HUIPING

2009-12-14T22:57:00.002+08:00

MOVED ! :DDDDD

www.I-cannot-smile-x2.blogspot.com/

it doesn't really matter if your link me up xD
I won't blog so often anw.
so yeah, have a nice sleep (:
with sweet dreams.
NIGHT NIGHTS.

2009-12-13T21:31:00.001+08:00

HUI PING & MING {♥}

MUMMY & MING {♥}

2009-12-12T20:01:00.002+08:00

OH MY FUCKING GOD> no offence.
my maple friend/guild master's sister is CRESCENT DANCER !
Her name is SHARON, anyone know her ?
So cool :D

2009-12-11T17:33:00.002+08:00

Yixuan, Xuejing, Joanna, Yuqi, Ricia, WENXIN, Huiping [:
HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY, WENXIN DARLING ! ♥
you are thirdteen with me (:
smile & be happy always ! & stay pretty foreverrr ! :D
we have gone through so much, i realised, i love die you.

love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love

-had a nighmare ><'' cried of course...-
-surprisingly, weiquan chatted with me today on msn-

2009-12-10T18:33:00.005+08:00

If I could be as cutee as th tigger .. ♥

Had a dream last night -

1) Gavin & xuejing o.o''
2) Sec 3 male dancers
3) My mum

1st story (Gavin & xuejing)

I was walking past gavin & xuejing then he was like looking at me. then i walked away, he started smsing me, kind of ignore xuejing. xuejing quite angry w/ him & give black face X:

- y'know, gavin sms me in th dream right, i knew loads of things, dk true mahs - hahah.

2nd story (Sec 3 male dancers)

I was having lunch with sec 3 male dancers ! X: then we all played a prank on jianbin, he angry lor X: then he started scold scold scold, then JOANNE, (sec 4) came & chill jianbin (: she save th day.

3rd story (my mum)

shall not reveal, cus' i cried becus' of this 3rd story ! X:

Clarice's blog's quiz ♥

What if the guy you liked, liked you back?

- freak out ><''

When did you last drop your phone?

- Yesterday, about 6pm ++ ):

Can money buy happiness?

- No ! X:

Do you think women should work or stay at home?

- work (: should prove to those guys women' power :D

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough, you'll get it?

- Nope. X:

How many people do you trust one hundred percent?

- None.

How many times do you hit the snooze button in the morning?

- I don't use alarm.

Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them?

- depends who is that person, cus' I don't dare to offend anyone X:

Do you sleep with a fan on?

- Yeah ?

How many people have you kissed who's name started with an M?

- Mummy ♥

Have you told anybody you loved them today and meant it?

- didn't told anybody today X:

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?

- think so.

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?

- -ahem ahem-

Whose hand did you last hold?

- my didi [:

What if you dropped your phone in a puddle?

- Screammm like crazyy girl xD

What is your mom saved as in your phone?

- Mummy ♥

Do you know who your real friends are?

- Nope/.

Would you change your eye color to blue?

- Never. I just love my eyes colour (:

Would you date a 13 year old at the age you are now?

- Nope/.

Are you a heartbreaker?

- don't think so.

Is it ever too late to apologize?

- maybe/.

Who was the last person who left your life and hurt you?

- can I don't reveal ?

Do you think things will change in the next few months?

- yeah/. [ I am gonna be sec 2 dance senior ! ]

Whats the last taste in your mouth?

- ribena (:

Do you know any of your neighbours?

- yeah, my cousin is my neighbour, cool yeah :D

List three things near you:

- Computer, handphone, pencilcase. (same as clarice !)

What was the last thing you watched on the TV?

- some random show.

What was the last thing you looked up on Google?

- Hot shot pictures ♥

Is there snow on the ground where you are?

- What do you think ? Nope ):

Do you like when people play with your hair?

- N-O, NO !

What color is your hair?

- Black.

Whats the last thing you "aw'd" at?

- Homework ):

Where is the person who has your heart?

- Nobody has my heart X:

What do you hear?

- Paparazzi, clarice's blog's song ♥

Congratulations, you just had a baby boy! What's his name?

- I don't even want children ><"

What are you craving at the moment?

- nothing ? X:

Are you in a complicated relationship?

- I ain't in relationship.

Who was the last person you said I love you to?

- forgotten X:

What's your favorite thing to do in the summer time?

- slack & danceee ♥

Do you like silver or gold better?

- Silver [:

Would you ever dye your hair blonde?

- I ain't betty ! Nope/.

Whats the latest you've stayed up in the past week?

- 1am ++, insomnia.

Is your birthday in less than 6 months?

- Nope/.

Would you consider yourself open-minded?

- gah X: idk.

Are you wearing anything that doesn't belong to you?

- Nope ! ><''

Do you hate when people call you when you're sleeping?

- Yeah, I have to wake up from my dream X:

What woke you up this morning?

- my dumb dumb kor X:

Where were you an hour ago?

- Home, playing maple (:

What was the last drink you had?

- ribena drink.

Have you ever felt like you literally needed someone?

- Yeah, alot of times ...

Did anything annoy you today?

- Yeah, th dream I had last night ...

If you could, would you punch the last person to hold your hand?

- I not so crazyy x)

Know a secret?

- Yeah.

If your ex was in trouble and you were the only one that could help him/her, would you?

- ofc, because I love him once so deeply ♥

When was the last time you felt like crying?

- this morning I cried X:

Your bf/gf cheats on you. What do you do?

- Get real angry, will break up.

What were you doing this morning at seven A.M.?

- Sleeping.

Do you have anything that belongs to a boyfriend or an ex boyfriend?

- Nope.

What would you say if someone told you they were in love with your brother?

- Are you kidding me ? he so ugly X:

How many kids do you want to have?

- None.

This time last last year were you happier then now?

- Yeah.

Have you ever been called a bitch?

- Yeah xD

When is the next time you will kiss someone on the lips?

- Maybe I won't even kiss someone on th lips.

Have you ever had stitches?

- during running ? yeah.

Are you giving up on someone?

- trying to.. but tough.

Do you spend more time on myspace or facebook?

- Facebook [:

Do you crack your knuckles?

- Nah X:

What were you doing yesterday at midnight?

- chatting with kor.

Your phone is ringing. It's your ex. What do you say?

- ask him if he got new stead X:

I bet you miss somebody right now?

- yeah ...

Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like?

- Yeah ...

Who's clothes are you wearing?

- mine !

Do you wish things were different with someone?

- ofc ..

Are you easy to make mad?

- Not really.

Do you believe ex's can be friends?

- good friends also can xD

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?

- Nope.

Has a guy ever let you wear his jacket?

- Nope ):

The last person you had a thing with comes up to you and says "I'm sorry..."

- forgotten X:

2009-12-09T18:37:00.002+08:00

Me & didi [:

didi having fever, high fever ):

get well soon, miss your cuteness & activeness (:

today maple-d 6 hours, super 爽 :D

level from 27 - 30. kay, i know noob lah, but i enjoyed playing, so who cares ?

did lots of quests & hunt alot monster card (:

[ mushroom spore, red snail, pig, zombie mushroom, wild boar ]

2009-12-08T22:49:00.000+08:00

Happy 14th birthday, korkor [:
happy always (:

2009-12-07T21:27:00.003+08:00

Patched up w/ gavin today...
Did I did wrongly ? Did I did stupid-ly ?
I don't know.. I only know I can't afford to lose him as my best friend...
Although we patched up, I felt that there is a wall trying to seperate us,
not allowing me to get close to him.
Why ? I don't know...

Clarice's quiz ♥
(according to sms)

1. Darren.f
2. Gavin
3. Qiao yuan
4. Eunice
5. Xuejing
6. Heng Sheng
7. Wanling
8. Joanna
9. Yue qun
10. Adeline
11. Jonathan
12. Clarice
13. Poh Suan
14. Poh Leng

1. How did you meet 11? (Jonathan)
- Nan Hua High School, 106'09 (:

2. What would you do if you had never met 8? (Joanna)
- Really regret ! X:

3. Would you date with 6? (Heng Sheng)
- No !

4. Have you seen 9 cry? (Yue qun)
- Yeah...

5. Would 3 and 13 be good friends? (Qiao yuan & Poh Suan)
- They don't know each other ! ><''

6. Describe 1. (Darren.f)
- a guy who always say me emo & jiao xD

7. Do you like 14? (Poh Leng)
- Love die her ♥

8. Do you think 4 is attractive? (Eunice)
- I don't know, I find her cutee [:

9. When was the last time you talked to 2? (Gavin)
- Today, sms.

10. Would you date 12? (Clarice)
- We ain't lesbians but we go out together :D

11. What is the best thing about 5? (Xuejing)
- prettyaye ♥

12. What would you like to tell 13 right now? (Poh Suan)
- Hello, Jie [: miss ya ~

13. What is the best thing about 12? (Clarice)
- Super caring & kind ♥

14. Have you ever kissed 12? (Clarice)
- Nope./

15. What's one of the best memory you have had with 13? (Poh Suan)
- Th outing of me, her & Poh Leng ♥

16. What is 14's best talent? (Poh Leng)
- Hahah, not sure X:

17. Is 11 into fashion? (Jonathan)
- Nah, don't think so uh.

18. What is our first impression of 2? (Gavin)
- To me, he is cutee uh. (:

19. How long have you been with friends with 11? (Jonathan)
- about 11 months ?

20. Have you seen 5 in the last month? (Xuejing)
- yeah, dance practices ♥

21. When was the last time you saw 1? (Darren.f)
- november ?? during dance practice.

22. Have you ever been into 7's house? (Wanling)
- Hahah, nope.

23. Are you really close with 6? (Heng Sheng)
- Friends, 106'09/.

24. Would you give 9 a hug? (Yue qun)
- Why not ? xD

25. Do you know a secret about 3? (Qiao yuan)
- She hates someone X:

26. What's your friendship with 7 like? (Wanling)
- Cockroach & good good friend :D

27. How do you know 3? (Qiao yuan)
- Nan Hua High School, 106'09.

28. Does 8 have a boyfriend or girlfriend? (Joanna)
- Yeah ♥

29. Have you ever wanted to smack 4 in the face? (Eunice)
- Nope/.

30. Has 12 met your mum? (Clarice)
- Don't think so x)

31. Is 1 your best friend? (Darren.f)
- Good good friend (:

32. If 14 had $100, what would they spend on? (Poh Leng)
- She will save money (:

33. What's your best memory of 2? (Gavin)
- My first true friend. [:

34. Have you travelled anywhere with 10? (Adeline)
- Ice skating ??

35. What is the last thing you did with 10? (Adeline)
- Sms with her (:

36. When did you meet 8? (Joanna)
- 106'09, clique ♥

37. How did you meet 6? (Heng Sheng)
- Nan Hua High School, 106'09.

38. Where would 4 travel to if given a free trip to anywhere? (Eunice)
- hahah, not sure uh/.

39. How close are you to 5? (Xuejing)
- Superduper close (: twinnie, bestie, sisters, dance partner ♥

40. Would you go on a road trip with 9? (Yue qun)
- Why not ? xD

2009-12-06T19:00:00.004+08:00

HEYHO ! The great, awesome, wonderful, adorable, superb, perfect,
JOANNA posting for her dear HUIPING here :D YAAAAAAAAAAAAY ! ♥

Contents of the post below, do see :D (v) :

Yayness, bought fbt [:
Black, straight cut w/ white words, (:

Broke up the friendship w/ gavin.
I must say, my heart hurts a lot.
But I always feel threatened talking to him, so my feeling is oh-so-messy.

Heard that he's going to 9th december's class outing.
Didn't want to go anymore, awkward ...

Complete strangers.
Is it my fault for liking you ??

//.

That's all ! But I must must say, HUIPING SWEETARD ! Cheer up please ! (:
We'll want to see your smile always, and support your every decision ! ♥

You know I love you, and I know you love me just as much too :D

Classmates / Friends / Batchmates / Clique / Sisters / SWEETARDS Forever !

[edited/]
Thanks Joanna for helping me post [:
To gavin :
hey, I know we are strangers from that message onwards,
but I have to say.
I read your blog, I felt so guilty & touched ? idk....
I hurt you over & over again..
I didn't want to continue to hurt you...
I requested to break with you just because of th reason I DON'T WANT HURT YOU.
but I guess, I still hurt you.
We need time to build up one strong friendship,
We need efforts to maintain it & not destroying it.
But I guess I took our friendship as granted...
I am sorry, really sorry.
I must say, you still meant alot to me.

2009-12-05T22:09:00.013+08:00

Malaysia trip photos {♥}

23rd November
my cousin's hamster [:

25 November
Shunee ♥

Zhi ming & Shunee ♥

Pei Qi, a.k.a ah bii♥

Zhi ming & Pei qi ♥

OH ! Shunee bullying Zhi ming xD

Me & Zhi ming ♥

Shunee & me ♥

Pei qi & me ♥

CHAOTIC !

Pei ying ! (Pei qi's older sister) ♥

26th November
the puppy Zhi yong caught ==

LOL, i did it (: my ever first time in my life. (although is just one sided)

Letter '' T '' (:

Nice senery yeah ♥

Pei qi carrying Zhi ming ♥

Love this photo ♥

29th November

LOL, not I take one.
But I am inside this photo ==

Joe an & me ♥

Pei qi, Zhi ming & me ♥

Me & Zhi yong ♥

WHOEVER TOOK THIS ? X:

it's me, wth.

Playing cards with shunee.

she camera shy ??

2009-12-05T20:30:00.004+08:00

Ain't th first time, ain't th second time, but th third time.
It's all because of me, they quarrel again.
Joanna, cheer up, give me a big smile (:
Darrenl, give her some time yeah.
Joanna !, I can tell, he loves you and is alot, he is just trying to show his care for you.
He suay lorzxc, phone no money X:

Maintaining a love relationship is tough,
but th process is sweet right ?
Treasure th time your have together,
for just 3 secs, is really sweet.
To me, love can never be sweet anymore,
but for you two, is forever sweet♥
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quiz from Joanna's blog♥

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night?
- JoannaTeo♥

2. What were you doing at 0800?
- Sleeping ??

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
- Dinner & chatting with JoannaTeo♥ through msn.

