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Monday, November 23, 2009

Byeeeee friends (: gonna go off at 8pm.
off to malaysia. wahlao, i almost cried.
gonna miss all of your.
Friends, sisters, dancers, msn partner, facebook partner --> you zhuan (solo).
gah ! ><''


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Sunday, November 22, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY ! ♥
I love you ♥ thanks for all the concern & love you gave me.

BATCH 1996
Huiping wants batch 1996 to bond bond bond !
Huiping wants batch tee !
Huiping wants batch outing !

MIA from 23rd november to 1st december.
23rd november night went off.
1st december I will reach Singapore.
Wahlao, not I don't like go malaysia, but is gonna be super boring
- No smsing
- No blogging
- No chatting with friends
and there is loads of super creepy creatures there
- lizards
- cockroach
- grasshoppers
- caterpillar --> (forget how to spell)
- bugs & bigs & bugs !
I am gonna screamm like crazyy, I am very very scare okays !
TO DO --> rebond my hair :D
gamble with cousins, who knows ?
shop for new bag, shoes.

see me in a new look after i rebond my hair, bought my new bag & new shoe (:

Don't leave me alone, I'm scared.


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Saturday, November 21, 2009


HOT SHOT dvd front cover (:


HOT SHOT dvd back cover.


Front view of my very very first sneaker (:


Side view of my very very first sneaker (:



Daddy's birthday celebration ! his birthday is tmrw, anw.

Tiong bahru plaza --> kopitiam --> popular --> DVD & CD shop --> home --> tiong bahru plaza --> popular --> macdonald --> home --> OG --> chinatown --> CK --> home.

A looooong day ><'' super tired.
Went to kopitiam for breakfast. ate noodles & ice ka-chang. Went popular to get the 20% discount booklet as I am a member. Went to the DVD & CD shop and my mum bought for me the HOT SHOT DVD ! screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ! * Went home to rest, watch hot shot & bathe. Went to popular to buy files, notepad, pen refill, eraser --> for next year. Went to macdonald to buy my lunch. hahah. Went home to eat macdonald as my lunch, rest & watch TV. Went to OG to buy my very very first sneaker ! screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ! * Went to chinatown to do some random shopping & eat --> celebrate my daddy's early birthday. (: Went to CK to buy snacks :D Went home, finally.

don't change youself, be yourself.


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Friday, November 20, 2009

DANCE

rented one archie comic --> addicted/.had breakfast w/ xuejing & joanna. ate hotcakes & got 4 monopoly labels. I got one instant win, fillet-o-fish :D hahah. took taxi to school (: officially three rich kia{s}/ wow. changed & get ready for dance ♥ got the SYNERGY song from xianfei/xiancui ? hahah, thanks, i love you, hahah. started w/ full warm-up, 过三关,压腿 etc ... shouted 'HEY', preparing for open house (although i not dancing). Me & xuejing were the first sec one{s} to pass the shouting by using the strength from stomach (: yay-ness. practiced for open house --> me & alfreda were really really bored. starting to talk about some random topic : JOANNA TEO ! and her darling. look at the bb practicing open house, super funny, ><''. lao shi was saying that they did the steps correctly but no strength. he expect dancers, especially sec one{s}, to put in alot of efforts and alot of strength. we ''snatched'' the court from th netballers, aww... paisey. lol. laoshi was standing beside me & telling me that the performance (AYG, 流星) was ''.....''/ --> he's angry :( about 1.43pm, lunch ! see alot of dancers eating cup noodles ? --> our own food. western stall no business, aww.... one last time FULL UP for open house, DANCE CAMP is starting ! :D

DANCE CAMP !

divided into seven groups. I was in group 7.
G-R-E-A-T members in group 7 --> YUTING; CHERYL; YINGPEI; SIXIU; MICHELLE (sec one); JUNZHENG; LINBO ♥ & huiping (:
Group 7 S-E-X-Y leader --> DESIREE ♥
Group 7's colour of th 'ping an fu' --> YELLOW
Group 7's name --> giraffe

1st station --> find 18 small paper{s} that have letter on it. (sec three{s} hidden them in canteen).
5 mins start & we went to find. YUTING super fast ! I found two only ><''/ after we found all, we had to form a 4 words with these 18 letters. N-A-N H-U-A D-A-N-C-E S-O-C-I-E-T-Y. ♥ went to hide all these 18 paper{s} in the canteen, for the next group to find. :D

2nd station --> put the end of the spoon in your mouth and pass the marble all th way up to third floor and back to second floor again. this station was quite fun, because we had to sing ABC song while doing th passing. that LINBO, damn hero can !? -ahem ahem-

3rd station --> mat flipper ? we 8 people must stand on the mat w/o stepping out of the mat and flip the mat over. YUTING know how to do, then we do super duper fast. JIANBIN was talking to someone, i think is DESIREE, then when he turns over to look at us, we already finished (: he thought we cheat cus we are the fastest. ><'' but we didnt cheat, we so innocent. then we are shouting JIANBIN CHAO1 MAN ! he damn happy can, then he say '' i like it' ''. LOL.

