class, my mini giraffe is gone, so is the board ! my eyes are fill w/ tears ... but i manage to control it from dropping down. last min chiong 'squirrel', by the help of adeline, xuejing & joanna, thank you. i hate today PEA !

wenxin, i changed. and is alot.
here's a piece of love for you.
when i started knowing you, i find you super sweet & nice. slowly, we became besties & always gossips. to say th truth, i had alot of letters from you, i kept till now. you meant alot to me, there's one time i thought you are piss w/ me and scare that you wont want to friend me anymore, i broke to tears. you are a wonderful & great friend i love and i need you. having a fight w/ you today, hurt you, hurt me too. i didn't mean to like side w/ joanna or what, your two are impt people to me, one is my precious darling and one is my three month sweetard. i didn't want to lose any of you.
you know i didn't give up hope of getting promoted is because of all my friends, especially you, clarice, adeline & co., i didn't want to see you upset or so. idk what wrong i did, but wanna say sorry. pls don't leave me alone. i am sorry i hurt you so much. but still, i love you. forever & ever.


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Tuesday, October 27, 2009

here's something i wanted to tell all of you (:

adeline : you have been a superduper great friend that i love. you are my first friend in nanhua, i won't forget. we will forever be together as besties and go through every thing together. your kindness always touch me, and i learnt alot of things from you. thanks for all the sweet time and supporting me always.
wanling : my cockroach ! xD i am sorry for the first two terms yea. for letting you being the loner and i hurt you alot, really sorry. i am happy we are back as friends, and with our title of cockroach ! thanks for always be there for me and cheering me up whenever i needed. you are a great friend, just that i don't know how to appreciate but now i do (:
bernice : hahah, although we are not very very close, but i know you are a nice friend who can make me laugh easily. :D you bring alot of joy to 106, hahah. i think the only topic we can talk about is studies ! and i remembered you are getting the same model of phone as me (:
clarice : my dearest baobei, xoxo. you and adeline are my first friends in nanhua, yayness. till now, we haven't fight before, that's great ! we might have luhs, but is joke joke one xD thanks for staying with me through the hard times i had, i am very touched okays. and going home with you also help in our friendship. :D forever besties and i love you.
yuzhen : hahah, one year classmate in RVPS and one more year classmates in NHHS, now i have confirm that i could be promoted to sec 2, which means we will have one more year together (: i not very close to you, like me & bernice, but i know you are really a great friend. continue rocking manzxc :D
sihwee : batch 1996 female leader ! (: continue to be our leader because we love you ! you are a great leader, a nice friend, an awesome dancer ! :D forever friends yea.
joanna : sweeeeeetard ! we have a bad impression about each other in the first term but slowly, i know you are a great friend and i started to like you as a friend. (: we become sister and now we are sweetard. we are even 3 months together w/ the title of sweetard. thanks for you care, concern, comfort, support. you care about me being low. you concern about me being emo. you comfort me when i cried and needed someone to comfort me. you have me supporting me all this while... thanks for the sweet time okays. xP continue counting on our sweetard months.
joey : big sister in 106 xD thanks for all the organising stuffs and be a great role model for your 18 younger sisters ! hahah.
annabel : you are a great friend that i love too ! i can't bear to lose you as a friend so i hope we could be friends forever & forever. you are a super great organiser too, thanks for all the outings and chalet. (: you have bring 106rians together and still bonding....
xuejing : twinnie ! (: although we have quarrelled and is a damn serious till dk what one, but during that period of time, i realise... i can't lose you and i feel very uncomfortable w/o you beside me. we always talk,chat,gossip,smile,laugh,cry,shopping together, i never forget. something best about us, we have great minds that think alike ! and we have the same reaction one, super funny xD don't ever leave me again, i will cry one... and all the best for your love ! :D don't love him till crazy and forget me hor ! xP forever besties, sisters and twinnie.
yuanting : a true friend that never given up hope on me and support me all the way. thanks (: a smart girl that always compete w/ weiren > xD hahah, must pass to me some of your cleverness mahs !
qiao yuan : hahah, although we not very close, but i forever remember that you are a super cheerful girl and we two always bully yeewai together because you index number 12 and i index number 14, so yeewai who is index number 13 is being stuck !! xP
yeewai : super kind & nice girl. thanks for all your comforting words and not given up hope on me. besties forever right ? xD won't ever forget you luhs ! eh, don't quarrel with eunice anymore ! X:
eunice : nice friend. i didn't know you well but !, you are a great friend, we gossip together because you are index number 15, which means you are behind me, so we can always gossip. (: and the topic is forever yeewai ! hahah, btw, don't quarrel with yeewai anymore, okays ? :D
yixuan : super duper cute girl ! thanks for being my friend because when that time i quarrelled with xuejing, you are there for me during dance (: 'xiao square' in dance , forever so cute ! xD
shixuan : not very close friend but i know you are a fantastic friend. sorry if i ever hurt you, i know i did, but i am really sorry. forever happy okays ? :D
yuqi : a period of time, we are super duper close until can't be describe (: thanks for all the time we had been together. super duper fun and funny with you. all the comfort and support you given me, i appreciate it, really. (: forever friends ! and and remember to smile more okays, you dancer leh, must *smile smile*. xD
wenxin : darling ! xP i trust my matters w/ you alot, and you know me very well, hahah. thanks for all the sweet time you given me and the comfort. forever my darling okays. i love you ! :D cheer up and be happy everyday ! (: you mean alot to me, don't leave me alone ! anything you can just text me if you feel sad or trouble.