4. What happened to you in 2006?
- Forgotten lahs X:

5. What color is your hairbrush?
- don't have ><''

6. What was the last thing you paid for?
- Yesterday breakfast, LOL.

7. Where were you last night?
- At home.

8. What color is your front door?
- Brown.

9. What's the weather like today?
- Raining heavily -

10. What excites you?
- Something exciting x)

11. Do you want to cut your hair?
- NO !

12. Are you over the age of 25?
- I'm 13, so young okays ♥

13.Do you talk a lot?
- Yeah xD

14. Do you make up your own words?
- Only when I don't know what word to use.

15. Are you a jealous person?
- Jealous of her.

16. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter A.
- Annabel & Alfreda ♥ (paisey, got two)

17. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter K.
- Kelly ♥

18. Who's the first person on your received call list?
- DarrenLee ♥

19. Do you chew on your straw?
- Used to, not now.

20. Do you have curly hair?
- Rebonded hair ! (same as JoannaTeo♥)

21. What was the last thing you ate?
- Food.

22. Will you get married in the future?
- Nope, because I don't want to. (but who knows ?)

23. When was the last time you did the dishes?
- Yesterday.

24. Did you cry today?
- Yeah, watching hot shot ♥

25. What song are you listening to right now?
- Forever friends - Fiona Fung (Huiping's blog song♥)

26. What color is your phone?
- White & purple ♥

27. what are you going to do tomorrow?
- Homework lahs X:

28. Who is the last girl/boy that you hugged?
- my baby brother [:

29. What do you dislike at the moment?
- DarrenLee didn't reply my message. (LOL, his phone no money)

30. What is your favorite piece of jewelry?
- My two rings & a necklace with a bear ♥

31. How do you feel right now?
- kind of emo ? X:

32. What's your plan next week?
- Homeworks X:

33. Missing someone?
- Yeah, him ♥

34. What's her/his role in your life?
- The most important person to me, ever.

35. The person who loves u most or the person u love the most.
- The person who I love the most.

Another Quiz:

1. my friends...- Are very important to me & i love them ♥
2. i am listening to...- Proud of you by Fiona Fung ! ♥
3. maybe i should learn...- To be strong, emotionally strong.
5. my plan...- Do finish homework X:
6. i dont understand...- Why love is so scary ?
7. i lost...- My memory, LOL/.
8. people say...- I'm crazyy.
9. i am missing...- Batch96, Him♥
10. love means...- [hurting one party]
11. somewhere, someone is...- How am i suppose to know.
12. i am always seaching for...- love ♥
13. forever means...- Never to end.
14. i never want to...- be heartbroken again.
15. my mobile phone is...- vibrating, because he sms me ♥
16. when i woke up this morning...- I want to continue sleeping.
17. i get annoyed when...- Somebody repeats the same thing over&over again.
18. parties are...- fun & fun & fun [:
19. hugs and kisses?- Just something to deepen the relationship.
20. today i...- Smile because he sms me. (: upset because JoannaTeo is upest ):
21. tomorrow i will be...- Doing homework like a slacker.
22. i really want...- to see him & get a hug.
23. i...- feel like a stupid girl.
24. what is your handphone brand?- Sony Ericsson c903 cybershot ♥
25. what are the last 3 digits of your handphone number?- 908 ♥
26. what does the second message in your inbox says?- some message from him ♥
27. who was the last person you rang?- daddy ♥
28. who was the last missed call from?- daddy X:
29. what does the oldest message in your inbox says?- Xuejing saying "eee, how come like that X: okay. what time ?" that I lost all my contacts.
30. who comes aft J?- K.
31. go to your sent message - what does the tenth message says?- Telling yuequn ♥ that I'm a home, slacking.
32. who is your network provider?- M1.
33. how many messages in your inbox?- 146.
34. who do you have on speed dial five?- I don't put speed dial.
35. if you are on prepaid card, how many credits do you have?- I'm not on prepaid card.
36. who is the first person who comes aft C?- Chanhong ! ♥
37. what do you have as your main ringtone?- Zhong Ji San Guo (K.O.3anguo)
38. tag 10 people to do this quiz,- anyone who is so free (:

2009-12-04T22:59:00.002+08:00

went go today, thought saw gavin.
th back view is like exactly like gavin.
then i stop, then my mum was dragging me asking why i so slow.
then that guy turned his head, realised is not gavin
wahlao, freak me out manzxc.

gah X:
yue qun chatted with me ♥

2009-12-03T22:41:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese 14th birthday, korkor ♥
Hope you find girlf soon ! [: & thanks for all th fun we had together through this whole year :D
SMILE forever & don't go emo in school ever again kays ? X:
Mei mei love you. ♥

Went popular today, saw the super cool pencil case annabel/shixuan has. th zip - zip one [:
LOL, i want X: like omgzxc. [idk why, i in shopping mood]
Went pizza hut at 8pm ++, replace birthday cake to pizza ♥
[LOL, i ate alot X:]

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Quiz from JoannaTeo♥ old blog.

1. the last person who tagged you is
- Annabel ! ♥

2. your relationship with him/her
- Friends [:

3. your impression on him/her is
- prettyaye, perfect girl ♥

4. the most memorable thing that he/she has done for you
- Class outing, Class chalet, not for me but 106. how sweet :D

5. the most memorable thing that he/she said to you
- Huiping, cheer up. (:

6.if he/she becomes your lover you will
- we ain't lesbian ==

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on
- she is 101% perfect ♥

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
- me being dumb.

9. the most desired thing you wanna do for him/her now is
- makes her smile & happy [:

10. your overall impression on him/her is
- perfect ♥

11. how do you think people around you feel about you
- I think I ain't a good friend.

12. the character that you like about yourself is
- I am myself ♥

13. on the contrary, the character you hate about yourself is
- lazy-ness.

14. the most ideal person you wanna be is
- being myself is the best [:

15. pass this quiz to 6 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1. Xuejing ♥
2. Clarice ♥
3. Joanna ♥
4. Annabel ♥
5. Wenxin ♥
6. Natalie ♥

16. who is number 6 having a relationship with? (NATALIE)
- not sure X:

17. what is number 2 studying about? (CLARICE)
- English, Chinese, Math, Science, History, Geog, Elit......

18.when was the last time you had a chat with number 3? (JOANNA)
- super duper long long ago ):

19. does number 1 have any siblings? (XUEJING)
- two younger sisters [: (miao jing & jue lei)

20. will you woo number 3? (JOANNA)
- she is darrenl one ): *cries*

21. whats the surname of number 5? (WENXIN)
- YANG wenxin ♥

22. what is the hobby of number 4? (ANNABEL)
- badminton ? (:

23. where is number 2 studying at? (CLARICE)
- Nan Hua High School, class 106'09 ♥

24. talk something casually about number 1? (XUEJING)
- pretty, cute, adorable, kind, helpful, awesome dancer ♥

25. what colour does number 4 like? (ANNABEL)
- orange [:

26. number 1 and number 5 are best friends? (XUEJING & WENXIN)
- good friends, I think.

27. how did you get to know number 2? (CLARICE)
Nan Hua High School, class 106'09 ♥

28. does number 1 have any pets? (XUEJING)
- don't think so X:

2009-12-02T22:03:00.002+08:00

1. Spell your name without an E,R,S,H,K,I,M,L,C,A,Y,N,T,B
- UPG

2. Are you single?
- yepps. [ never want to get in love ]

3. What is your favourite number?
- 2.

4. What is/are your favourite color(s)?
- black & white ♥

5. Least favourite color?
- red.

6. What are you listening to?
- My blog's song, I stay in love ♥

7. Are you happy with your life right now?
- nope.

8. Are you involved with anyone?
- nope.

9. What is your favourite subject in school?
- chinese.

11. Do you have money?
- yepps.

12. Are you gay?
- What if I am a lesbian ? ==

13. Where do you wish you were right now?
- AYG performance ♥

14. If you had to get a tattoo, where would you want it? And what would it be?
- my arm with Xuejing's face can ? I heart her ♥

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble? - yepps.
Can you do a cart wheel? - yepps, but ain't perfect.
Can you touch your toes? - yepps.
Can you wiggle your ears? - nope.
Can you touch your tongue to your nose? - nope.

THE DIDS:
Did you ever want to be a doctor? - nope.
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter? - nope.
Did you ever want to be a teacher? - yepps. [:

THE DOs:
Do you like rollercoasters? - never ride one before X:
Do you own a bike? - I don't, my family do.
Do you play the lotto? - nope.
Do you like watching football? - If is 106rians, yepps. ♥ [106 guys shuaii]
Do you have a shopping addiction? - nope.

THE DOES:
Does your family have family picnics? - nope.
Does your wallet have any pics in it? - neo-prints & ezlink card ♥

LAST THING:
Last person you hung out with? - my mum & baby brother.
Last car ride? - in my grandmother's car.
Last baby you held? - my baby brother [:
What was the last thing you bought? - frizzy drinks in malaysia.
What was the last thing you drank? - coke ♥
What was the last thing you watched? - my photo ♥
What was the last thing you read? - this quiz.
What was the last thing your hand wrote? - numbers, doing math.

THE WHOS:
Who last talked to you on the phone? - Xuejing ♥
Who was the last person you took a picture of? - myself with the shorts i want to buy. ♥
Last person to leave you a comment? - Darren.f, say me jiao bin XD
Who do you miss right now? - him ♥
Who last hugged you? - my malaysia cousin. [:

CURRENTLY:
What colour shirt are you wearing? - pink.
Have any tattoos? - nope.
Have you any piercings? - nope.
Straight hair or curly? - straight, just rebonded my hair ley ♥
Where are you right now? - home, my room ♥

HAVE YOU EVER:
Failed a class? - nope.
Sang in front of a crowd? - don't think so.

THREE RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. In a relationship? - nope.
2. Want a relationship? - nope.
3. Wanna get married? - nope.

FOUR THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. him ♥
2. Dance Society ♥
3. Batch 1996 ♥
4. 106'09 ♥

When was the last time you really laughed? - just now.
Do you drink milk straight from the carton? - what if i don't drink milk ?
Who knows a big secret about you? - me, myself & I ♥
How long is your hair? - shoulder length.
When was the last time you sang out loud? - in th afternoon.
What did you have for breakfast? - noodle.
Is your birthday on a holiday? – yepps.
What instant messaging service do you use? - MSN.
Are you signed on it right now and if so, who are you talking to? - Xuejing ♥
Can you cook? - yepps, instant noodles.
Did you have a nap today? - nope.
What do you wear more, jeans or sweats? - jeans.
Where did you get the shirt you’re wearing? - my mum bought it.
Do you have any regrets? - yepps.
Do you use an alarm clock? - nope.
Where was your default Facebook picture taken? - I got it from my phone ♥.
Whats the first thing you notice of the opposite sex? - if he is shuaii ♥
Who would you like to see right now? - him ♥
Are you a social or antisocial person? - social [:
Have the cops ever come to your house? - nope.
Do you have a tan? - yepps.
Ever had braces? - nope.
Are you afraid of the dark? - yes.
Have you ever been in a mosh pit? - mosh pit ? X:
What’s your favourite commercial at the moment? - wth is that ?
Do you always wear your seat belt? - nope.
Who of the opposite sex do you have feelings for? - him ♥
Do you like American Idol? - nope.
How do you feel about piercings and tattoo? - both are totally cool & awesome [:
Do you believe that what comes around goes around? - I don't understand. X:
What is your favorite fruit? - mango ♥
Does anyone love you? - nope.
Where is one place you want to visit? - pluto.
Have you ever crawled through a window? - nope.
Are you a morning person or a night person? - afternoon person X:
Are you a forgiving person? - yepps. I won't dare to offence anyone X: [pathetic]
Ever had a drunken night in Mexico? - nope.
Who was the last person to smoke a cig in your presence? - idk.
Are you taller than 5′6? - I am 159cm tall [:
Ever threw up? - yepps, once.
Ever had a crush on a teacher? - mr mun !? he so shuaii in school uniform ♥
Ever been punched in the face? - nope. but slapp-ed, yea/.
Ever punch someone? - not punch, but beat X:
Who were the 5 last people to text you - Clarice, Wanling, Xuejing, Gavin & Darren fong ♥

2009-12-02T15:49:00.002+08:00

Happy 13th Birthday ANGWANLING ! ♥
sweeeeeet third-teen (: & cockroach foreverrrrrrrrrr ! stay pretty always :D

Gah X: not going to come online nor blog until I did all my homework.
If I do finish my homework, I can go oversea again (:
Going malaysia --> Thailand, Siam [ sell damn loads of BIG soft toys ] --> maybe malacca.

I am gonna chiong homework, except chinese ! ><''
wth lahs, chinese so much !
１．４篇阅读报告（书香计划)
２．２篇生活随笔（每篇至少两页）
３．１篇作文（记叙文，题目见下）
４．中一字词复习，准备开学回来的字词测验

Maths quite okays but i hate maths ! X:
1. Chapter 8 q58-63, 65-68
2. Chapter 9, q49-56
3. Chapter 15, q49, 50-55
4. Chapter 7, q49-61, 63-65

History is my favourite subject but i hate learning log X:
1. Chapter 1: Was there Singapore before 1819?
2. Chapter 2: Who was the founder of Singapore?
3. Chapter 3: What part did the different immigration communities play in Singapore's development?

--END--

I miss AYG ! ):
I miss dance practices ! ):
I miss batch 1996 ! ):
I love dance forever & ever & ever ! ♥

2009-12-01T12:50:00.004+08:00

--Back from malaysia--
I can't remember clearly, so shan't eleborate yea.