4th station --> we have to pass a marble through we 8 people's cardboard. we are the only group who failed ><'' but pearlynn say we very good, because we keep trying & never give up (: again, LINBO saved the day. --> he very smart & funny. then she ask us what is the objective of this game. i said '' patient '', she was like '' very good. other groups keep say ''teamwork'', ''cooperative'', i also know. '' yay (: PEARLYNN CHAO1 CHIO ! ♥

5th station --> there are 3 ''blind{s}'', 3 ''mute{s}'' & 2 normal people. we are suppose to form one line & pass down a sentence. * blind people cannot see, so can talk. mute people cannot talk but can show hand signal. * we pass this game because i think we had a good arrangement (: the sentence was '' i want nobody nobody but you ''. we had to dance NOBODY ! because joanne want to see us dance other than shouting & screamming our cheer. we danced & do some duck walk while saying JOANNE IS SO CHIO that makes us woo~ JOANNE IS SO HOT that makes us woo~

6th station --> 6 people will be blind-folded while 2 people will not be. the two people will be the first & last person who is going to lead us though the obstacles. i think the order is like this : YUTING, CHERYL, YINGPEI, SIXIU, MICHELLE, me, JUNZHENG, LINBO. yuting & linbo had to lead us through. (i think they had a hard time ><''). lin bo was telling junzheng to hold my shoulder and die die cannot let go unless i shout molest , wth ? i like this station, was really fun. something i dont like --> I HAD TO KEEP ASKING WHERE IS JUNZHENG'S HAND !? i had to hold him. then his reply was always ''here''... you expect me to know where is your hand ? , i am blind-folded ley. lin bo was real funny but i find him real nice :D

7th station --> we 8 people must be blind-folded. then th station master will whisper to our ears a sound a animal make. exmaple, i heard ''meow'', means cat luhs, i had to find those who are ''cats''. kind of must be alert and make our way to the sound of ''meow''. pass this stage with 1 min and 52 secs, how slow ><'' but we did our best :D

last station --> something to do with PT. had to do a leopard crawl over. then crawl again. then jump. then a leopard crawl again. then had to hold a person's legs and that person use his/her hands to move up & down. my partner was YUTING ♥ had to do pumping with the legs on the bench. then frog jumping. then YUTING hold my legs and i had to crawl with a rag, HELPING TO MOP THE CANTEEN FLOOR !?

once finished all station, went to back of hall. We are the 2nd group to complete ! :D
Our group cheer --> Yellow yellow is the best, yellow yellow beat the rest ! ♥♥
We won a " MOST UNITED GROUP'' award. (: love you guys, i really had fun (:
and thanks to TIANJUN for the chocolate (:

Had a really fun time today :D and i find that junzheng not so jiao anymore. Brother, I love you ! ♥
went to clementi with joanna, yuqi, gindelin, alot of sec two{s}/ mrt-ed home w/ joanna.
reached home, bathe, and here i came posting :D

today's main teaching --> 照顾自己,照顾别人 !

i am freaking jealous. really jealous ! be happy that your have to chance to dance.



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Thursday, November 19, 2009


World of darkness.
I don't know how much longer I could smile through so many things. I keep falling & falling, trying & trying, smiling & smiling. I wish I can just give up again & again & never stand up again. Because my world is so dark that nobody can give me some lights to find my way out. I GIVE UP.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA LIN !
yayness, november babies rockzxc together (:


Didn't went to dance today, keep ranting & crying.
How stupid, but that's me.
Th happy thing is that, tmrw I can go dance & dance camp ! ♥♥
yay-ness :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Watch-ed hot shot & currently still watching (:
HOT SHOT EP 5 (part 1 - 5)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HwArYUOf4MA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gpTPACNu5Us
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pI8V_kcmgI0
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-FRCEf0GPvc
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FRssURXggfU
HOT SHOT EP 6 (part 1 - 3)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UKUi9VTa4WM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXF2fYskv_Q
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qtDOs25xDJc

must watch, becsus is the basketball match, super nice & funny (:


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Wednesday, November 18, 2009


SEE XUAN HAO !


LIEW JIAN BIN & PEARLYNN WANG !

I am a dancer, why can't I dance ?
-cries-

my love for them.
Thanks for PEARLYNN's warm hug, XUANHAO's superduper funny story & JIANBIN's speech ♥
Cried infront of my sec 3 dance seniors, how pathetic ? like all eyes looking at me...//
I don't know if I can say out XUANHAO's story here, but I say some part. Is about his mum worried him got gang. Then I think pearlynn was laughing & whispering to my ears about xuanhao. hahah. Actually Jianbin was talking to th sec 3 then I think he saw me crying, then he came to me and talk to me. --> paisey, big dance chairman. given you so much trouble...
I LOVE PEARLYNN, XUANHAO & JIANBIN ♥
the strength, the power, the spirit they gave me.
I love dance, I won't give up because of them.
They meant too much to me, I won't disappoint them.
Trust me, if i don't love dance, I won't cry today.