darren fong : best male friend yea. (: very fun chatting w/ you through msn. emo elmo, jiao bin ! lol, seriously very nice chatting w/ you. jiayous for your soccer match !
joel : HE partner ! super caring and nice. remember got one time my finger is 'burned' , then turned red then you so worry, keep asking me if i'm okays, very funny but very caring. thanks okays.(:
gordon : a great friend to chat w/. and so tall ! stop growing taller okays ! jia you for your love too, hahah, random xD
hengsheng : a funny guy in 106 but don't keep irritate teachers luhs. lol. and and, please, no more photo taking of girls ! -.-
jonathan : smsing was funny w/ you :D promise no more quarrels okays, slap your face then you know, lol. grow taller pls, lol.
tianyi : the only 106 male dancer xP thanks for your faith in me for being promoted, lol. :D don't ever think of pon-ing dance !
yeeshong : the crazy & cute guy in our class ! thanks for bringing so much joy laughter and peace to 106 this year. sitting beside you was the most happiest time luhs, keep making me laugh. xD
gavin : BIG CHAIRMAN ! my first true friend, hahah. continue to be a nice & cute guy. omgzxc, you wear specs very very not cute anymore ! thanks for helping me & xuejing to get back to our old times and comforting me on the other hand. a great friend (:
shanyou : another funny guy who bring joy laughter and peace to 106. remember that time mrchan want us (kevin,you,me,yeewai) to go what emotional course. mrchan said he saw you cried before ? and you emo kia !! xD hahah. next year have more fun (:

the rest: idk what to say but, thanks anw. continue rocking tgr as a class ! :D

-the end-
106, next year we are gonna be 206 together as a class. continue rocking together. no one is supposed to be left out or being extra, every one is important in 106 because that's what make us unique together. i love all of you, exactly 39 of you.♥


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HUIPING, CLARICE & YEEWAI at playground at imm (:
credits to self timer of clarice's phone.

HUIPING & CLARICE at playground at imm (:
credits to yeewai, thanks.
HUIPING & YEEWAI at playground at imm (:
eh, why out a twist above my head when i say not to huh, yeewai !
credits to clarice, thanks.
CLARICE & HUIPING on travelator (:
credits to yeewai, thanks.

HUIPING & YEEWAI on travelator.
credits to clarice, thanks.