23rd November
had 考级课 exam.
breakfast with xuejing & joanna (: practised the steps with the music from shilei's laptop, thank you :D took bus to kallang cc with two seniors, jinglin & yoke kay. hahah. reached there, practised steps with ms tan and yuqi went to draw lots. we got group B, the tougher one. I almost cried, bleh/. but i find that i did well, afterall ♥ after dance exam, went to celebrate with xuejing, joanna, natalie, chanhong at mac.
at night zoomzxc off to malaysia ><''
24th November
reached malaysia, my first aunt came to fetch us. Went for breakfast, ate something named --> Ja wa mian ?? (paisey, idk th spelling). Went to her house. got one superduper big dog & two hamsters ! cuteee ~ Went to grandparents' house, finally. Reached there, give out loads of presents. they happy lor ><'' spend the day watching TV, boring...
25th November
Yay-ness. Went to rebond my hair ♥ wtffff ! 6 - 7 hours ley. last time i do only 4 hours ++. this lady super duper slow can !? waste my time and my cousin time, cus my cousin accompany me, really paisey & thanks (: rebonding my hair while smsing my xuejing ♥ sorry for making you waste money ><''
26th November
Went to pa-sam-ba-lem (whatever spelling). bought bubble tea for RM 2.50. --> about $1.20. the pearl like so weird but still nice afterall (: that super duper crazyy ZHI YONG go catch a small stray puppy home ><'' brought home, helped the puppy bathed and fed it my baby brother milk. afternoon, adults went shopping, left children. yay, we rocckzxc the house manzxc. ♥ Me & JOE AN (same age as me) went to bully SHUNEE (4 years old) and she cried 10times. omgzxc, she so easily cry one lor. bleh, we so mean.
27th November
adults went out to shop again, wth. so once again, children ownzxc the house. target : PEI QI. Me & JOE AN planned to make her cry, 5 times enough liaox. I thought she won't cry one ley. but she cried 6 times. she got 10 packets of sweets so me & JOE AN like want to steal her sweets and don't return, but we joke joke only, then she cry. ZHI WEI came to help too, hahah. really funny but she cry damn loud.
28th November
--wth, i forgotten what happen--
29th November
gamble~ gamble~ gamble~ wth, lost alot of money X:
30th November
last day there, took loads of photos.

paisey, i STM ><
i want to go back to malaysia. no point staying in singapore knowing so much hurtful truths.
in malaysia, i can see him everyday. in singapore, i can't.
in malaysia, i can gamble w/ cousins. in singapore, i can't.
in malaysia, i can eat bubble gum. in singapore, i can't.
- i miss him right now ! - ♥

Wth wth wth.
Wtf wtf wtf.
Why why why.
Read Xuejing's, Joanna's, Natalie's, Chanhong's blog....
Super saddening & idk what's wrong.
I mean, we can't totally blame them.
Afterall, they are still our belove brothers right ? ♥
Gah, guys, I won't give you up ! X:
No matter how worse your attitude is, I will accept it bravely & give your time to change to better.
I give your trust, can your do your best ?
Gonna lead next year, jia yous !
BATCH 1996 ROCKZXC ! :DDDDDDDD

2009-11-23T18:07:00.001+08:00

Byeeeee friends (: gonna go off at 8pm.
off to malaysia. wahlao, i almost cried.
gonna miss all of your.
Friends, sisters, dancers, msn partner, facebook partner --> you zhuan (solo).
gah ! ><''

2009-11-22T17:22:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY ! ♥
I love you ♥ thanks for all the concern & love you gave me.

BATCH 1996
Huiping wants batch 1996 to bond bond bond !
Huiping wants batch tee !
Huiping wants batch outing !

MIA from 23rd november to 1st december.
23rd november night went off.
1st december I will reach Singapore.
Wahlao, not I don't like go malaysia, but is gonna be super boring
- No smsing
- No blogging
- No chatting with friends
and there is loads of super creepy creatures there
- lizards
- cockroach
- grasshoppers
- caterpillar --> (forget how to spell)
- bugs & bigs & bugs !
I am gonna screamm like crazyy, I am very very scare okays !
TO DO --> rebond my hair :D
gamble with cousins, who knows ?
shop for new bag, shoes.

see me in a new look after i rebond my hair, bought my new bag & new shoe (:

Don't leave me alone, I'm scared.

2009-11-21T22:30:00.003+08:00

HOT SHOT dvd front cover (:

HOT SHOT dvd back cover.

Front view of my very very first sneaker (:

Side view of my very very first sneaker (:

Daddy's birthday celebration ! his birthday is tmrw, anw.

Tiong bahru plaza --> kopitiam --> popular --> DVD & CD shop --> home --> tiong bahru plaza --> popular --> macdonald --> home --> OG --> chinatown --> CK --> home.

A looooong day ><'' super tired.

Went to kopitiam for breakfast. ate noodles & ice ka-chang. Went popular to get the 20% discount booklet as I am a member. Went to the DVD & CD shop and my mum bought for me the HOT SHOT DVD ! screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ! * Went home to rest, watch hot shot & bathe. Went to popular to buy files, notepad, pen refill, eraser --> for next year. Went to macdonald to buy my lunch. hahah. Went home to eat macdonald as my lunch, rest & watch TV. Went to OG to buy my very very first sneaker ! screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ! * Went to chinatown to do some random shopping & eat --> celebrate my daddy's early birthday. (: Went to CK to buy snacks :D Went home, finally.

don't change youself, be yourself.

2009-11-20T20:54:00.003+08:00

DANCE ♥

rented one archie comic --> addicted/.had breakfast w/ xuejing & joanna. ate hotcakes & got 4 monopoly labels. I got one instant win, fillet-o-fish :D hahah. took taxi to school (: officially three rich kia{s}/ wow. changed & get ready for dance ♥ got the SYNERGY song from xianfei/xiancui ? hahah, thanks, i love you, hahah. started w/ full warm-up, 过三关，压腿 etc ... shouted 'HEY', preparing for open house (although i not dancing). Me & xuejing were the first sec one{s} to pass the shouting by using the strength from stomach (: yay-ness. practiced for open house --> me & alfreda were really really bored. starting to talk about some random topic : JOANNA TEO ! and her darling. look at the bb practicing open house, super funny, ><''. lao shi was saying that they did the steps correctly but no strength. he expect dancers, especially sec one{s}, to put in alot of efforts and alot of strength. we ''snatched'' the court from th netballers, aww... paisey. lol. laoshi was standing beside me & telling me that the performance (AYG, 流星) was ''.....''/ --> he's angry :( about 1.43pm, lunch ! see alot of dancers eating cup noodles ? --> our own food. western stall no business, aww.... one last time FULL UP for open house, DANCE CAMP is starting ! :D

DANCE CAMP ! ♥

divided into seven groups. I was in group 7.
G-R-E-A-T members in group 7 --> YUTING; CHERYL; YINGPEI; SIXIU; MICHELLE (sec one); JUNZHENG; LINBO ♥ & huiping (:
Group 7 S-E-X-Y leader --> DESIREE ♥
Group 7's colour of th 'ping an fu' --> YELLOW
Group 7's name --> giraffe

1st station --> find 18 small paper{s} that have letter on it. (sec three{s} hidden them in canteen).
5 mins start & we went to find. YUTING super fast ! I found two only ><''/ after we found all, we had to form a 4 words with these 18 letters. N-A-N H-U-A D-A-N-C-E S-O-C-I-E-T-Y. ♥ went to hide all these 18 paper{s} in the canteen, for the next group to find. :D

2nd station --> put the end of the spoon in your mouth and pass the marble all th way up to third floor and back to second floor again. this station was quite fun, because we had to sing ABC song while doing th passing. that LINBO, damn hero can !? -ahem ahem-

3rd station --> mat flipper ? we 8 people must stand on the mat w/o stepping out of the mat and flip the mat over. YUTING know how to do, then we do super duper fast. JIANBIN was talking to someone, i think is DESIREE, then when he turns over to look at us, we already finished (: he thought we cheat cus we are the fastest. ><'' but we didnt cheat, we so innocent. then we are shouting JIANBIN CHAO1 MAN ! he damn happy can, then he say '' i like it' ''. LOL.

4th station --> we have to pass a marble through we 8 people's cardboard. we are the only group who failed ><'' but pearlynn say we very good, because we keep trying & never give up (: again, LINBO saved the day. --> he very smart & funny. then she ask us what is the objective of this game. i said '' patient '', she was like '' very good. other groups keep say ''teamwork'', ''cooperative'', i also know. '' yay (: PEARLYNN CHAO1 CHIO ! ♥

5th station --> there are 3 ''blind{s}'', 3 ''mute{s}'' & 2 normal people. we are suppose to form one line & pass down a sentence. * blind people cannot see, so can talk. mute people cannot talk but can show hand signal. * we pass this game because i think we had a good arrangement (: the sentence was '' i want nobody nobody but you ''. we had to dance NOBODY ! because joanne want to see us dance other than shouting & screamming our cheer. we danced & do some duck walk while saying JOANNE IS SO CHIO that makes us woo~ JOANNE IS SO HOT that makes us woo~

6th station --> 6 people will be blind-folded while 2 people will not be. the two people will be the first & last person who is going to lead us though the obstacles. i think the order is like this : YUTING, CHERYL, YINGPEI, SIXIU, MICHELLE, me, JUNZHENG, LINBO. yuting & linbo had to lead us through. (i think they had a hard time ><''). lin bo was telling junzheng to hold my shoulder and die die cannot let go unless i shout molest , wth ? i like this station, was really fun. something i dont like --> I HAD TO KEEP ASKING WHERE IS JUNZHENG'S HAND !? i had to hold him. then his reply was always ''here''... you expect me to know where is your hand ? , i am blind-folded ley. lin bo was real funny but i find him real nice :D

7th station --> we 8 people must be blind-folded. then th station master will whisper to our ears a sound a animal make. exmaple, i heard ''meow'', means cat luhs, i had to find those who are ''cats''. kind of must be alert and make our way to the sound of ''meow''. pass this stage with 1 min and 52 secs, how slow ><'' but we did our best :D

last station --> something to do with PT. had to do a leopard crawl over. then crawl again. then jump. then a leopard crawl again. then had to hold a person's legs and that person use his/her hands to move up & down. my partner was YUTING ♥ had to do pumping with the legs on the bench. then frog jumping. then YUTING hold my legs and i had to crawl with a rag, HELPING TO MOP THE CANTEEN FLOOR !?

once finished all station, went to back of hall. We are the 2nd group to complete ! :D
Our group cheer --> Yellow yellow is the best, yellow yellow beat the rest ! ♥♥
We won a " MOST UNITED GROUP'' award. (: love you guys, i really had fun (:
and thanks to TIANJUN for the chocolate (:

Had a really fun time today :D and i find that junzheng not so jiao anymore. Brother, I love you ! ♥
went to clementi with joanna, yuqi, gindelin, alot of sec two{s}/ mrt-ed home w/ joanna.
reached home, bathe, and here i came posting :D

today's main teaching --> 照顾自己，照顾别人 !

i am freaking jealous. really jealous ! be happy that your have to chance to dance.

2009-11-19T16:29:00.009+08:00

World of darkness.
I don't know how much longer I could smile through so many things. I keep falling & falling, trying & trying, smiling & smiling. I wish I can just give up again & again & never stand up again. Because my world is so dark that nobody can give me some lights to find my way out. I GIVE UP.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA LIN !
yayness, november babies rockzxc together (:

Didn't went to dance today, keep ranting & crying.
How stupid, but that's me.
Th happy thing is that, tmrw I can go dance & dance camp ! ♥♥
yay-ness :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Watch-ed hot shot & currently still watching (:
HOT SHOT EP 5 (part 1 - 5)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HwArYUOf4MA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gpTPACNu5Us
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pI8V_kcmgI0
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-FRCEf0GPvc
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FRssURXggfU
HOT SHOT EP 6 (part 1 - 3)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UKUi9VTa4WM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXF2fYskv_Q
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qtDOs25xDJc

must watch, becsus is the basketball match, super nice & funny (:

2009-11-18T20:41:00.016+08:00

SEE XUAN HAO !

LIEW JIAN BIN & PEARLYNN WANG !

I am a dancer, why can't I dance ?
-cries-

♥ my love for them.
Thanks for PEARLYNN's warm hug, XUANHAO's superduper funny story & JIANBIN's speech ♥
Cried infront of my sec 3 dance seniors, how pathetic ? like all eyes looking at me...//
I don't know if I can say out XUANHAO's story here, but I say some part. Is about his mum worried him got gang. Then I think pearlynn was laughing & whispering to my ears about xuanhao. hahah. Actually Jianbin was talking to th sec 3 then I think he saw me crying, then he came to me and talk to me. --> paisey, big dance chairman. given you so much trouble...
I LOVE PEARLYNN, XUANHAO & JIANBIN ♥
the strength, the power, the spirit they gave me.
I love dance, I won't give up because of them.
They meant too much to me, I won't disappoint them.
Trust me, if i don't love dance, I won't cry today.

-EDITED-
Breakfast with XUEJING & JOANNA. went to school for dance ♥ Mskee talked to us and 11 sec one girls off to mstan's prac. bleh/. 12pm ++, rush down to mrlow's prac ♥♥. practice synergy + open house :DDD lunch with xuejing & joanna. SLEEPING TIME --> with xuejing. MASSAGING TIME --> with xuejing. FREE TIME --> played some gym stuffs and somehow, xuejing fell ! oh no ! my twinneh xuejing, hope you are okays ♥
after dance, talked to Pearlynn, Xuanhao & Jianbin. Cried as -ahem ahem- upsetted me, alot. YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE DANCE ! ♥
went to clemeti with xuejing & joanna. Mrt-ed home with joanna & haoting. --> haoting told us super lots of things about batch 1995. -dot dot dot-

reached home. wanted to have a good talk with mum (as Jianbin suggested) but she luhs, unhappy with me, being a dancer !? fine luhs. cant even go dance tmrw ! I wanted to scold vulgar becus of you but don't make me break my promise !