-EDITED-
Breakfast with XUEJING & JOANNA. went to school for dance Mskee talked to us and 11 sec one girls off to mstan's prac. bleh/. 12pm ++, rush down to mrlow's prac ♥♥. practice synergy + open house :DDD lunch with xuejing & joanna. SLEEPING TIME --> with xuejing. MASSAGING TIME --> with xuejing. FREE TIME --> played some gym stuffs and somehow, xuejing fell ! oh no ! my twinneh xuejing, hope you are okays ♥
after dance, talked to Pearlynn, Xuanhao & Jianbin. Cried as -ahem ahem- upsetted me, alot. YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE DANCE ! ♥
went to clemeti with xuejing & joanna. Mrt-ed home with joanna & haoting. --> haoting told us super lots of things about batch 1995. -dot dot dot-

reached home. wanted to have a good talk with mum (as Jianbin suggested) but she luhs, unhappy with me, being a dancer !? fine luhs. cant even go dance tmrw ! I wanted to scold vulgar becus of you but don't make me break my promise !


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Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Rush to dance in the morning, and I made it.
I thought today is the YOG position, end up is open house, shouldn't have come and sit there aside, looking how happy people are dancing open house. except me & alfreda. bleh/
sad, emo-ness in th air. ><''
super lazy & tiring for mrlow's practice, I must admit, I did slack. I am sorry.

Thanks for ZOE for teaching me the correct way of dancing. I find her super cute because everytime she teach-ed me the steps liaox, she would want to see me do the steps correctly then she will say GO ! so cuteeeeeeeeeeee (: had a fun time with zoe, hahah.

Darn, me & joanna lost our FBT.
stupid sicko, why take our FBTs ?! damn you luhs, whoever you are.
That's my only straight cut FBT and i cant buy anymore ! you win already !
-i strongly believe is not a dancer nor a dancer playing prank-
make me cry... happy now !? stupid.

next year, a brand new year. with lots more trouble & sadness. see-ing me crying is a small matter, see-ing me emo is a big matter. everytime you appear, they there are, saying you again & again. hurting me again & again. no matter what i do, i cant please anyone. i give up. i really want to let go and give up. but do i have a choice to ? i want to leave nanhua, leave 206'10. all just because of you. but dancing is my life, i wont let you ruin it. why should i give a damn when they always say you & her ?


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Sunday, November 15, 2009

BIRTHDAY MEANING -->
Is your birthday day 8 of the month? Your Life, You have pleasant and friendly personality. People look up to your wit and imagination. You are unpredictable and hardly complete what you started, which sometimes create negative impact to people around you. Your Love, Falling in love becomes your routine. Most of the time, you are lucky. You fascinate people with good taste but you never have enough with one. Although your love progresses very fast, it never lasts.

-super true can !?-


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FAMILY OUTING w/ my uncle.
went to SINGAPORE ZOO (:
super smelly & disgusting, forget it ><''
hmm, i think i can do letter A-Z now for the topic of animals.
(but need to re-call, lol)

Got a maple boyf.
IGN : powerwalkerz
Real name : Joseph
Age : sec one
School : SJI
*i wanna know his birthday >< *
here's our first ever msn conversation :

What's My Name? says:
hahas hi dARLING

HUIPING says:
why nameless ><
hi dar

What's My Name? says:
haahs

HUIPING says:
what's your real name ? o.o
What's My Name? says:
whats ur name
?
joseph
HUIPING says:
HUIPING yea.
What's My Name? says:
lol
k

HUIPING says:
hahah

What's My Name? says:
wan my number??

HUIPING says:
uh huh
hahaha

What's My Name? says:
lol (his number)

wth
sms me hor
must alot alot alot alot (:
hahas
HUIPING says:
hahah, okays
mine is 96865908

What's My Name? says:
i wun remember
just sms me can alr
HUIPING says:
lol, okays.

What's My Name? says:
hahas my phone nt wif me

HUIPING says:

:(
What's My Name? says:
hahaas
kk

HUIPING says:
then when can i sms you ??
What's My Name? says:
after 8 today onwards

HUIPING says:
okays

What's My Name? says:
haha sms me k
alot alot
miss you darling
k bb(:

HUIPING says:
hahah, okays <3
byebye

What's My Name? says:
love you

HUIPING says:
miss you too
and love you

What's My Name? says:
hahas
k bb

HUIPING says:
byebye
What's My Name? says:
bye!

HUIPING says:

:D
What's My Name? says:
(:


-END-


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Saturday, November 14, 2009

COUSIN OUTING w/ two 'extra' guys.

Tiong bahru plaza --> Long John Silver --> Arcade --> Movie --> Cineleisure --> Neo prints --> Plaza Singapura --> KFC --> Douby Ghaut --> Arcade --> Tiong bahru --> Mac --> HOME !

4 pairs of siblings --> Poh Leng, Poh Suan ; Hui Ping, Zhi Hui ; Hui Xiang, Hui Huang ; Wei Qiang, Wei Rong.