CLARICE & HUIPING in toilet. mirror reflection
credits to clarice, thanks.
HUIPING & CLARICE & JOANNA in toilet, mirror reflection.
credits to joanna, thanks.


YESTERDAY; 26 OCTOBER

I am attached ! :D
yuqi gave me my birthday present, (my birthday is on 8nov btw).
she gave me early.
she gave me three presents :
1) cookies
2) a ring with my name on it
3) a ladybird keychain
thank you, xoxo.
love you manzxc, i am attached to you now.
[ yeewai, jealous ? ]

went to imm w/ clarice, adeline, yeewai, xuejing, joanna. went to eat at mos burger and i heard alot of things from yeewai.. shan't say here. wenxin was so pissed and keep smsing me, hope you are fine. (: went shopping w/ clarice & yeewai. we went playground, super fun okays. :D

i was invited into a convo of darren, gavin, shanyou, yeeshong. i am the only girl, win liao lor. chat chat then yeeshong & shanyou left. i was telling the 5 of them what i smsed to mrchan, super long. but gavin said is touching xD. i wanna fight and not give up because too much friends supporting me. darren even said that HE WILL TREAT ME TO MOVIE if i move up to sec 2 then GAVIN TREATING ME DRINK. :D super nice friends. hahah. i said if i didn't move up, i will treat darren movie and treat gavin drink. gee. then darren told me & gavin his secret and only me & gavin know. then me & darren know gavin's secret too ! i got no secret so i only tell them who i think is the most shuai in our class one. also counted as secret luhs, so we 3 got each other secret (: can sabo each other, hahah. and me & darren were having our own 'eng lesson' on msn then gavin was like no more eng lesson. then i said let's have gavin's lesson now. how to spell gavin ? g-a-v-i-n. then gavin said how to say darren ? s-e-x-y. then darren said how to spell huiping ? s-m-a-r-t. we so lame, but very fun talking w/ both of them though, xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAOSHI ! ;D i love you as my dance teacher ! you are a superduper great teacher ! saw pearlyn on mrt then she told me is lao shi birthday, then i started smsing batch 1996 people. hahah. had dance w/ 101, 102, 103, 104, 105 with laoshi as our dance teacher. super cool manzxc. i thought is some random teacher. and the mayflower dance teacher and the graduatee got come also. VERY FUN !

TODAY; 27 OCTOBER

heard from mrchan that i am being promoted ! (: and is whole class being promoted to sec two. yayness, exactly 40 206rians next year. i love you people, xoxo. :D hahah, darren & gavin owe me something huh xD hahah.

went to mac to eat breakfast. saw alot gan eng seng people. -.- went home and keep di siao my didi and he started crying, win liao lor.

i didn't wanna say this but F***. i know i am lazy and my attitude super lan but when i really study hard and put in alot of efforts, do you even see ? keep say i sms that's why i get so lously marks for PSLE, now sec 1 EOY also same. F . you so clever come and take the exam and i bet that you will get less than 10marks. stop being so unreasonable. the hurtful thing i heard with my own ears is that you said that serve me right even if i can't be promoted ! my life is so meaningless !

my korkor went to play bowling w/ his friends, i got to use laptop whole afternoon, yay.


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Sunday, October 25, 2009

me & joanna (:
eh, i look superduper small okays.



xuejing & joanna & huiping (:
xuejing is 'taller' le !
why must you do this and that ?
i don't appreciate, not at all.
first, you want meet me early in the morning tmrw.
second, you called my parents. although idk what crap you say, but i don't like it and i don't need it.
third, you want to meet my dad ? and is a must ?
the final battle is all over and i lost. I can't do anything even if i know th winning method because it's all over and i won't be able to fight again.
i didn't have strength to fight for promotion anymore, i am very tired.
the fact i can't be promoted then just leave it there.
i ain't a sore loser. you want me to study sec one one million times i also don't mind, because i will wait till i get to promote by my own power, my own strength.
you just upset me alot by doing these stuffs.