2009-11-17T19:54:00.003+08:00

Rush to dance in the morning, and I made it.
I thought today is the YOG position, end up is open house, shouldn't have come and sit there aside, looking how happy people are dancing open house. except me & alfreda. bleh/
sad, emo-ness in th air. ><''
super lazy & tiring for mrlow's practice, I must admit, I did slack. I am sorry.

Thanks for ZOE for teaching me the correct way of dancing. I find her super cute because everytime she teach-ed me the steps liaox, she would want to see me do the steps correctly then she will say GO ! so cuteeeeeeeeeeee (: had a fun time with zoe, hahah.

Darn, me & joanna lost our FBT.
stupid sicko, why take our FBTs ?! damn you luhs, whoever you are.
That's my only straight cut FBT and i cant buy anymore ! you win already !
-i strongly believe is not a dancer nor a dancer playing prank-
make me cry... happy now !? stupid.

next year, a brand new year. with lots more trouble & sadness. see-ing me crying is a small matter, see-ing me emo is a big matter. everytime you appear, they there are, saying you again & again. hurting me again & again. no matter what i do, i cant please anyone. i give up. i really want to let go and give up. but do i have a choice to ? i want to leave nanhua, leave 206'10. all just because of you. but dancing is my life, i wont let you ruin it. why should i give a damn when they always say you & her ?

2009-11-15T19:44:00.001+08:00

BIRTHDAY MEANING -->
Is your birthday day 8 of the month? Your Life, You have pleasant and friendly personality. People look up to your wit and imagination. You are unpredictable and hardly complete what you started, which sometimes create negative impact to people around you. Your Love, Falling in love becomes your routine. Most of the time, you are lucky. You fascinate people with good taste but you never have enough with one. Although your love progresses very fast, it never lasts.

-super true can !?-

2009-11-15T17:40:00.002+08:00

FAMILY OUTING w/ my uncle.
went to SINGAPORE ZOO (:
super smelly & disgusting, forget it ><''
hmm, i think i can do letter A-Z now for the topic of animals.
(but need to re-call, lol)

Got a maple boyf.
IGN : powerwalkerz
Real name : Joseph
Age : sec one
School : SJI
*i wanna know his birthday >< *
here's our first ever msn conversation :

What's My Name? says:
hahas hi dARLING
HUIPING says:
why nameless ><
hi dar
What's My Name? says:
haahs
HUIPING says:
what's your real name ? o.o
What's My Name? says:
whats ur name
?
joseph
HUIPING says:
HUIPING yea.
What's My Name? says:
lol
k
HUIPING says:
hahah
What's My Name? says:
wan my number??
HUIPING says:
uh huh
hahaha
What's My Name? says:
lol (his number)
wth
sms me hor
must alot alot alot alot (:
hahas
HUIPING says:
hahah, okays
mine is 96865908
What's My Name? says:
i wun remember
just sms me can alr
HUIPING says:
lol, okays.
What's My Name? says:
hahas my phone nt wif me
HUIPING says:
:(
What's My Name? says:
hahaas
kk
HUIPING says:
then when can i sms you ??
What's My Name? says:
after 8 today onwards
HUIPING says:
okays
What's My Name? says:
haha sms me k
alot alot
miss you darling
k bb(:
HUIPING says:
hahah, okays <3
byebye
What's My Name? says:
love you
HUIPING says:
miss you too
and love you
What's My Name? says:
hahas
k bb
HUIPING says:
byebye
What's My Name? says:
bye!
HUIPING says:
:D
What's My Name? says:
(:

-END-

2009-11-14T22:01:00.005+08:00

COUSIN OUTING w/ two 'extra' guys.

Tiong bahru plaza --> Long John Silver --> Arcade --> Movie --> Cineleisure --> Neo prints --> Plaza Singapura --> KFC --> Douby Ghaut --> Arcade --> Tiong bahru --> Mac --> HOME !

4 pairs of siblings --> Poh Leng, Poh Suan ; Hui Ping, Zhi Hui ; Hui Xiang, Hui Huang ; Wei Qiang, Wei Rong.

1pm met poh leng, poh suan (my two favourite cousin, omgzxc, i love them like crazyy ! ♥) at tiong mrt. (: went to eat at long john silver. Me, hui huang, poh leng, poh suan sat together at one table while hui xiang, zhi hui (my idoit kor), wei qiang, wei rong sat another table. Went to arcade and play some random games --> basketball with poh leng, poh suan ♥ and a throw ball game with poh leng :D movie time ! went to watch 2012 (: super saddening & touching. and then got one part, a lady point middle finger, everyone laugh like hell ! but i was really worried about 2012 ><'' went to cineleisure for neo-prints ♥♥ 8 people in action :D 5guys + 3girls. took two machine, really funny. the guys like want fight, like ah-beng. hahah. LMAO. dinner time ! cineleisure only got fast food, so we decided to go plaza singapura for food court. NO ONE WANT TO EAT FAST FOOD ! (even me luhs, yesterday ate mac & mos, today already ate LJS). walk to plaza singapura, super tiring can !? reached plaza singapura, went to food court, was flooded with people. too hungry to wait, so we no choice, went to fast food, afterall. !! ate KFC. we all say too full, must go exercise. so we go play arcade. walk to douby ghaut mrt there, got arcade. we were all crazy about basketball ! ♥ me and hui huang were crazyy ! we kind of get the highest score for basketball among all the 8 of us. we got 213, then we laugh till no energy to play -.-'' (people were all looking at me & huang there crazy-ing. hahahah) i love basketball ! ♥♥♥ go home time ! say bye bye to poh leng & poh suan. 4 of us (me, my kor, huang, xiang) took mrt to tiong bahru while the 2 of them (wei qiang, wei rong) took mrt with us till redhill. wah, the wei qiang hor, go lean against the mrt door, and when the mrt door open, he was dragged and stuck ! OMGZXC ! thanks to xiang, who pull him out, but his hand was injured. HOPE YOU ARE OKAYS, take care yea ! (: wei rong ah, take care of your didi !!! reached tiong, went to mac to buy ice cream. then walk home.

yay-ness. family day tomorrow ! going to zoo ! my baby brother damn excited because he been wanting to go ! and just now my dad was testing the camera, he took a photo of me & my baby brother. my babby brother had his own unique pose, super cuteeeeeeeeeeeee ♥

I thought today outing could make me stop thinking of you, but somehow,... you are on my mind.

2009-11-13T22:33:00.002+08:00

I cant stand it anymore...
I have to suffer just to please all of you...
I have to be your pet and listen to you...
I am very tired already....
Left me alone & never ever talk to me.
It hurts me to let him go, to forget him.
I dont mind he go with whoever, but I mind if he is unhappy.
Now, all of your left me no choice, but to break the strong & deep friendship I had with him.

You all can't believe that I am now crying because of this small thing.
Whatever it is, stop interfering my life please.
I had enough, really enough.
I am very tired.

LEAVE ME ALONE & dont bother talking to me.

2009-11-13T22:06:00.002+08:00

Breakfast with Xuejing & Joanna,
saw weiwen & his girlf ???
went for danceeeeeeeeeeee/

did running around the school, was fun :DDDDDD
idk why people keep say tiring ?
i find it not really tiring, maybe i am long-distance runner (:
half an hour warm up and off to eng rememdial.

Joanna, Xuejing, Huiping, Hongsheng, Yeeshong, Yongjian, Shanyou went for eng rememdial. Miss poon face so jiao can, and i sit right infront, -.-''
But was real funny. Xuejing keep whispering to me. Joanna keep smiling/laughing. Hongsheng was peeling off the paint of the table --> miss poon keep say him- so mean right !? Shanyou keep answering question, like craps. Yongjian, quite quiet, he sat beside shanyou. Yeeshong, okays okays luhs. was relly fun afterall. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

went back to dance. practice the swingy thing, YOG. was not very successful, dumb. had lunch and came back for some weird game ? and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. ><> my dance partner. went to dance the openhouse, me and alfreda were partnering each other, hahahah. darrenl, i dont have to hold your hand anymore, bleh. xP (darrenl was my partner where this part we had to hold hand, omgzxc)

-lazy type-

2009-11-12T22:28:00.003+08:00

Quiz from JOANNA's blog :DDDDDDDDDD

1. Are you happy?- Not really.

2. Who are you chatting with right now?- Gordon (MSN)

3. What is the last thing you bought?- Bubble Tea.

4. Who is the last person you hang out with?- Joanna Sweetard.♥

5. Have you ever broke a promise?- Uh-huh.

6. Have you ever broke a friendship?- Yepps....

7. What are you most excited about?- Dance tomorrow ! ♥

8. What do you usually do when you are bored?- Blast music.

9. Who was the last person who text you?- Jennwei, i asked him about eng remedial.

10. Who was the last person who gave you a comment (facebook)?- Didn't check.

11. Have you ever talk to yourself?- no ?

12. What is the hardest thing for you to say?- Negative comments/ truth.

13. What do you want to receive on your birthday?- A hug from him.

14. Reach your hand out to the right. What do you touch?- My Earpiece.

15. What time did you sleep last night?- 12+AM, I think ...

16. What can you hear besides the computer?- Television show.

17. What is your favorite line to say when bored?- Very boring.

18. When was the last time tears started to roll down your cheek?- Today morning.

19. The last person you were on the phone with?- My Dad.

20. What makes you frustrated?- Got to see him tmrw.

21. What song are you listening to?- Not listening to any songs.

22. Current mood?- .................

23. Who will you turn to if you have a huge prob?- Joanna & wenxin & him.

24. What's your favorite song at the moment?- Bleeding love.

25. What was the last song that kept ringing on your mind yesterday before you went to sleep?- Insomnia

26. What were the best events that happened last year?- He told me he likes me.

27. Where have you been today?- Home.

28. Last thing you ate?- Bei Bei Mian --> my supper.

29. Who are you with right now?- Myself, korkor, mummy.

30. Do you love sunset?- Uh-huh.

31. What are your wishes for your birthday?- Forever happiness (:

32. Who do you wanna be with on the day of your birthday?- Sisters/Him♥

33. Have you ever felt that you've been taken for granted?- Sometimes.

34.Thing/s you regret?- lots of stuffs.

35. Is there anything else you want to do besides answering this survey?- Nope.

36. Question/s you hate that they ask you?- ???

37. Chocolate cake or brazo de mercedes??- Chocolate cake bahs.

38. How do you feel right now?- Bored, Bored, Bored.

39. What's your plan next week?- Dance, Dance, Dance :D

40. Missing someone?- Yeah, Him♥

41. What's her/his role in your life?- Someone very important to me.

42. The person who loves u most or the person u love the most.- The person who I love the most ♥

-END-

2009-11-12T21:59:00.003+08:00

hmm, today was rather boring & self-emo day.
yay-ness (: okays, i am random.
8am ++ like that, shixuan called me, i rejected, because i very tired, i want to sleep ! X:
10am ++ like that, she called again, i rejected again...
paisey, i too tired.
dk today why, super boring and have no energy to do anything.
hmm,
gordon introduced this website to me, i find it real cool :
http://babychaos.wordpress.com/2007/03/16/cheer-up/
but, kind of not really helping, but still thanks(:
I find this passage nice :
''Make a decision today. Decide that you want to be strong, to let nothing negatively affect you. Affirm this decision daily for the remainder of your life!
Resolve to change and do it. To succeed you must be willing to change. Be ready to do that.
Believe in yourself. Once you believe you are strong emotionally, you will unconsciously act stronger than before and begin to take control over you''

darren.f was asking me some random questions :
1) prefer gordon or yeeshong
2) prefer him or yeeshong
3) prefer him or gordon
4) prefer jonathan or gordon
5) if gavin & xuejing were drown, who will i save first ?
6) prefer him or gavin
my ans will not be shown here. ask me personally and i might tell you xD
conversation between me & darren.f shall not be pasted here, too personally.
muahahahahahahah !

wah, that yeeshong win already.
keep say that darren fong like me, (same opinion as joanna huh),
and say what i like him.
damn luhs. i dont need your crappings ! X:

nth much. watch HOT SHOT ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-11-11T21:37:00.003+08:00

Why must you choose this date ? Why can't you go oversea in december ? Why can't you let me dance open house and YOG ? WHy can't you understand I AM A DANCER ? WHY?
Must you make me hate you ?! er, i already hating you.
Don't blame me for ignoring you. Don't blame me for my rude-ness.
This is what you want for not letting me dance.
I want to say, I HATE YOU.

2009-11-10T22:45:00.003+08:00

To Gordon -
Do you think I don't want to let go of him ?
I want, I tried, I even cried ...
He just meant too much to me,
simply because I still love him.
I will let go of him when the time is right.
I don't expect him to give me a chance nor likes me,
but I just want him to be happy.
This is the real kind of love.
I also cannot stop him from liking her, because is his freedom.
So, in the end, i know i will lose,
and a pathetic one.
I can bear, I know i can bear if not, I wont even take this challenge.