1pm met poh leng, poh suan (my two favourite cousin, omgzxc, i love them like crazyy ! ♥) at tiong mrt. (: went to eat at long john silver. Me, hui huang, poh leng, poh suan sat together at one table while hui xiang, zhi hui (my idoit kor), wei qiang, wei rong sat another table. Went to arcade and play some random games --> basketball with poh leng, poh suan ♥ and a throw ball game with poh leng :D movie time ! went to watch 2012 (: super saddening & touching. and then got one part, a lady point middle finger, everyone laugh like hell ! but i was really worried about 2012 ><'' went to cineleisure for neo-prints ♥♥ 8 people in action :D 5guys + 3girls. took two machine, really funny. the guys like want fight, like ah-beng. hahah. LMAO. dinner time ! cineleisure only got fast food, so we decided to go plaza singapura for food court. NO ONE WANT TO EAT FAST FOOD ! (even me luhs, yesterday ate mac & mos, today already ate LJS). walk to plaza singapura, super tiring can !? reached plaza singapura, went to food court, was flooded with people. too hungry to wait, so we no choice, went to fast food, afterall. !! ate KFC. we all say too full, must go exercise. so we go play arcade. walk to douby ghaut mrt there, got arcade. we were all crazy about basketball ! ♥ me and hui huang were crazyy ! we kind of get the highest score for basketball among all the 8 of us. we got 213, then we laugh till no energy to play -.-'' (people were all looking at me & huang there crazy-ing. hahahah) i love basketball ! ♥♥♥ go home time ! say bye bye to poh leng & poh suan. 4 of us (me, my kor, huang, xiang) took mrt to tiong bahru while the 2 of them (wei qiang, wei rong) took mrt with us till redhill. wah, the wei qiang hor, go lean against the mrt door, and when the mrt door open, he was dragged and stuck ! OMGZXC ! thanks to xiang, who pull him out, but his hand was injured. HOPE YOU ARE OKAYS, take care yea ! (: wei rong ah, take care of your didi !!! reached tiong, went to mac to buy ice cream. then walk home.

yay-ness. family day tomorrow ! going to zoo ! my baby brother damn excited because he been wanting to go ! and just now my dad was testing the camera, he took a photo of me & my baby brother. my babby brother had his own unique pose, super cuteeeeeeeeeeeee ♥

I thought today outing could make me stop thinking of you, but somehow,... you are on my mind.



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Friday, November 13, 2009

I cant stand it anymore...
I have to suffer just to please all of you...
I have to be your pet and listen to you...
I am very tired already....
Left me alone & never ever talk to me.
It hurts me to let him go, to forget him.
I dont mind he go with whoever, but I mind if he is unhappy.
Now, all of your left me no choice, but to break the strong & deep friendship I had with him.

You all can't believe that I am now crying because of this small thing.
Whatever it is, stop interfering my life please.
I had enough, really enough.
I am very tired.

LEAVE ME ALONE & dont bother talking to me.


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Breakfast with Xuejing & Joanna,
saw weiwen & his girlf ???
went for danceeeeeeeeeeee/

did running around the school, was fun :DDDDDD
idk why people keep say tiring ?
i find it not really tiring, maybe i am long-distance runner (:
half an hour warm up and off to eng rememdial.

Joanna, Xuejing, Huiping, Hongsheng, Yeeshong, Yongjian, Shanyou went for eng rememdial. Miss poon face so jiao can, and i sit right infront, -.-''
But was real funny. Xuejing keep whispering to me. Joanna keep smiling/laughing. Hongsheng was peeling off the paint of the table --> miss poon keep say him- so mean right !? Shanyou keep answering question, like craps. Yongjian, quite quiet, he sat beside shanyou. Yeeshong, okays okays luhs. was relly fun afterall. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

went back to dance. practice the swingy thing, YOG. was not very successful, dumb. had lunch and came back for some weird game ? and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. ><> my dance partner. went to dance the openhouse, me and alfreda were partnering each other, hahahah. darrenl, i dont have to hold your hand anymore, bleh. xP (darrenl was my partner where this part we had to hold hand, omgzxc)