people, this is the conversation.
me: Mrchan, are you very disappointed in me ? A lously student in nanhua, what a joke. Can you tell me if i am being retain ?
him: I will oonly be disappointed in u if u didnt try your best for your exams. Have u? Guess it's more due to ur self confidence. I know n always believe u hv the talent but if u dont trust ur own ability n give up easily, ur results will drop. U are not a lously trust me, nobody is unless u give them permission. I did a calculation of ur marks just now, should be able to move up to sec 2. But only tues i will know whether you made it.
me: something is wrong w/ me during th period of eoy and i know i can't make it to sec 2 anymore. idk what's wrong w/ me, i just kept worrying, scolding, ranting.. i even really study hard till 4am and only slept for 1hr, and i still got a f9 for geog. i am a failure in everything. if i had a chance, i won't give up so easily. from my results, i already know i had gave up and lost half th battle. i really very upset, disappointing all teachers, hurting my friends.
him: Im not going to give up on u, so dont u give up on yourself. It's enough if u try hard enough. Just hv to start earlier next year. I promise i will fight really hard to make sure u go up with the rest, cos it's impossible for u to study in sec 1 again.
him: Could u give me your house no.? I would like to speak to your parents now. Left the phone list in sch. Thanks.
me: Huh,.. *(the no.)*. Erm, we eating, later i sms you and you can call. OMgzxc... Why are you calling my parents.. Smth abt my studies ?
him: Ok sure. Yup need to discuss something about your results. Hmm
me: Abt 5mins, you may call. I knew you would call my parents.. Shoot, I sure get scolding today one..
me: th final battle is over and i lost. I can't do anything even if i know th winning method because it's all over and i won't be able to fight again.
him: If you recieve this msg, pls meet me at the back of the parade square at 720am on Mon. U hv failed quite a no. of subjects n i might have to fight for u to get promoted. Mr Chan is not going to give u up, so dont give up thoughts of getting promoted. Think of things u may wish to tell me before i meet the principal on Tues.
me: Just giv me up. Nth else.

anw, thanks joanna & clarice.
thanks for cheering me up (:
especially joanna, i love you.
i believe i will find my love soon,
because you found yours too ! :D
you can handle my matters so well...
hahah.
and not forgetting wanling too XD
hahah.
all cheer me up, i simply love your.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEESHIXUAN !
hahah, happy sweet 13th. i got you a present, stitch keychain xP
hope you will like it.

thanks for letting me have a chance of knowing true love from a true friend. True friends don't mind their friends' wek points. i am gladly to say, you are my first and only true friend. thanks, you make my day. even though you are a guy, but who say a girl can't have a true male friend?


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Friday, October 23, 2009

today, super upset ...
brought my new phone to school...
almost everyone started exploring and see see here and there...
and my phone went flat when i reached home becus yuqi keep playing games...
tio a bad scolding ...
plus i have no idea what happen, is just one second and my phone drop...
got scratches...
i cried, alot.
my baobei phone, i'm sorry i can't bring you to school, i think...

maths paper two = 28-1 = 27/60
art = 65/100

went to orchard w/ wanling, clarice, adeline.
we were playing a cool game but super scary.
if you want to play, ask any of us (:
hahah, got my white + orange FBT :D
actually i want white + blue FBT, but left 2 pieces, and there is 3 people wanting it (wenxin,me,clarice)
i knew wenxin wanted it badly, so i change the colour of my ordered FBT.
hope wenxin, you will love the FBT (:

loving you is as easy as 123, hating you is as hard as 2468.