2009-11-10T20:54:00.002+08:00

today was superduper boring can !?
maple-d with darren fong & clarice lim.
yeeshong added me as buddy and the war started,
shall not say it out ><''
cheer up cheer up ! :D
i maple-d for 7hours and i came to post yea.

quiz from joanna's blog (:

1. Who was the first person to tag you ?- For the first page, It'd be XUEJING ♥

2. How do you think of that person?- a nice person, great friend, pretty lady, awesome dancer.

3. Do you eat alot of fast food?- Yes, yumyum.

4. Have you kiss anyone in 2009?- Mummy & my baby brother.

25. Honestly do you love someone very much?- Yes ... but no point yea.

26. Who was the last person who told you that they love you?- I am not being loved by anyone.

27. Are your friends with the last person you kissed?- Duh, no.

28. Are there any parts of your body which hurts?- Nope.

29. In the supermarket which thing caught your attention first?- The Sweets ! ♥

30. How cool do you think you are?- 0%.

31. Do you take drugs?- Of course, Not.

32. Who do you hate most?- Honestly, myself.

33. Who was the first person to text you this morning?- Sihwee ! ♥

34. What is the first thing you did this morning?- Still sleeping....

35. Who last missed call your phone?- Yeewai, i didn't realised.

36. What was the last mistake you made?- smth....

37. What are you listening now ? - maple ?

38. Who is the last person of the opposite sex that you had conversation with?- Gordon (sms) & Darren Fong (msn) !

39. Who was the last person that called you?- My dad.

40. Is there something you want to tell someone special?- You are really special in my heart ! LOL.

-END-

2009-11-09T18:54:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was really hoping 12am to come earlier, so i could end my birthday.. the reason why i want to end my birthday faster is because -ahem ahem- ... the only person who know is .... HIM. somehow, he really gave me a really really strong feeling that i can trust him forever & ever. Even if one day we quarrel, i know he won't betray me. i just trust him alot.

Today, have dance again. dreaded to go dance ... i just can't dance well ! no matter how hard i try, nobody believes me ! no matter how much effort i put in, nobody can see ! what must i do to please everyone ?! i try so hard so hard, i put in so much so much effort, i give my very very best, but i just can't dance well ! .............
anw, thanks to yoke kay for the shoes for character dance (: very cool, kind of ballet shoes with heels.

morning ate macdonald with XUEJING & JOANNA. gossip alot. recieve my birthday present from joanna, thank you ♥ is a stitch photo album with alot of photos inside (: total spent $30 ! ><''
omgzxc, so expensive, but thanks because i love it ♥
-went for dance-
lunch at mos burger with XUEJING & JOANNA & DARRENLEE. we three girls keep gossiping and darrenlee like keep quiet all the way. but can see him smiling when we say some jokes :D recieve my birthday present from darrenlee, a medium-sized care bear, pink ♥ thank you my beloved brother ! (: forever sister & brother, i love you.
-went to JP (again!)-
xuejing chiong to THE WALLET SHOP to get me my birthday present. she bought a MYUK pencil case ♥ really nice, and i have been wishing for a MYUK pencil case, thank you(: i love it ! xoxo.

hahah, BOOKSHOP @ our class :D

Stitch photo album from joanna ♥

and a real sweet card ♥

OMGZXC, i love this MYUK pencil case, from xuejing ♥

HUIPING, XUEJING, JOANNA and the care bear darrenlee gave me ♥

XUEJING with my carebear ! xD

ME with my carebear ♥

JOANNA in love with my carebear --> smth wrong X:

XUEJING, HUIPING & JOANNA with my carebear again !

On MRT, random shot.

2009-11-08T20:15:00.002+08:00

Super random : [ names of my friends (sec one, nhhs) ]

A - Adeline, Annabel, Alfreda, Amanda
B - Bernice, BingHui, BingMing, Bryan
C - Clarice, ChanHong, Cythia, Claudia, Charmaine, Cordelia
D - Darren Fong, Darren Lee, DiJin
E - Eunice, EunSeong, Evonne, Elisa
F - Frida, Fion
G - Gordon, GuanLin, Gavin, Gindelin
H - HengSheng, HongSheng, HuiYi, Heather
I -
J - Joanna, Joey, Joel, Jonathan, JunWen, JennWei, Jasper, JiaLin, JiaMin, JunZheng, JiaMing, Jemaine, Jiong Yang, Jasmine, Jiatyan
K - Kevin, KenZi, Kim, KaiQing
L - Leila, LuCheng, LiFang
M - Michelle, Melanie, Marvin, MuHua
N - Natalie, Nisha, Nigel, Norman
O -
P -
Q - QiaoYuan
R - Renee, Ricia, Reginald
S - SiHwee, ShiXuan, Stanley, ShanYou, ShiLei, SiTong, Sermin, Shirlene
T - TianYi, TengHwee, TingTing
U -
V - Valencia, Vivien
W - WanLing, WenXin, WeiQuan, WeiRen
X - XueJing, XianCui, XianFei, XueNing, Xavier
Y - YuZhen, YuanTing, YeeWai, YiXuan, YuQi, YeeShong, YongJian, YingSuan, YewKen
Z - ZiYang, ZiZhen, ZhouWei, Zoey, ZhenYang

thanks to xuejing & joanna, who give me super lots of names ! (:

2009-11-08T14:01:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF♥

HUIPING with her superduper cuteee stitch !
*screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm* !

HUIPING's stitch & ZHIMING's stitch !
fyi, zhiming is huiping's baby brother (:

HUIPING's stitch & ZHIMING's stitch with ZHIMING beside them.

HUIPING's stitch holding the cake knife, preparing to cut the birthday cake with HUIPING ♥

HUIPING's stitch doing GUANLIN's trademark, oh no ! xD

HUIPING's birthday cake, a fruit cake ♥♥

HUIPING's stitch with HUIPING's fruit cake ♥

ZHIMING & his stitch with HUIPING's fruit cake.

(not your birthday lor, didi ! xD)

ZHIMING & HUIPING with their individual stitch ! ♥♥

As the birthday girl, my mum wanted me to pick 4 cards so she could buy 4D, how random she is. My lucky number : 8670 ! ♥ anw, she gave me the whole set of poker cards, is brand new one can, i happy-happy (:

Got quite alot of wishes from my darling friends:
Through sms (in order)

Wenxin - HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE! Xxoo, i heart you. (: SMILE FOREVERRR..
Joanna - Happy 13th Birthday, Huiping sweetard ! <3

Wanling - Happy 13th b'day my dearest cockroach! <333>

Clarice - HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIPING! May your wishes come true. :) way you are thirteen!
Darren Lee - Happy birthday!
Minli - HAPPY BIRTHDAY ^^
Darren Fong - Today is a special day for a special friend. Dont worry if things seem down cuz u always hav me! Your gd fwen! Dun forget elmo loves you! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D
Adeline - HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! :) have a wonderful birthday :)
Yuan Ting - Happy Birthday Hui Ping!!! (: Have a great 13th and good luck with your studies in the future! (:
Annabel - Happy birthday, Huiping (:
Eunice - Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to you.!
Happy birthday to huiping!
Happy burthday to you!
Hope all your wishes come true today!
Sherlin cousin - Ping, Happy birthday!! Your 13th birthday . . . .
Be optimistic n stay happy always!
I love youus!
Wanling - happy birthday to you!
happy birthday to you!
happy birthday to my cockroach ...
happy birthday to you! ~~
Daryl Ngai - Happy bday
Vivien - Yo, Happy 13th Birthday! Always be happy and stay pretty! May all your wishes come true! Muack. Kiss for birthday girl :P
Xuejing - HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY! preeeeeeeeeetaye, stay chiiiiiiio! I LOVE YOU LIKE WHOOOOOOOOOOOO! <3333333333333
Gavin - Happy birthday huiping!!!

Gindelin - Happy blessed 13th birthday!

Qiaoyuan - [ a super long chain message ] AND A VERY HAPPY BDAY <3

Poh Suan cousin - Happy birthday :) Hope that all ur wishes cum true . . Happy always (^ _ ^)

Through facebook (in order)

Hsien Yew Kor Kor - Hui Ping Mei mei,happy birthday oo^^Bigger 1 years old or ad old old liao...Gxgxgx..hahaha...XDwant present then u must 20th of November come to Malaysia.Wish u more pretty...but heart must always be pretty too ya...don like someone oo..@_@And wish u can get a true love too.Nid time....listen to old ppl 1 time...Want find a true true love is not easy de.
Yoke Kay - hello:) happy (early) birthday!! :D
Cassandra - Hey, happy birthday girl ♥
Amanda Tan - Happy birthdayyyyy~ :D
Joanna Teo - Happy 13th Birthday, Sweetard ♥

Through tagboard (in order)

Wenxin: Happy birthday (: My sms-es exceeded, ps.
JoannaTeo♥: HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY, HUIPING SWEETARD ♥
Tilda: hello! happy birthday!
XUE.JING: no need thank me, coz its your BIRTHDAY! SWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET 13!!!!!!!!!!
CHARMAINE: hello. a bit late but HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Through MSN (not in order)

JoannaTeo - Happy 13th Birthday, Huiping sweetard <3>Clarice!♥♥♥ - HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAO BEI HUIPING! (:
Elmo says:

*jiaobin

*happy birthday again

*lol

*random

* XD

Melanie says:

*happy birthday

Clarice!♥♥♥ says:
*happy birthday!
*haha LOL
#XUEJING says:
*HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY!
*sweetie / twinnie / dance partner.
*<333333333333333333333333333333333

Class blog

The class sweet/bubbly girl ! :D

We're going to be 206'10 next year, work hard b/c all of us would support you !Always smile, and cheer the whole class up whenever we feel down

~Smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees, ♥

JoannaTeo♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN HUIPING! ♥♥♥
I love you always!
Be strong kays!
All the best in everything!
heheh lets maple.
as soon as i am done downloading....
-Clarice :D

Individual blog (in index number for 106rians) :

CLARICE's blog -

Huiping.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST BAO BEI HUIPING!!!♥♥♥

Hahah. Longgggggg name.

Ice skating funnnn?

Don't look so sian next time kays!

Have a nice day!

Look on the bright side and i will be there for you.

JOANNA's blog -

Happy 13th Birthday Huiping ♥♥

My forever Sweetard, I don't ever ever ever want to lose you !

Promise me you would never forget me, b/c I would never too :D

From strangers to classmates. From classmates to friends.

From friends to sisters. From sisters to sweetards ! ♥

Friends forever, I'll never forget this.

106'09, NHDanceSociety, NHDS1996, 106Girls, Clique.

These would last forever, because I know our friendship is strong.

The Day my Sweetard turns 13, The 1st Birthday I'll spend w/ you.

Your 13th year would be filled w/ happiness, and us, don't forget that !

JOANNA ♥ HUIPING FOREVER !

XUEJING's blog -

HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY, HUIPING!

twinnie / sweetie / dance partner. <333333333333333

I LOVE YOU !our ups-and-downs were the worst ever in the history. (exaggerating) O.o

but we PULLED THROUGH! (:

so, other obstacles ahead won't be a problem to us!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

STAY HAPPY AND CHIIO!!!!PREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETTYAYE!

106'09, 206'10, nhds'96 loves you! <3

EUNICE's blog -

Happy 13th Birthday HuiPing!

Hope all your wishes come true! (:

[sorry if i left out your post on your blog ><]

HUIPING : i wanted to say a big thank you to all of you (: I have no idea how to repay all of you but the only thing i can do is to remember all of your in my hear forever & ever ♥♥

2009-11-07T23:17:00.002+08:00

HOT SHOT ♥♥ - i am addicted to basketball ! ><''

Photo{s} :

Luo Zhi Xiang as Yuan Daying in Hot shot.

His technique to block the basketball from getting into the hoop.

very cuteeee !

Luo Zhi Xiang ; Xiao Zhu

Jerry Yán Chéng Xù 言承旭

2009-11-07T19:38:00.004+08:00

Hot shot ep 1 part 1/5. (: super niceeeee ! somehow, i am addicted to basketball ><''

12am, my birthday♥♥

HAPPY COCKROACH DAY, WANLING ! (: thanks for all the cheering up words and comforting words. most importantly, you will always be there for me !♥

Quiz :

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Seven-up.
2. Last phone call: Clarice ♥
3. Last text message: Xuejing ♥
4. Last song you listened to: One step at a time - Jordin Sparks
5. Last time you cried: Thursday.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: No.
7. Been cheated on: Uhhuh.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope. I won't kiss someone so easily ??!
9. Lost someone special: Yes, got her back (:
10. Been depressed: Quite a number of times...
11. Been drunk and threw up: NO ! X:

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Black ♥
13. White
14. Purple

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Not just one, is many until UNCOUNTABLE.
16. Fallen out of love: Yes.
17. Laughed until you cried: Ofc, i laugh for no reason.
18. Met someone who changed you: Yupps.
19. Found out who your true friends were: During the fight w/ xuejing.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: I am superduper not sure okays.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: er, don't think so.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Almost all, except my maple bf.
23. How many kids do you want to have: None.
24. Do you have any pets: Fish, lol. (i don't take care of them, my daddy does ! :D)
25. Do you want to change your name: Nope, my name too unique ♥
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Neo prints ♥
27. What time did you wake up today: 11am ++, I was having a dream about 106.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping, maybe dreaming.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: TOMORROW, MY BIRTHDAY. ♥♥
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Just ?
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: change the nightmare into a sweet dream.
32. What are you listening to right now: Maple story song ? --> my brother playing maple story now.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Darren fong.
35. Most visited webpage: http://www.oh-so-imperfect.blogspot.com/. (my blog :D)
36. Whats your real name: HUIPING ♥
37. Nicknames: alot of weird nick.
38: relationship status: attached to yuqi ♥
39. Zodiac sign: Rat :D
40. Male or female?: Female.
41. Elementary: Y.W.C.A.
42. Middle School?: River Valley Primary School
43. High school/college?: Nan Hua High School
44. Hair colour: Black + abit brown ?
45. Long or short: Shoulder length.
46. Height: 158cm.
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yes, someone ♥
48. What do you like about yourself: I am myself ♥
49. Piercings: None.
50. Tattoos: duh, no luhs.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty. (sounds wrong)

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: I don't have one..
53. First piercing: I didn't went to pierce either...
54. First best friend: Rilla Teo Qian Yi ♥
55. First sport you joined: ..... idk.....
56. First vacation: To malaysia, visit my maternal side grandma.
-Question57 was missing... -
-58. First pair of trainers: -speechless-

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Sweet ♥
60. Drinking: Saliva.
61. I'm about to: MSN w/ darren fong.
62. Listening to: Convo of my brother & cousin, talking about 'cousin' chalet ♥
63. Waiting for: TOMORROW; my birthday ♥
64. Want kids? : Nope.
65. Get Married? : If i found my perfect guy.
66. Career? : duh, yes.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs ♥
69. Shorter or taller: Taller (:
70. Older or Younger: don't know ??
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms ♥
73. Sensitive or loud: Loud X:

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: NO !
77. Drank hard liquor: No ?
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Don't know.
79. Sex on first date: Crazy.
80. Broken someone's heart: hmm, how am i suppose to know !?
82. Been arrested: Of course NOT.
83. Turned someone down: Nope.
84. Cried when someone died: .........
85. Fallen for a friend?: uhhuh

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: N-O, no.
87. Miracles: Yeah ♥
88. Love at first sight: Maybe.
89. Heaven: Yes.
90. Santa Claus: 10%.
91. Kiss on the first date: Never went on date.
92. Angels: hahah, not really X:

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: don't even have one.
95. Did you sing today?: Yeah(:
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: ???
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: I will go back to childhood, too fun (:
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: After PSLE.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: very very.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: 95% is truth.