-lazy type-


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Thursday, November 12, 2009

Quiz from JOANNA's blog :DDDDDDDDDD

1. Are you happy?- Not really.

2. Who are you chatting with right now?- Gordon (MSN)

3. What is the last thing you bought?- Bubble Tea.

4. Who is the last person you hang out with?- Joanna Sweetard.♥

5. Have you ever broke a promise?- Uh-huh.

6. Have you ever broke a friendship?- Yepps....

7. What are you most excited about?- Dance tomorrow ! ♥

8. What do you usually do when you are bored?- Blast music.

9. Who was the last person who text you?- Jennwei, i asked him about eng remedial.

10. Who was the last person who gave you a comment (facebook)?- Didn't check.

11. Have you ever talk to yourself?- no ?

12. What is the hardest thing for you to say?- Negative comments/ truth.

13. What do you want to receive on your birthday?- A hug from him.

14. Reach your hand out to the right. What do you touch?- My Earpiece.

15. What time did you sleep last night?- 12+AM, I think ...

16. What can you hear besides the computer?- Television show.

17. What is your favorite line to say when bored?- Very boring.

18. When was the last time tears started to roll down your cheek?- Today morning.

19. The last person you were on the phone with?- My Dad.

20. What makes you frustrated?- Got to see him tmrw.

21. What song are you listening to?- Not listening to any songs.

22. Current mood?- .................

23. Who will you turn to if you have a huge prob?- Joanna & wenxin & him.

24. What's your favorite song at the moment?- Bleeding love.

25. What was the last song that kept ringing on your mind yesterday before you went to sleep?- Insomnia

26. What were the best events that happened last year?- He told me he likes me.

27. Where have you been today?- Home.

28. Last thing you ate?- Bei Bei Mian --> my supper.

29. Who are you with right now?- Myself, korkor, mummy.

30. Do you love sunset?- Uh-huh.

31. What are your wishes for your birthday?- Forever happiness (:

32. Who do you wanna be with on the day of your birthday?- Sisters/Him♥

33. Have you ever felt that you've been taken for granted?- Sometimes.

34.Thing/s you regret?- lots of stuffs.

35. Is there anything else you want to do besides answering this survey?- Nope.

36. Question/s you hate that they ask you?- ???

37. Chocolate cake or brazo de mercedes??- Chocolate cake bahs.

38. How do you feel right now?- Bored, Bored, Bored.

39. What's your plan next week?- Dance, Dance, Dance :D

40. Missing someone?- Yeah, Him♥

41. What's her/his role in your life?- Someone very important to me.

42. The person who loves u most or the person u love the most.- The person who I love the most ♥

-END-


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hmm, today was rather boring & self-emo day.
yay-ness (: okays, i am random.
8am ++ like that, shixuan called me, i rejected, because i very tired, i want to sleep ! X:
10am ++ like that, she called again, i rejected again...
paisey, i too tired.
dk today why, super boring and have no energy to do anything.
hmm,
gordon introduced this website to me, i find it real cool :
http://babychaos.wordpress.com/2007/03/16/cheer-up/
but, kind of not really helping, but still thanks(:
I find this passage nice :
''Make a decision today. Decide that you want to be strong, to let nothing negatively affect you. Affirm this decision daily for the remainder of your life!
Resolve to change and do it. To succeed you must be willing to change. Be ready to do that.
Believe in yourself. Once you believe you are strong emotionally, you will unconsciously act stronger than before and begin to take control over you''

darren.f was asking me some random questions :
1) prefer gordon or yeeshong
2) prefer him or yeeshong
3) prefer him or gordon
4) prefer jonathan or gordon
5) if gavin & xuejing were drown, who will i save first ?
6) prefer him or gavin
my ans will not be shown here. ask me personally and i might tell you xD
conversation between me & darren.f shall not be pasted here, too personally.
muahahahahahahah !

wah, that yeeshong win already.
keep say that darren fong like me, (same opinion as joanna huh),
and say what i like him.
damn luhs. i dont need your crappings ! X:

nth much. watch HOT SHOT ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Why must you choose this date ? Why can't you go oversea in december ? Why can't you let me dance open house and YOG ? WHy can't you understand I AM A DANCER ? WHY?
Must you make me hate you ?! er, i already hating you.
Don't blame me for ignoring you. Don't blame me for my rude-ness.
This is what you want for not letting me dance.
I want to say, I HATE YOU.






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Tuesday, November 10, 2009

To Gordon -
Do you think I don't want to let go of him ?
I want, I tried, I even cried ...
He just meant too much to me,
simply because I still love him.
I will let go of him when the time is right.
I don't expect him to give me a chance nor likes me,
but I just want him to be happy.
This is the real kind of love.
I also cannot stop him from liking her, because is his freedom.
So, in the end, i know i will lose,
and a pathetic one.
I can bear, I know i can bear if not, I wont even take this challenge.


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today was superduper boring can !?
maple-d with darren fong & clarice lim.
yeeshong added me as buddy and the war started,
shall not say it out ><''
cheer up cheer up ! :D
i maple-d for 7hours and i came to post yea.

quiz from joanna's blog (:

1. Who was the first person to tag you ?- For the first page, It'd be XUEJING ♥

2. How do you think of that person?- a nice person, great friend, pretty lady, awesome dancer.

3. Do you eat alot of fast food?- Yes, yumyum.

4. Have you kiss anyone in 2009?- Mummy & my baby brother.

25. Honestly do you love someone very much?- Yes ... but no point yea.

26. Who was the last person who told you that they love you?- I am not being loved by anyone.

27. Are your friends with the last person you kissed?- Duh, no.

28. Are there any parts of your body which hurts?- Nope.

29. In the supermarket which thing caught your attention first?- The Sweets ! ♥

30. How cool do you think you are?- 0%.

31. Do you take drugs?- Of course, Not.

32. Who do you hate most?- Honestly, myself.

33. Who was the first person to text you this morning?- Sihwee ! ♥

34. What is the first thing you did this morning?- Still sleeping....

35. Who last missed call your phone?- Yeewai, i didn't realised.

36. What was the last mistake you made?- smth....

37. What are you listening now ? - maple ?

38. Who is the last person of the opposite sex that you had conversation with?- Gordon (sms) & Darren Fong (msn) !

39. Who was the last person that called you?- My dad.

40. Is there something you want to tell someone special?- You are really special in my heart ! LOL.

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Monday, November 9, 2009

Yesterday was really hoping 12am to come earlier, so i could end my birthday.. the reason why i want to end my birthday faster is because -ahem ahem- ... the only person who know is .... HIM. somehow, he really gave me a really really strong feeling that i can trust him forever & ever. Even if one day we quarrel, i know he won't betray me. i just trust him alot.

Today, have dance again. dreaded to go dance ... i just can't dance well ! no matter how hard i try, nobody believes me ! no matter how much effort i put in, nobody can see ! what must i do to please everyone ?! i try so hard so hard, i put in so much so much effort, i give my very very best, but i just can't dance well ! .............
anw, thanks to yoke kay for the shoes for character dance (: very cool, kind of ballet shoes with heels.

morning ate macdonald with XUEJING & JOANNA. gossip alot. recieve my birthday present from joanna, thank you ♥ is a stitch photo album with alot of photos inside (: total spent $30 ! ><''
omgzxc, so expensive, but thanks because i love it ♥
-went for dance-
lunch at mos burger with XUEJING & JOANNA & DARRENLEE. we three girls keep gossiping and darrenlee like keep quiet all the way. but can see him smiling when we say some jokes :D recieve my birthday present from darrenlee, a medium-sized care bear, pink ♥ thank you my beloved brother ! (: forever sister & brother, i love you.
-went to JP (again!)-
xuejing chiong to THE WALLET SHOP to get me my birthday present. she bought a MYUK pencil case ♥ really nice, and i have been wishing for a MYUK pencil case, thank you(: i love it ! xoxo.

hahah, BOOKSHOP @ our class :D


Stitch photo album from joanna ♥


and a real sweet card ♥


OMGZXC, i love this MYUK pencil case, from xuejing ♥


HUIPING, XUEJING, JOANNA and the care bear darrenlee gave me ♥


XUEJING with my carebear ! xD



ME with my carebear ♥


JOANNA in love with my carebear --> smth wrong X:


XUEJING, HUIPING & JOANNA with my carebear again !



On MRT, random shot.










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Sunday, November 8, 2009

Super random : [ names of my friends (sec one, nhhs) ]

A - Adeline, Annabel, Alfreda, Amanda
B - Bernice, BingHui, BingMing, Bryan
C - Clarice, ChanHong, Cythia, Claudia, Charmaine, Cordelia
D - Darren Fong, Darren Lee, DiJin
E - Eunice, EunSeong, Evonne, Elisa
F - Frida, Fion
G - Gordon, GuanLin, Gavin, Gindelin
H - HengSheng, HongSheng, HuiYi, Heather
I -
J - Joanna, Joey, Joel, Jonathan, JunWen, JennWei, Jasper, JiaLin, JiaMin, JunZheng, JiaMing, Jemaine, Jiong Yang, Jasmine, Jiatyan
K - Kevin, KenZi, Kim, KaiQing
L - Leila, LuCheng, LiFang
M - Michelle, Melanie, Marvin, MuHua
N - Natalie, Nisha, Nigel, Norman
O -
P -
Q - QiaoYuan
R - Renee, Ricia, Reginald
S - SiHwee, ShiXuan, Stanley, ShanYou, ShiLei, SiTong, Sermin, Shirlene
T - TianYi, TengHwee, TingTing
U -
V - Valencia, Vivien
W - WanLing, WenXin, WeiQuan, WeiRen
X - XueJing, XianCui, XianFei, XueNing, Xavier
Y - YuZhen, YuanTing, YeeWai, YiXuan, YuQi, YeeShong, YongJian, YingSuan, YewKen
Z - ZiYang, ZiZhen, ZhouWei, Zoey, ZhenYang

thanks to xuejing & joanna, who give me super lots of names ! (:


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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF♥


HUIPING with her superduper cuteee stitch !
*screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm* !


HUIPING's stitch & ZHIMING's stitch !
fyi, zhiming is huiping's baby brother (:


HUIPING's stitch & ZHIMING's stitch with ZHIMING beside them.