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Thursday, October 22, 2009

got my new phone ! (:
(didn't mean to show off though, i am just too happy ! :D)

my results are so fantastic ....
ENGLISH- paper 1 = 31/60
paper 2 = 25/50
total = 56/110
(not very pleased.. but at least i got a pass)
ENGLISH LITERATURE - 15/50
CHINESE - letter writing = 13/20
composition = 49/70
paper 2 = 47/110
total = 54.5/100
(stupid paper 2, pull down my total marks, i hate you !)
SCIENCE - physics = section A = 8
section B = 6
section C = 1
total = 15
- biology = i forgot all -.-
total = 20
total = 35/100
(omgzxc, i suck at science ! ms ng, my home tuition teacher from p5 - p6, please come back and teach me science ! i need you, do faster come back !)
MATH - paper 1 = 25/40
paper 2 = getting tmrw.
(A1 fly away, byebye ! XP)
HISTORY - mcq = 15/20
paper 2 = 19/60 ?
total = 42.5/100
overall = 54/100 (report book)
(super upset, because history is my favourite subject luhs !)
GEOG - 28/100
overall = 33/100 (repot book)
(mdm poon, i am so sorry, though idk what can i do to please you... but actually you are a good teacher, just that i ain't a good student. sorry for disappointing you every test.. haiz, got last in class for geog every test, even now, the overall too, i am the last again, what a failure....)
ART - getting tmrw

i am chatting w/ darren.f & annabel.k & joanna.t & ....
we are saying about art.
saying that jennwei go take higher art,
i take higher music since i'm music rep.
then annabel.k say that they want us be artist ?
i say i rather be dancer okays.
annabel : go take higher dance !
huiping : go take higher badminton !
darren.f aka elmo go take higher turgidness.
hahah.
we saying elmo is jiaobin ! :D
very funny the conversation.


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Wednesday, October 21, 2009

I AM REALLY REALLY SORRY,
ANNABEL !

cheer up, don't be piss over such a stupid idoit like me.

i screwed up my life.
i mess up my life.
what a hopeless person.
what a NO LIFE person.
i guess tmrw i will be emo.
today cried so much already, cried about 4 times..
tmrw will be worse.
i hop will get good results, so i can go 1 more day of chalet.


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Tuesday, October 20, 2009

BUSY-ing doing joanna's present XP

ate breakfast at mac today;
saw claudia and jason :/
afternoon play w/ didi and slack much.
watch TV w/ him till he fell asleep.
print photos, which is part of joanna's present.
today was such a slacking day but such a perfect day for me to slack.


honestly, i just hate you.
i can't stand you.
w/e you do, you can't make up the pain you hurt me.
i always say that you will be a great friend, a nice guy, a perfect guy.
but now, i don't even give a damn anymore because i am a nothing to you right?
i can go find those imperfect guys that suit me,
but at least imperfect guys are better than a perfect guy like you.

i wanna block my blog :D
you want to know why ?
simply because i don't want him to read any of my post anymore.
he reply everyone on the tagboard on his blog except for me.
what is this attitude ? dislike me ? hate me ?
hahah, too normal.
anw i am imperfect, hate me all you want (:
and i will be super duper happy if you hate me.
i just wanna forget you.
i don't get it, i said i did want to give up liking,
give you up for her,
but you purposely appear in my dreams again & again !
stop it, i can't stand it, seeing your face every dreams i had !
you ain't my best friend, you ain't my good friend, you ain't my friend, you ain't my classmates,
you are a STRANGER to me.

*edited*
omgzxc, i am gonna change my hairstyle manzxc.
cutting hair, not short hair, just cut shorter and layer & layer.
that's my primary school super nice hairstyle.
tie pony tail, then the 'fa wei' will be short and thin cus it's layered.
super nice, i am excited ! :D


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Monday, October 19, 2009


Happy 3rd Month, JOANNA SWEETARD ! ♥♥
hahah, i got you a PINKY present, you will love it, trust me (:
it contains *secret* ... you will love me, hahah ! :D

Joanna Teo Hui Ying, i simply love you.
don't ever give me up, i will cry.
don't leave me alone, i will commit sucide.
don't ignore me, i will be emo.
don't hate me, because i just love you.