-END-

so boring ...

2009-11-06T21:50:00.002+08:00

QUIZ tagged by my dear clarice♥

1.what if your crush confesses to you?
- kind of freak out ? X:

2. what if your crush hates you?
- upset .. *cries*

3. what if your stead/crush suddenly leaves for another country and never comes back, would he/she tell you before he/she goes?
- I am not sure.

4. what if your stead/crush leaves(see the previous Q.) and he/she did not tell you?
- super disappointed in him ! at least tell me the reason right ?

5. what if your stead..( previous Qs.) and he/she told you?
- beg him to stay & don't leave me alone .. if is important, then i will let him go ..

6. what if you leave your stead/crush and never return back, would you tell him/her?
- yes, stead should be truthful to each other.

7. what if your best friend is having a secret affair with your stead?
- give up on him. give him to my best friend.

8. what if your best friend lied to you and you had to find it out the HARD way?
- i will be upset at first but i won't mind because i would rather my best friend to be happy than myself.

9. what if your crush/ stead actually likes another guy/girl?
- give him up lor, simple. (although i can't luhs...)

10. what if your best friend likes the same person you like?
- i will give him up to her. she is my best friend, would i make her suffer ? ♥

10 fav. and reason...
1. What is your favourite colour? why?
- black. no reason.

2. what is your favourite no. ? why?
- 2, stands for victory and *twist*

3. what is your favourite song? why?
- hush hush, i love the lyrics.

4. what is your favourite date? why?
- 8 november 1996. i was being given birth and i am super lucky to come to this world.

5. what is your favourite name(can be your name or others)? why?
- HUIPING♥ because huiping is my name.

6.what is your favourite brand? why?
- MYUK ! i love the pencil case !

7. what is your favourite game? why?
- audition. i love dancing♥

8. what is your favourite alphabet? why?
- H♥. simply because i am H-uiping.

9. what is your favourite day? why?
- friday♥ got dance & can slack.

10. what is your favourite subject? why?
- history♥. i am interested in it, there's no why.

tag 10 people to do this :
-anyone (:

-END-

2009-11-06T18:54:00.004+08:00

2 more days to my birthday & still counting down♥

today went out with clarice & xuejing to celebrate my early birthday (suppose to be 8 november).
ate breakfast and bathe-d before meeting them.
went to cineleisure with clarice's leading. (was raining ><)
went to arcade, played basket ball ! :D
1st round : me, xuejing, clarice
2nd round : me & xuejing
3rd round : me & xuejing
4th round : solo
5th round : solo
6th round : me, xuejing & clarice
super fun ! (:
xuejing went to play a game that is kind of ''sms'' game.
example the word is ''me'', she must type like using a phone to type ''me''.
super LOL.
after went to play a soft toy machine of CARE BEARS.
cheat my money can ! ><
i saw a girl hugging a stitch, i jealous, because i love stitch !
so i went to play the soft toy machine of stitch{s}.
wah, damn lucky, i used two times and i got the stitch !
xuejing used 3 times and got the stitch !
clarice used about 5 times to get the stitch !
yay, we all got stitch{s} ! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
TOTAL SPENT on arcade : $20. (i treat)

next, we went to KFC. get a drink, super thirsty as we have been gossiping all this while -.-''
we all buy medium-sized pepsi.
TOTAL SPENT on 3drinks : $5.67 (i treat)

went to neo prints ! super pretty the neo prints. we took the neo prints w/ our stitch ! yay-ness (:
TOTAL SPENT on neo prints : $10 (xuejing treat)

went to more than words. bought two care bears. green care bear is for adeline and the pink care bear is for joanna. hope they like it (:
TOTAL SPENT on 2 care bears : $10 (clarice & xuejing treat)

went to the booth selling the super cool glasses the netballers have. thanks to yuzhen for telling me the place yea (: reached there, didn't buy. bought some kind of band that can put on our wrist, bought 5, for me, xuejing, clarice, adeline, joanna.
TOTAL SPENT on 5 pink bands : $4.50 (i treat)

went to one shop selling frozen yohurt ? xuejing & clarice bought. i didn't because i didn't want to eat.. hahah. they eat while i sms -.-''
TOTAL SPENT on the yohurt : $4.80 (xuejing & clarice)

lastly, went to some random shop, and got sell some really cute bears. we all choose one.
TOTAL SPENT on the 3 bears keychains : $0.60 (xuejing treat)

PHOTOs:
care bear machine ><

purple care bear ! *scream*

Clarice catching the stitch ~
(super easy catch can ?!) we caught 3 stitch in total :D

SEE CLEARLY : i am hugging my stitch !

HUIPING's, XUEJING's, CLARICE's stitch!
the pink small stitch is mine yea (:

CLARICE, XUEJING, HUIPING w/ our superduper cute stitch !

I hang my stitch on the bar in the neo print shop , hahah ! *cuteeeee*

CLARICE gave me these presents for my birthday !

thank you !

( a pink piglet cup, two keychain [ little miss chatterbox ; little mr greedy ] )

PINK PIGLET CUP !

The ball that contains the two keychain (:

Little miss chatterbox XD

i very talkative can, hahah. always gossip ~

Little mr greedy ! xP

OVERALL (my final piece)

CLARICE, XUEJING, HUIPING.

at mrt station.

I want to say a big thank you to CLARICE & XUEJING ! ♥ thanks for coming out today to celebrate my early birthday ! i love this outing, i am really really happy, thanks (:

to clarice : i love your present ! ♥ thanks ! i am really touched okays.

to xuejing : hahah, monday i can go JP w/ you but not getting me a birthday present ! ><

thanks for coming out today yea.

YAY-ness, got my very very first medium-sized stitch soft toy ! ♥♥♥♥♥

2009-11-05T22:07:00.002+08:00

sorry miss tan & thanks for concern (sihwee,xuejing,joanna)
today during dance super super emo ..

the reason is :
my mum said my studies are not good and dance took out alot of my time then she go call miss kee yesterday !!! F***. miss kee says she give me until june, if really cannot cope, i will transfer to library club !!! F***. i love dance, dance is my life. dont snatch dance away from me, i beg all of you. i know i cry is useless but stop hurting me over & over again. i am a weak girl, dont expect me to get stronger everytime !!! F***. you make me cry !! BOO - HOO !! F***. damnit.
i really really didnt have the mood to take the dance exam ...

thanks for clarice's self made popcorn, nice manzxc (: and my purple umbrella is finally back to me >< !

God arranged everything.
No matter how much i miss you, how much i love you,
i must must must accept the fact that you have gone and i have chose to let you go off ..
What's the damn point of liking this guy in my class ?!
he can't represent your caring-ness, concern, comfort, your smile.
Although we may be so called best friend, but i know i haven't get over you.
THAT IS SO DUMB OF ME ! ..
you can't be represented by him, not even 1%..
i don't know what makes me like him and now i felt so guilty ..
god, can you give me one last chance ?
i wish to see him one last time on my birthday, 8 november.
grant this wish and i won't regret anymore.

2009-11-04T17:53:00.007+08:00

I LOOK LIKE AH LIAN ! (the white tee + fbt)

4 more days to my birthday & still counting down♥

i have no mood to post X:
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you are forever the sweetest guy i known. all the sweet times we had spent together during the period of our retarded playing of heart attacks in primary 5 and the period of time after PSLE when i finally get my wish came through. still remembering that there was this song : 'i love you babe....', sean was singing 'i love you chungyee...' and there you are singing 'i love you huiping....'. somehow, freak me out.. but really touched me. xD i chose to let you go just because we going different sec school and i can't have you back now. i dont mind going to your sec school everyday just to see you one glance.♥

now, everything seems to change. the earth is rotating, so did the world changes. why can't god give me one more chance ? i wouuld treasure this chance, trust me. i have climbed up so high and i get a big fall, hurting my ~~butt~~ heart so pain. it needs a long time to heal it back. give me 1% of the feeling of being loved, i will be grateful. -i can't ever believe in true love anymore-

2009-11-03T17:50:00.008+08:00

PHOTOs:

5 more days to my birthday & still counting down♥

YESTERDAY; 2nd NOVEMBER

-Breakfast-
meet xuejing & joanna at 7am at clemeti mrt control station.
went to macdonald, brought ice milo only. -.-

-Dance-
... i did alot of mistakes ...
every break i got, i sms gavin (:
he's a retarted idoit, but he is really cuteeeeeeeeeeeee ! ahhhh !

-Bathe;Changed;Buy stuffs;-
after dance, went to bathe and change to my white top and black straight fbt.
then wear pe shirt over the white top because NO HOME CLOTHES IN SCHOOL !
out of the school then take out pe shirt ><
bus-ed to clementi, brought adeline's birthday cake and bubble tea.
meet darrenf and qiaoyuan and off we go to chalet !

-On the way to chalet's venue-
took bus w/ xuejing, joanna, sihwee, yeewai, qiaoyuan, darrenf, weiren.
i am almost crying can ?!
i too scare... very scare...
i blast music into my ears and keep looking on the floor...
when i saw the changi hopsital, i really cried. ><

-CHALET-
106rians just came back from the beach ??
and they queue-ing up to bathe.
yongjian damn bu shuang because he wait very long already...
he and shanyou keep scaring me....
off & on, off & on the lights, i screammmmmmmmmmmmm ! ><

had BBQ at 5pm like that.
is like raining luhs, then yeewai wanted to save the food, so took umbrella and prevent th raindrops to falls on the food. damn retarted can ?!
raining heavily.. alot of umbrella is being used... WHAT AN UMBRELLA PARTY -.-
super smoky luhs, hurting everyone's eyes.
i cried and cried, thanks to the smoke.

i ate hot dog, been hoon, chicken wing and a packet of green tea.
hot dog was super nice but too OILY, will make me fatter...
then weiren say he will put on tissue paper to absorb the oil so won't be so oily, hahah, okays.(:
been hoon was at least edible but kind of bland, but still nice ! ;D
chicken wing was weird, i think because the weather.. then everyone so tired... so turned out really weird, but i still ate it because i didnt want to disappoint those put in so much efforts like JOEY. ><

xuejing's aunt & her mum came to fetch us at 9pm.
celebrated adeline's birthday before going off. (:
hope you like the plannings, adeline.
9pm++, me & xuejing went off w/ joanna & clarice's accompany.
thank you, love you two !
on the way, xuejing mum went to get a cranberry drinks for both of us.
thank you !! :DDDDD
reached home, tired... bathe & slept.

TODAY; 3rd NOVEMBER

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY, SHERLIN COUSIN ! (L)

chalet plannings : ESCAPE THEME PARK.

i jealous ><
nth mch to do today...
was planning my birthday celebration...
i have no idea ><
chatted w/ gavinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ! :D
he was a really really nice friend. a true friend. a great friend.
i heart him as my bestie. (:
thanks for your conern yea. and you too, cheer up ><

clique RZC outing on 2nd december ! ><

yes manzxc, miss you people (!)

jessie; jovial; jess; vivien; sammi; alicia !