HUIPING's stitch holding the cake knife, preparing to cut the birthday cake with HUIPING ♥


HUIPING's stitch doing GUANLIN's trademark, oh no ! xD


HUIPING's birthday cake, a fruit cake ♥♥

HUIPING's stitch with HUIPING's fruit cake ♥



ZHIMING & his stitch with HUIPING's fruit cake.
(not your birthday lor, didi ! xD)



ZHIMING & HUIPING with their individual stitch ! ♥♥


As the birthday girl, my mum wanted me to pick 4 cards so she could buy 4D, how random she is. My lucky number : 8670 ! ♥ anw, she gave me the whole set of poker cards, is brand new one can, i happy-happy (:

Got quite alot of wishes from my darling friends:
Through sms (in order)

Wenxin - HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE! Xxoo, i heart you. (: SMILE FOREVERRR..
Joanna - Happy 13th Birthday, Huiping sweetard ! <3
Wanling - Happy 13th b'day my dearest cockroach! <333>
Clarice - HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIPING! May your wishes come true. :) way you are thirteen!
Darren Lee - Happy birthday!
Minli - HAPPY BIRTHDAY ^^
Darren Fong - Today is a special day for a special friend. Dont worry if things seem down cuz u always hav me! Your gd fwen! Dun forget elmo loves you! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D
Adeline - HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! :) have a wonderful birthday :)
Yuan Ting - Happy Birthday Hui Ping!!! (: Have a great 13th and good luck with your studies in the future! (:
Annabel - Happy birthday, Huiping (:
Eunice - Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to you.!
Happy birthday to huiping!
Happy burthday to you!
Hope all your wishes come true today!
Sherlin cousin - Ping, Happy birthday!! Your 13th birthday . . . .
Be optimistic n stay happy always!
I love youus!

Wanling - happy birthday to you!
happy birthday to you!
happy birthday to my cockroach ...
happy birthday to you! ~~
Daryl Ngai - Happy bday
Vivien - Yo, Happy 13th Birthday! Always be happy and stay pretty! May all your wishes come true! Muack. Kiss for birthday girl :P
Xuejing - HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY! preeeeeeeeeetaye, stay chiiiiiiio! I LOVE YOU LIKE WHOOOOOOOOOOOO! <3333333333333
Gavin - Happy birthday huiping!!!
Gindelin - Happy blessed 13th birthday!
Qiaoyuan - [ a super long chain message ] AND A VERY HAPPY BDAY <3
Poh Suan cousin - Happy birthday :) Hope that all ur wishes cum true . . Happy always (^ _ ^)

Through facebook (in order)

Hsien Yew Kor Kor - Hui Ping Mei mei,happy birthday oo^^Bigger 1 years old or ad old old liao...Gxgxgx..hahaha...XDwant present then u must 20th of November come to Malaysia.Wish u more pretty...but heart must always be pretty too ya...don like someone oo..@_@And wish u can get a true love too.Nid time....listen to old ppl 1 time...Want find a true true love is not easy de.
Yoke Kay - hello:) happy (early) birthday!! :D
Cassandra - Hey, happy birthday girl ♥
Amanda Tan - Happy birthdayyyyy~ :D
Joanna Teo - Happy 13th Birthday, Sweetard ♥

Through tagboard (in order)

Wenxin: Happy birthday (: My sms-es exceeded, ps.
JoannaTeo♥: HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY, HUIPING SWEETARD ♥
Tilda: hello! happy birthday!
XUE.JING: no need thank me, coz its your BIRTHDAY! SWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET 13!!!!!!!!!!
CHARMAINE: hello. a bit late but HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Through MSN (not in order)

JoannaTeo - Happy 13th Birthday, Huiping sweetard <3>Clarice!♥♥♥ - HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAO BEI HUIPING! (:
Elmo says:
*jiaobin
*happy birthday again
*lol
*random
* XD
Melanie says:
*happy birthday
Clarice!♥♥♥ says:
*happy birthday!
*haha LOL
#XUEJING says:
*HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY!
*sweetie / twinnie / dance partner.
*<333333333333333333333333333333333
Class blog

The class sweet/bubbly girl ! :D
We're going to be 206'10 next year, work hard b/c all of us would support you !Always smile, and cheer the whole class up whenever we feel down
~Smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees, ♥
JoannaTeo♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN HUIPING! ♥♥♥
I love you always!
Be strong kays!
All the best in everything!
heheh lets maple.
as soon as i am done downloading....
-Clarice :D
Individual blog (in index number for 106rians) :
CLARICE's blog -
Huiping.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST BAO BEI HUIPING!!!♥♥♥
Hahah. Longgggggg name.
Ice skating funnnn?
Don't look so sian next time kays!
Have a nice day!
Look on the bright side and i will be there for you.
JOANNA's blog -
Happy 13th Birthday Huiping ♥♥
My forever Sweetard, I don't ever ever ever want to lose you !
Promise me you would never forget me, b/c I would never too :D
From strangers to classmates. From classmates to friends.
From friends to sisters. From sisters to sweetards ! ♥
Friends forever, I'll never forget this.
106'09, NHDanceSociety, NHDS1996, 106Girls, Clique.
These would last forever, because I know our friendship is strong.
The Day my Sweetard turns 13, The 1st Birthday I'll spend w/ you.
Your 13th year would be filled w/ happiness, and us, don't forget that !
JOANNA ♥ HUIPING FOREVER !
XUEJING's blog -
HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY, HUIPING!
twinnie / sweetie / dance partner. <333333333333333
I LOVE YOU !our ups-and-downs were the worst ever in the history. (exaggerating) O.o
but we PULLED THROUGH! (:
so, other obstacles ahead won't be a problem to us!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
STAY HAPPY AND CHIIO!!!!PREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETTYAYE!
106'09, 206'10, nhds'96 loves you! <3
EUNICE's blog -
Happy 13th Birthday HuiPing!
Hope all your wishes come true! (:
[sorry if i left out your post on your blog ><]
HUIPING : i wanted to say a big thank you to all of you (: I have no idea how to repay all of you but the only thing i can do is to remember all of your in my hear forever & ever ♥♥