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today went queenstown w/ clarice,xuejing,yuanting.
go buy FBTs :D
got damn lots of shops selling FBTs,
so we walk here walk there,
see which shop got nice colours of FBTs.
didn't buy anything at all, so we went to have a bite.
we go IKEA eat.
damn cool one, got tray got FREE DRINKS that you could refill & refill.
then we sit at the corner there.
above the table got lamps,
i was telling xuejing that later she knock the lamps although she is short.
then i was standing up, going to refill drinks,
my head knocked the lamps -.-
what does this show > I AM TALL !!! :D
okays, what a lame excuse.
eat eat eat eat.....
after that went back to queenstown buy FBTs.
i bought curve cut grey.
clarice bought curve cut blueish-green.
xuejing bought curve cut grey + red stripes.
yuanting bought curve cut black w/ purple words.
ME & XUEJING WANTED STRAIGHT CUT PURPLE SO BADLY !!!
(only got curve cut luhs, stupid asshole)
so went to imm, ''GIANT'' !
not even a purple FBT is seen !
w/e i giving up purple FBT, i buying curve cut white + blue stripes ! :D
xuejing left as she need to go home early.
went mac eat sundae.
went to mini toons, precious thot and 2 more shops,
HOPING TO FIND A PRESENT FOR JOANNA !
end up we went popular and got a present for her :D
she will love it !
hahah.
take shuttle bus back to JE mrt station and took mrt w/ clarice back to tiong bahru plaza.
went shopping again, i'm so crazy right (:
went home shortly and tio scolded, so naggy ~
bathe and ate dinner.
came here posting :D
i going to work on JOANNA's present le, byebyes.




my scareness...
my fear...
my worries....
my tears....
on thursday....
don't see me crying on thursday day.
don't talk to me.
don't even give a damn about a loser like me.
i am too imperfect to hang around w/ perfect people like you.


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Sunday, October 18, 2009

Sms annabel to book a room for me for chalet becus i am so gonna convince my mum to let me stay overnight + wenxin darling gave me alot of courage, alot of confindence to try asking my mum.
not to disappoint any of my belove friends, i gave a try.
but same reply : NO.
i'm so sad & being hate to be being rejected, i started dropping lots of tears.
but she don't give a damn even if i cry till the whole floor is wet.
i give up, what a stupid decision.
STUPID HUIPING, WHAT A LOSER YOU ARE !
wenxin gave me alot of good advices, i all used, but my mum still in NO NO mood.

tidy my room today, clean and neat ♥
but i spent sooooo damn long okays.
damn all teachers except biology teacher & art teacher,
give sooooo many notes ! X:
might as well at the starting of the year, give whole year notes !
then i can all staple together :D
LOL, anw is neat now so i shan't care toooo much !

plan to go queenstown w/ clarice & yuanting tomorrow.
we go buy FBTs :D
1 for adeline as birthday present,
1 for clarice herself,
1 for clarice's friend,
2 for myself,
3 for wenxin (helping her buy),
WOW !
i am deciding which FBT should i buy X:
i have no idea which colour suit me,
give opinion please (:
http://effbeetee.blogspot.com/ - website of the colours of FBTs
thanks wenxin for telling me this COOL website :D

i gave such a perfect guy up for a perfect girl like you,
plus i am such an imperfect girl.
why should you even think of giving him up ?
didn't i stop liking him just for you ?
there's no worry now, just love him with all your energy.
trust me, your are perfect together.
don't make me drop all my tears for nothing when i decided to gave him up just for you.
i will hate you if you are so gonna give him up when i just drop so much tears.


so class chalet is when to when ?
at first is 30th october to 1st november,
but booking full, so change to 1st november to 3rd november.
then don't know why change again, now become 6th november to 8th november.
okays i am super duper happy because 8th november is my birthday, nut xuejing say that adeline and shixuan said is back to 1st,2nd and 3rd november again ?!
omgzxc, don't cheat my feeling X:
at first i was so happy that i cry.
now i am very sad... and i just cried.


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