2009-11-01T16:01:00.003+08:00

7 more days to my birthday & still counting down♥

today slept till 10.30am like that.
had a headache and my whole body aching ! X:
hope tmrw still can dance♥

TODAY is 106 first ever CHALET !! :D
enjoy and have fun okays !!
( i will be joining your all tmrw !)

tmrw - meeting xuejing & joanna at 7am at clementi mrt station.
-eat breakfast
-go for dance
-join 106 for chalet :
wearing - white top & fbt
bringing - pink top and one brown bottom

very bored at home so took some photos :

see my fingers ?? - got two rings.
i waiting for my third ring from 'him'.
i know i had a crazy mind but i am a crazy girl xD

Where's my other half of love ?
i will be waiting for the other half, no matter how long.
i didn't want to rush a relationship and repeat the nightmare again...

a heart drew by me♥

-THE END-
changing songs ~

2009-10-31T21:49:00.006+08:00

GIANT SLURPEE !
super cuteeeeeeeeeeeee~
me and clarice went in to buy slurpee (:

A super great & sweeeeeeeeeeet day ! (:
Today is Adeline Bee Wei Ting's birthday !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY , ADELINE ! ♥

Met Clarice, Joanna & Adeline at Tiong Bahru Plaza MRT station.
(today morning was smsing the three of them, train my speed in smsing, great !)
We mrt-ed to Kallang w/ adeline's daddy, thanks (:
We went to kallang leisure park w/ adeline's mum, thanks (:
Went to ice skate; it was my very very very first time, so i am superduper scare even before started ice skating. i was like trembling ! ><
But super fun though :D
Joanna mummy keep smsing darren lee ! (while ice skating) unfair X:
but i heard that darren lee got me a birthday present !
thank you, belove brother ♥
adeline & clarice were super relax can !?
my first time, holding the bar very tightly, slowly skate...
then somehow, i too chiong, i fell down.
wow, my butt super cold and very pain ! X:
then a lady, a professional working there (i think), was trying to help me up, thank you(:
clarice came and hold my hand and slowly skated w/ me. THANK YOU !! ♥
after that, adeline came to help me. THANK YOU !! ♥
joanna did help too so THANK YOU !! ♥
i very pathetic and slow learner, i keep screammmmmmmmming !, but
joanna : not bad leh, i even skate before but i now also don't know how skate. this is your first time leh.
clarice : you are processing very fast leh, because is your first time.
adeline : eh, you can de lor !
hahah, thank you (:
i am super grateful to adeline, because she planned this ice skating thing and i had my very first time ice skating ♥
until last ten minutes, we four people = 4 crazy people !
we all hold hands together and skate superduper fast !
very fun, because i ain't even skating !, is three of them skate and drag me, so is like wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
[btw, i total fell down 4 times !]
joanna fell 2 times, clarice & adeline didn't fell at all !
joanna fell 1 time because we are holding hand then i suddenly slip and fell, so i were like holding her super tightly and so she fell w/ me, sorry joanna ! X:
joanna fell the 2nd time and sprained her ankle, omgzxc, i hope you are okays and will be able to dance on monday morning !
after that, went to eat KFC, adeline treated us, THANK YOU !!
adeline go off first as i think she gonna celebrate w/ her family.
then i saw alot people in KFC like making up & doing hairstyle, preparing for halloween. :D
after eating, went to arcade.
played basketball ♥ ; played racing w/ joanna ♥ ; played one game (idk is what) w/ clarice & joanna.
we were waiting for 6.20pm shuttle bus to mrt as we don't know our way back o.o, then realised is rainning heavily :(
we three shared one umbrella, super funny. but i hope neither of us catch a cold ! ><
mrt-ed to tiong and home ♥
today was a great day, i hope there is a second time ice skating for me !

CLARICE & HUIPING, *twist* (:

ADELINE & HUIPING skating (:
adeline is holding my hand so i won't fall, thank you ! ♥
credits to Joanna. hahah.

RETARTED HUIPING ! ><
credits to Clarice lor !

Due to huiping's ever first time skating, she was learning how to skate and she was being FORCED to ice skate to joanna's there by HERSELF ! ><

HUIPING & JOANNA, *twist* (:
credits to Clarice.

HUIPING; JOANNA; ADELINE; CLARICE ♥♥♥
thanks to the superduper kind professional female skater for making sure for us that we all can fit in the camera ! :D

our cool boots for skating !
Left - HUIPING ♥
Bottom - CLARICE ♥
Right - ADELINE ♥
Top - JOANNA ♥

Our super colourful star ! ♥
Pink glove - HUIPING ♥
Yellow glove - JOANNA ♥
Red glove - ADELINE ♥
Grey glove - CLARICE ♥

HUIPING & CLARICE, *smile* (:

HUIPING & CLARICE ♥
credits to Adeline.

HUIPING & JOANNA ♥
we are skating :D
i look nervous but i still smile (:

HUIPING; CLARICE; JOANNA; ADELINE ♥
number one - HUIPING ♥
number two - CLARICE ♥
number three - JOANNA ♥
number four - ADELINE ♥

HUIPING; CLARICE; JOANNA; ADELINE ♥
Adeline's hand is showing 31, i guess.
31st OCTOBER, her sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet birthday ! ♥

HUIPING; CLARICE; JOANNA; ADELINE ♥
Joanna's hand is showing 13, i guess.
Adeline's sweeeeeeeeeeeet third-teen birthday ! :D

HUIPING & JOANNA, mirror reflection in toilet. ♥
(p.s. clarice & adeline went to use toilet so we two take first)

CLARICE ; HUPING ; JOANNA ♥
(adeline didn't want to take photo ! X:)

JOANNA & HUIPING ♥
my hand is w/ soap, BUBBLE !
but too bad, you can't see clearly ! ><

-THE END-

i realise that i move up to sec one, i did alot of things i never done before.
- fold skirt ?
- learn alot vulgarities ?
- buy FBTs ♥
- go ICE SKATING ! ♥
- smsing guys ?
- love my whole class ?
- still counting on ! ><

~~i realised i love you so much,~~
~~but i didn't wanted to get into love ever again.~~
~~because of 'him', he gave me a super scary nightmare,~~
~~i choose not to believe in love anymore.~~
~~but you will always be my ONE & ONLY person in my heart.~~

2009-10-30T19:51:00.004+08:00

celebrated dancers batch 1996 october babies ♥
we like pathetic like that, didn't finish the cake and is like we are super not bonded okays.

see YEESHONG ? omgzxc, i find him like small boy like that, super cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

XUEJING (left) & HUIPING (right). I am trying to copy xuejing, LOL ! then shixuan sit behind xuejing and joanna sit behind me, then whatever shixuan do to xuejing, joanna will do to me. example, shixuan tickle xuejing, joanna will tickle me too ! dk who give shixuan the great idea to tie the left side shoelace and the right side shoelace together, cannot walk liao X:

HUIPING (left) & JOANNA (right). After school; in class ♥

YEEWAI (left) , HUIPING (middle) & JOANNA (right). After school, in class ♥

Class 106'09 ♥

Last day of school. Bye, 106 ♥

Our unique lockers ♥

Tiong Bahru Plaza ; 3rd floor ; soft toy machine. Super cute (:

Eh, clarice pungsei me ! hahah, joking luhs ><

Clarice walking down the stairs, going home.

Clarice walking back again ! X: so strong yea !

HUIPING & CLARICE at tiong bahru plaza ; 3rd floor ; soft toy machine ! screammmmmm*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, EUN SEONG ! (:
you turned 13 ! :D

(p.s. no present for you.)

i got no photos of eunseong ! X:

Last day of school ; holidays gonna be super busy.

- dance practices ♥

- homework !?

- start studying sec 2 books (:

[ i have to start early to buck up ]

- maybe going oversea ! ( ain't excited )

dr foo is leaving NAN HUA FAMILY !
super saddening ..

but good luck anw in dunman high ! :D

today sec 1 girls lead the dance ♥

we so enthu then the rest of sec 1 so sian ?

pick alot of potential people to take part in YOG,super lucky lor.

not dancer also got chance to dance ! X:

no offence, we sure can't bond one.

i didn't like th fact that dancers & non-dancer are dancing tgr ...

simply because non-dancers don't know dance rules, and they sort of disobey dance rules like that, just piss me off .. [ i very bad-temper, sorry luhs ]

some basic dance rules =

-must 'fly' when JI HE (gather)

-look at speaker when JI HE (gathering)

-listen & no talking

those dancing for YOG, please treasure this chance okays.

and my belove KENZI ! why no join YOG :(

i really very upset that your mummy no allow you to dance !

but kenzi, once a nanhua dancer, forever a nanhua dancer ♥

2009-10-29T21:17:00.002+08:00

as requested, i changed my blogskin ! ;D super alike ?? seen it somewhere ?? hahah, find out yourself !

Dancers were suppose to gather to meet miss kee today.
saw 205 dancers walking towards canteen, was wondering of there is dance announcement.
went to ask, heard - NO.
due to the PEA(trekking) we are having, we are suppose to change to PE attire yea.
walk to toilet then suddenly darrenlee came running and say dancers need to go meet miss kee.
i don't know what's wrong w/ darrenlee, he run, trip, fell and roll.
*super cute !* the way he roll.
don't say i don't love you as my brother !, are you fine > are you injured > are you able to run !?
okays, got the consent form for holiday dance practices.
sec1 girls missing alot of mr loh's lesson, UNFAIR X:
not unfair, but JEALOUS ><

PEA : trekking (:
start of the day, already piss off ? unhappy ? I can't describe my feeling.
i won't say out why am i am like this today and don't bother asking me.
the trekking was seriously fun but something keeps bothering me..
i was thinking that, why i am so angry ?
not her fault ? can't i forgive & forget ?
but i know i can't ... today something is wrong w/ me ! argh.
but really sorry clarice ! , sorry for lefting you out just because i am throwing temper today.

STUDENT PLANNING DAY: group 5-7
grouped w/ xuejing,clarice,adeline,shixuan,joanna.
do survey, i all tick AGREE :D and i wrote craps but i put down my name, hahah.
then groupwork survey, i didn't do because adeline,xuejing & clarice were already so engrossed, so didn't want to sort of disturb them, LOL.
the battle started ! : me and shixuan VS joanna (:
we were like 5 years old children, throwing this & that to each other.
somehow i got tired, i hug my uniform and sleep on the table,
suddenly gavin's sister, the councilor, ask me if i am unwell, if i am okays.
i tio shock ! -.-
but thanks for concern ;D hahah.

MUSE
thanks jennwei for the script.
i sound super weird using the mike. ><
OUR WHOLE GROUP IS PRESENT, no one pon (:
yay, the 'challengers' !

HOME
ate roti prata w/ yeewai & clarice.
went to toilet w/ yeewai, i was dragging her, then she started saying :
wait , ....................DANCER...........................
she said DANCER, and then nicholas's head immediately look up !, look at me in a gong gong look, omgzxc, like so shuai & cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. hahah.
went to my house there to play playground.
suppose to play happily, somehow, we started talking about friendship.
i started to like want cry don't want cry,
we three very upset ? tonight i will sleep well & forget.

why must it always happen on me> it's unfair.

2009-10-28T20:54:00.002+08:00

today was a #^%@*#^%@#% day.
anw, i made 4 promises to myself.
- no vulgar
- good attire
- good attitude towards studies
- a nice girl
today, i wanna add one more - get out of friendship trouble.

today got clay making, honestly, i dont like the teacher ! ><
i was doing one 'giraffe' w/ wenxin, she came and saw us sharing and started scolding me and wanted me to do one. w/ adeline's help, i manage to make a mini giraffe. my nails was all blacky because all the clay went it ! ^%&%#^$%@ so me and wenxin went toilet to clean off. when i went back to class, my mini giraffe is gone, so is the board ! my eyes are fill w/ tears ... but i manage to control it from dropping down. last min chiong 'squirrel', by the help of adeline, xuejing & joanna, thank you. i hate today PEA !

wenxin, i changed. and is alot.
here's a piece of love for you.
when i started knowing you, i find you super sweet & nice. slowly, we became besties & always gossips. to say th truth, i had alot of letters from you, i kept till now. you meant alot to me, there's one time i thought you are piss w/ me and scare that you wont want to friend me anymore, i broke to tears. you are a wonderful & great friend i love and i need you. having a fight w/ you today, hurt you, hurt me too. i didn't mean to like side w/ joanna or what, your two are impt people to me, one is my precious darling and one is my three month sweetard. i didn't want to lose any of you.
you know i didn't give up hope of getting promoted is because of all my friends, especially you, clarice, adeline & co., i didn't want to see you upset or so. idk what wrong i did, but wanna say sorry. pls don't leave me alone. i am sorry i hurt you so much. but still, i love you. forever & ever.

2009-10-27T14:35:00.000+08:00

here's something i wanted to tell all of you (:

adeline : you have been a superduper great friend that i love. you are my first friend in nanhua, i won't forget. we will forever be together as besties and go through every thing together. your kindness always touch me, and i learnt alot of things from you. thanks for all the sweet time and supporting me always.
wanling : my cockroach ! xD i am sorry for the first two terms yea. for letting you being the loner and i hurt you alot, really sorry. i am happy we are back as friends, and with our title of cockroach ! thanks for always be there for me and cheering me up whenever i needed. you are a great friend, just that i don't know how to appreciate but now i do (:
bernice : hahah, although we are not very very close, but i know you are a nice friend who can make me laugh easily. :D you bring alot of joy to 106, hahah. i think the only topic we can talk about is studies ! and i remembered you are getting the same model of phone as me (:
clarice : my dearest baobei, xoxo. you and adeline are my first friends in nanhua, yayness. till now, we haven't fight before, that's great ! we might have luhs, but is joke joke one xD thanks for staying with me through the hard times i had, i am very touched okays. and going home with you also help in our friendship. :D forever besties and i love you.
yuzhen : hahah, one year classmate in RVPS and one more year classmates in NHHS, now i have confirm that i could be promoted to sec 2, which means we will have one more year together (: i not very close to you, like me & bernice, but i know you are really a great friend. continue rocking manzxc :D
sihwee : batch 1996 female leader ! (: continue to be our leader because we love you ! you are a great leader, a nice friend, an awesome dancer ! :D forever friends yea.
joanna : sweeeeeetard ! we have a bad impression about each other in the first term but slowly, i know you are a great friend and i started to like you as a friend. (: we become sister and now we are sweetard. we are even 3 months together w/ the title of sweetard. thanks for you care, concern, comfort, support. you care about me being low. you concern about me being emo. you comfort me when i cried and needed someone to comfort me. you have me supporting me all this while... thanks for the sweet time okays. xP continue counting on our sweetard months.
joey : big sister in 106 xD thanks for all the organising stuffs and be a great role model for your 18 younger sisters ! hahah.
annabel : you are a great friend that i love too ! i can't bear to lose you as a friend so i hope we could be friends forever & forever. you are a super great organiser too, thanks for all the outings and chalet. (: you have bring 106rians together and still bonding....
xuejing : twinnie ! (: although we have quarrelled and is a damn serious till dk what one, but during that period of time, i realise... i can't lose you and i feel very uncomfortable w/o you beside me. we always talk,chat,gossip,smile,laugh,cry,shopping together, i never forget. something best about us, we have great minds that think alike ! and we have the same reaction one, super funny xD don't ever leave me again, i will cry one... and all the best for your love ! :D don't love him till crazy and forget me hor ! xP forever besties, sisters and twinnie.
yuanting : a true friend that never given up hope on me and support me all the way. thanks (: a smart girl that always compete w/ weiren > xD hahah, must pass to me some of your cleverness mahs !
qiao yuan : hahah, although we not very close, but i forever remember that you are a super cheerful girl and we two always bully yeewai together because you index number 12 and i index number 14, so yeewai who is index number 13 is being stuck !! xP
yeewai : super kind & nice girl. thanks for all your comforting words and not given up hope on me. besties forever right ? xD won't ever forget you luhs ! eh, don't quarrel with eunice anymore ! X:
eunice : nice friend. i didn't know you well but !, you are a great friend, we gossip together because you are index number 15, which means you are behind me, so we can always gossip. (: and the topic is forever yeewai ! hahah, btw, don't quarrel with yeewai anymore, okays ? :D
yixuan : super duper cute girl ! thanks for being my friend because when that time i quarrelled with xuejing, you are there for me during dance (: 'xiao square' in dance , forever so cute ! xD
shixuan : not very close friend but i know you are a fantastic friend. sorry if i ever hurt you, i know i did, but i am really sorry. forever happy okays ? :D
yuqi : a period of time, we are super duper close until can't be describe (: thanks for all the time we had been together. super duper fun and funny with you. all the comfort and support you given me, i appreciate it, really. (: forever friends ! and and remember to smile more okays, you dancer leh, must *smile smile*. xD
wenxin : darling ! xP i trust my matters w/ you alot, and you know me very well, hahah. thanks for all the sweet time you given me and the comfort. forever my darling okays. i love you ! :D cheer up and be happy everyday ! (: you mean alot to me, don't leave me alone ! anything you can just text me if you feel sad or trouble.