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Saturday, November 7, 2009

HOT SHOT ♥♥ - i am addicted to basketball ! ><''

Photo{s} :



Luo Zhi Xiang as Yuan Daying in Hot shot.
His technique to block the basketball from getting into the hoop.
very cuteeee !


Luo Zhi Xiang ; Xiao Zhu

Jerry Yán Chéng Xù 言承旭



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Hot shot ep 1 part 1/5. (: super niceeeee ! somehow, i am addicted to basketball ><''

12am, my birthday♥♥

HAPPY COCKROACH DAY, WANLING ! (: thanks for all the cheering up words and comforting words. most importantly, you will always be there for me !♥

Quiz :

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Seven-up.
2. Last phone call: Clarice ♥
3. Last text message: Xuejing ♥
4. Last song you listened to: One step at a time - Jordin Sparks
5. Last time you cried: Thursday.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: No.
7. Been cheated on: Uhhuh.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope. I won't kiss someone so easily ??!
9. Lost someone special: Yes, got her back (:
10. Been depressed: Quite a number of times...
11. Been drunk and threw up: NO ! X:

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Black ♥
13. White
14. Purple

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Not just one, is many until UNCOUNTABLE.
16. Fallen out of love: Yes.
17. Laughed until you cried: Ofc, i laugh for no reason.
18. Met someone who changed you: Yupps.
19. Found out who your true friends were: During the fight w/ xuejing.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: I am superduper not sure okays.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: er, don't think so.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Almost all, except my maple bf.
23. How many kids do you want to have: None.
24. Do you have any pets: Fish, lol. (i don't take care of them, my daddy does ! :D)
25. Do you want to change your name: Nope, my name too unique ♥
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Neo prints ♥
27. What time did you wake up today: 11am ++, I was having a dream about 106.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping, maybe dreaming.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: TOMORROW, MY BIRTHDAY. ♥♥
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Just ?
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: change the nightmare into a sweet dream.
32. What are you listening to right now: Maple story song ? --> my brother playing maple story now.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Darren fong.
35. Most visited webpage: http://www.oh-so-imperfect.blogspot.com/. (my blog :D)
36. Whats your real name: HUIPING ♥
37. Nicknames: alot of weird nick.
38: relationship status: attached to yuqi ♥
39. Zodiac sign: Rat :D
40. Male or female?: Female.
41. Elementary: Y.W.C.A.
42. Middle School?: River Valley Primary School
43. High school/college?: Nan Hua High School
44. Hair colour: Black + abit brown ?
45. Long or short: Shoulder length.
46. Height: 158cm.
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yes, someone ♥
48. What do you like about yourself: I am myself ♥
49. Piercings: None.
50. Tattoos: duh, no luhs.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty. (sounds wrong)

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: I don't have one..
53. First piercing: I didn't went to pierce either...
54. First best friend: Rilla Teo Qian Yi ♥
55. First sport you joined: ..... idk.....
56. First vacation: To malaysia, visit my maternal side grandma.
-Question57 was missing... -
-58. First pair of trainers: -speechless-

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Sweet ♥
60. Drinking: Saliva.
61. I'm about to: MSN w/ darren fong.
62. Listening to: Convo of my brother & cousin, talking about 'cousin' chalet ♥
63. Waiting for: TOMORROW; my birthday ♥
64. Want kids? : Nope.
65. Get Married? : If i found my perfect guy.
66. Career? : duh, yes.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs ♥
69. Shorter or taller: Taller (:
70. Older or Younger: don't know ??
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms ♥
73. Sensitive or loud: Loud X:

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: NO !
77. Drank hard liquor: No ?
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Don't know.
79. Sex on first date: Crazy.
80. Broken someone's heart: hmm, how am i suppose to know !?
82. Been arrested: Of course NOT.
83. Turned someone down: Nope.
84. Cried when someone died: .........
85. Fallen for a friend?: uhhuh

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: N-O, no.
87. Miracles: Yeah ♥
88. Love at first sight: Maybe.
89. Heaven: Yes.
90. Santa Claus: 10%.
91. Kiss on the first date: Never went on date.
92. Angels: hahah, not really X:

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: don't even have one.
95. Did you sing today?: Yeah(:
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: ???
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: I will go back to childhood, too fun (:
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: After PSLE.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: very very.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: 95% is truth.

-END-

so boring ...



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