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Saturday, October 3, 2009

yesterday
mid-autumn celebration in nanhuahighschool for my first time !
was real real fun and crazy (:
drops damn lots of tears before dance, during the dance, and after the dance performance.
firstly, sorry for disappointing you, ms tan.
secondly, sorry for making all of your worried, my lovely sisters in batch 1996.
thirdly, sorry for not smiling, all my super duper nice seniors.

i'm useless,hopeless,a big big failure.
if you saw me dancing, you will be able to see that either i didn't smile or a fake smile.
everything is ruined by me, me, me.
i'm really sorry all.

'' dancers make mistakes on stage without letting the audience know ''
but my big big mistake, shucks.
'' go on to the stage with a big smile ''
i gave a fake small smile.
i'm very sad & disappointed with myself.
my first ever dance performance with sec1 female dancers,is so ...
i must admit, this is my worst ever performance on stage,
being a dancer should smile and shouldn't care if made any mistakes,
but i didn't smile and i cried during the dance.
audience, this doesn't shows that i dislikes dance or not enjoying dance,
but my feeling is very very uncertain.
i didn't want to disgrace NAN HUA DANCE SOCIETY...
but i just disgraced yesterday.
i only can say, i'm sorry sorry sorry.
sorry for whatever foolish things i have done yesterday.
like shouting down to first floor(which we ain't suppose to), like never sew the costume.


changed to bright orange class tee + FBT,
went toilet wash away the make-ups,
and finally joining the 106rians.
we make a very high profits by selling second hand items- $400! :D
106rians,you are really great, i love you! <3

i disgrace NHDS,my worst day ever.

today
early in the morning went back to school for math remedial from 9am to 11am.
i was the second to reach (:
(chey,i at first thought i was the first okays,because there is nobody in canteen)
heard piano tune,
went to take a look and plan to wait for wenxin at the piano bench there.
walked there, saw him !
saw gavin !
tell you what,i freak out alot.
at first he didn't see me then i walked through the corridor again then i look at him, then he look back.
as if we are staring at each other, lmao, what a scary stare. i don't like it.
saw hongsheng and xianwang together,they went to gavin there.
i went to canteen,and sleep.
then saw jennwei, chat awhile.
went to sleep again, but tianyi woke me up -.-
he ask me go where, i says 111.
then eunice and wenxin came (:
finally !
went to piano with two of them,
play-play the piano, damn funny because we anyhow play.
then went to buy drinks with wenxin and eunice.
joey came.
then she says she saw darren.
i saw darren and eunseong go play soccer with the guys.
xuejing ah,finally came...
then is almost 9am, we went up to 111.
along the way, we saw stanley.
damnit, alot staircases are lock.
so we(wenxin, eunice, joey, xuejing, me) plan to take lift.
saw stanley looking for a staircase to go up,
so we ask him take life with us then he went in with us luhs, duh.
in the lift, huiping: why you never go join the guys?
stanley: where are they?
huiping: they playing soccer.
stanley: i don't really like to play soccer.
huiping: oh.
xuejing(laughing) : very funny !
crazy xuejing -.-
on our way to 111,
huiping: mrchan purposely want us go 111 because staffroom just beside it.
xuejing: ya lor.
huiping: so lazy leh him.
huiping: and then we still have to climb up the stairs ourselves.
then mrchan just came out of his staffroom and he heard what i said -.-
he take 111 classroom key and help us unlock and we were choosing seat.
wenxin: i don't want sit infront.
huiping: i also.
wenxin: i don't want to be mrchan 'guai1 bao4 bao4'
huiping(laughing): yalor. i want sit second row.
sat beside xuejing and wenxin.
connected the table with xuejing's.
boring luhs math,i keep copy answer only
then mrchan keep come find me,ask me know how to do not.
argh ! -.-
got 10 mins break then went down to buy food & drinks.
saw guys playing soccer but not darren and gavin.
went up to 111 again.
so sienx.
got extra math worksheet,tell mrchan email me.
after math, went to mrt with xuejing and annabel.
saw the beautiful dancing stage being remove...
all the memories are gone so fast.

currently slacking.
eoy is so near yet i'm still slacking away...
i'm a big big failure.


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