darren fong : best male friend yea. (: very fun chatting w/ you through msn. emo elmo, jiao bin ! lol, seriously very nice chatting w/ you. jiayous for your soccer match !
joel : HE partner ! super caring and nice. remember got one time my finger is 'burned' , then turned red then you so worry, keep asking me if i'm okays, very funny but very caring. thanks okays.(:
gordon : a great friend to chat w/. and so tall ! stop growing taller okays ! jia you for your love too, hahah, random xD
hengsheng : a funny guy in 106 but don't keep irritate teachers luhs. lol. and and, please, no more photo taking of girls ! -.-
jonathan : smsing was funny w/ you :D promise no more quarrels okays, slap your face then you know, lol. grow taller pls, lol.
tianyi : the only 106 male dancer xP thanks for your faith in me for being promoted, lol. :D don't ever think of pon-ing dance !
yeeshong : the crazy & cute guy in our class ! thanks for bringing so much joy laughter and peace to 106 this year. sitting beside you was the most happiest time luhs, keep making me laugh. xD
gavin : BIG CHAIRMAN ! my first true friend, hahah. continue to be a nice & cute guy. omgzxc, you wear specs very very not cute anymore ! thanks for helping me & xuejing to get back to our old times and comforting me on the other hand. a great friend (:
shanyou : another funny guy who bring joy laughter and peace to 106. remember that time mrchan want us (kevin,you,me,yeewai) to go what emotional course. mrchan said he saw you cried before ? and you emo kia !! xD hahah. next year have more fun (:

the rest: idk what to say but, thanks anw. continue rocking tgr as a class ! :D

-the end-
106, next year we are gonna be 206 together as a class. continue rocking together. no one is supposed to be left out or being extra, every one is important in 106 because that's what make us unique together. i love all of you, exactly 39 of you.♥

2009-10-27T13:40:00.000+08:00

HUIPING, CLARICE & YEEWAI at playground at imm (:
credits to self timer of clarice's phone.

HUIPING & CLARICE at playground at imm (:
credits to yeewai, thanks.

HUIPING & YEEWAI at playground at imm (:

eh, why out a twist above my head when i say not to huh, yeewai !

credits to clarice, thanks.

CLARICE & HUIPING on travelator (:

credits to yeewai, thanks.

HUIPING & YEEWAI on travelator.

credits to clarice, thanks.

CLARICE & HUIPING in toilet. mirror reflection

credits to clarice, thanks.

HUIPING & CLARICE & JOANNA in toilet, mirror reflection.

credits to joanna, thanks.

YESTERDAY; 26 OCTOBER

I am attached ! :D
yuqi gave me my birthday present, (my birthday is on 8nov btw).
she gave me early.
she gave me three presents :
1) cookies
2) a ring with my name on it
3) a ladybird keychain
thank you, xoxo.
love you manzxc, i am attached to you now.
[ yeewai, jealous ? ]

went to imm w/ clarice, adeline, yeewai, xuejing, joanna. went to eat at mos burger and i heard alot of things from yeewai.. shan't say here. wenxin was so pissed and keep smsing me, hope you are fine. (: went shopping w/ clarice & yeewai. we went playground, super fun okays. :D

i was invited into a convo of darren, gavin, shanyou, yeeshong. i am the only girl, win liao lor. chat chat then yeeshong & shanyou left. i was telling the 5 of them what i smsed to mrchan, super long. but gavin said is touching xD. i wanna fight and not give up because too much friends supporting me. darren even said that HE WILL TREAT ME TO MOVIE if i move up to sec 2 then GAVIN TREATING ME DRINK. :D super nice friends. hahah. i said if i didn't move up, i will treat darren movie and treat gavin drink. gee. then darren told me & gavin his secret and only me & gavin know. then me & darren know gavin's secret too ! i got no secret so i only tell them who i think is the most shuai in our class one. also counted as secret luhs, so we 3 got each other secret (: can sabo each other, hahah. and me & darren were having our own 'eng lesson' on msn then gavin was like no more eng lesson. then i said let's have gavin's lesson now. how to spell gavin ? g-a-v-i-n. then gavin said how to say darren ? s-e-x-y. then darren said how to spell huiping ? s-m-a-r-t. we so lame, but very fun talking w/ both of them though, xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAOSHI ! ;D i love you as my dance teacher ! you are a superduper great teacher ! saw pearlyn on mrt then she told me is lao shi birthday, then i started smsing batch 1996 people. hahah. had dance w/ 101, 102, 103, 104, 105 with laoshi as our dance teacher. super cool manzxc. i thought is some random teacher. and the mayflower dance teacher and the graduatee got come also. VERY FUN !

TODAY; 27 OCTOBER

heard from mrchan that i am being promoted ! (: and is whole class being promoted to sec two. yayness, exactly 40 206rians next year. i love you people, xoxo. :D hahah, darren & gavin owe me something huh xD hahah.

went to mac to eat breakfast. saw alot gan eng seng people. -.- went home and keep di siao my didi and he started crying, win liao lor.

i didn't wanna say this but F***. i know i am lazy and my attitude super lan but when i really study hard and put in alot of efforts, do you even see ? keep say i sms that's why i get so lously marks for PSLE, now sec 1 EOY also same. F . you so clever come and take the exam and i bet that you will get less than 10marks. stop being so unreasonable. the hurtful thing i heard with my own ears is that you said that serve me right even if i can't be promoted ! my life is so meaningless !

my korkor went to play bowling w/ his friends, i got to use laptop whole afternoon, yay.

2009-10-25T19:59:00.000+08:00

me & joanna (:
eh, i look superduper small okays.

xuejing & joanna & huiping (:
xuejing is 'taller' le !

why must you do this and that ?
i don't appreciate, not at all.
first, you want meet me early in the morning tmrw.
second, you called my parents. although idk what crap you say, but i don't like it and i don't need it.
third, you want to meet my dad ? and is a must ?
the final battle is all over and i lost. I can't do anything even if i know th winning method because it's all over and i won't be able to fight again.
i didn't have strength to fight for promotion anymore, i am very tired.
the fact i can't be promoted then just leave it there.
i ain't a sore loser. you want me to study sec one one million times i also don't mind, because i will wait till i get to promote by my own power, my own strength.
you just upset me alot by doing these stuffs.

people, this is the conversation.
me: Mrchan, are you very disappointed in me ? A lously student in nanhua, what a joke. Can you tell me if i am being retain ?
him: I will oonly be disappointed in u if u didnt try your best for your exams. Have u? Guess it's more due to ur self confidence. I know n always believe u hv the talent but if u dont trust ur own ability n give up easily, ur results will drop. U are not a lously trust me, nobody is unless u give them permission. I did a calculation of ur marks just now, should be able to move up to sec 2. But only tues i will know whether you made it.
me: something is wrong w/ me during th period of eoy and i know i can't make it to sec 2 anymore. idk what's wrong w/ me, i just kept worrying, scolding, ranting.. i even really study hard till 4am and only slept for 1hr, and i still got a f9 for geog. i am a failure in everything. if i had a chance, i won't give up so easily. from my results, i already know i had gave up and lost half th battle. i really very upset, disappointing all teachers, hurting my friends.
him: Im not going to give up on u, so dont u give up on yourself. It's enough if u try hard enough. Just hv to start earlier next year. I promise i will fight really hard to make sure u go up with the rest, cos it's impossible for u to study in sec 1 again.
him: Could u give me your house no.? I would like to speak to your parents now. Left the phone list in sch. Thanks.
me: Huh,.. *(the no.)*. Erm, we eating, later i sms you and you can call. OMgzxc... Why are you calling my parents.. Smth abt my studies ?
him: Ok sure. Yup need to discuss something about your results. Hmm
me: Abt 5mins, you may call. I knew you would call my parents.. Shoot, I sure get scolding today one..
me: th final battle is over and i lost. I can't do anything even if i know th winning method because it's all over and i won't be able to fight again.
him: If you recieve this msg, pls meet me at the back of the parade square at 720am on Mon. U hv failed quite a no. of subjects n i might have to fight for u to get promoted. Mr Chan is not going to give u up, so dont give up thoughts of getting promoted. Think of things u may wish to tell me before i meet the principal on Tues.
me: Just giv me up. Nth else.

anw, thanks joanna & clarice.
thanks for cheering me up (:
especially joanna, i love you.
i believe i will find my love soon,
because you found yours too ! :D
you can handle my matters so well...
hahah.
and not forgetting wanling too XD
hahah.
all cheer me up, i simply love your.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEESHIXUAN !
hahah, happy sweet 13th. i got you a present, stitch keychain xP
hope you will like it.

thanks for letting me have a chance of knowing true love from a true friend. True friends don't mind their friends' wek points. i am gladly to say, you are my first and only true friend. thanks, you make my day. even though you are a guy, but who say a girl can't have a true male friend?

2009-10-23T21:42:00.000+08:00

today, super upset ...
brought my new phone to school...
almost everyone started exploring and see see here and there...
and my phone went flat when i reached home becus yuqi keep playing games...
tio a bad scolding ...
plus i have no idea what happen, is just one second and my phone drop...
got scratches...
i cried, alot.
my baobei phone, i'm sorry i can't bring you to school, i think...

maths paper two = 28-1 = 27/60
art = 65/100

went to orchard w/ wanling, clarice, adeline.
we were playing a cool game but super scary.
if you want to play, ask any of us (:
hahah, got my white + orange FBT :D
actually i want white + blue FBT, but left 2 pieces, and there is 3 people wanting it (wenxin,me,clarice)
i knew wenxin wanted it badly, so i change the colour of my ordered FBT.
hope wenxin, you will love the FBT (:

loving you is as easy as 123, hating you is as hard as 2468.

2009-10-22T20:22:00.000+08:00

got my new phone ! (:
(didn't mean to show off though, i am just too happy ! :D)

my results are so fantastic ....
ENGLISH- paper 1 = 31/60
paper 2 = 25/50
total = 56/110
(not very pleased.. but at least i got a pass)
ENGLISH LITERATURE - 15/50
CHINESE - letter writing = 13/20
composition = 49/70
paper 2 = 47/110
total = 54.5/100
(stupid paper 2, pull down my total marks, i hate you !)
SCIENCE - physics = section A = 8
section B = 6
section C = 1
total = 15
- biology = i forgot all -.-
total = 20
total = 35/100
(omgzxc, i suck at science ! ms ng, my home tuition teacher from p5 - p6, please come back and teach me science ! i need you, do faster come back !)
MATH - paper 1 = 25/40
paper 2 = getting tmrw.
(A1 fly away, byebye ! XP)
HISTORY - mcq = 15/20
paper 2 = 19/60 ?
total = 42.5/100
overall = 54/100 (report book)
(super upset, because history is my favourite subject luhs !)
GEOG - 28/100
overall = 33/100 (repot book)
(mdm poon, i am so sorry, though idk what can i do to please you... but actually you are a good teacher, just that i ain't a good student. sorry for disappointing you every test.. haiz, got last in class for geog every test, even now, the overall too, i am the last again, what a failure....)
ART - getting tmrw

i am chatting w/ darren.f & annabel.k & joanna.t & ....
we are saying about art.
saying that jennwei go take higher art,
i take higher music since i'm music rep.
then annabel.k say that they want us be artist ?
i say i rather be dancer okays.
annabel : go take higher dance !
huiping : go take higher badminton !
darren.f aka elmo go take higher turgidness.
hahah.
we saying elmo is jiaobin ! :D
very funny the conversation.

2009-10-21T18:08:00.000+08:00

I AM REALLY REALLY SORRY,
ANNABEL !
cheer up, don't be piss over such a stupid idoit like me.

i screwed up my life.
i mess up my life.
what a hopeless person.
what a NO LIFE person.
i guess tmrw i will be emo.
today cried so much already, cried about 4 times..
tmrw will be worse.
i hop will get good results, so i can go 1 more day of chalet.

2009-10-20T21:06:00.001+08:00

BUSY-ing doing joanna's present XP

ate breakfast at mac today;
saw claudia and jason :/
afternoon play w/ didi and slack much.
watch TV w/ him till he fell asleep.
print photos, which is part of joanna's present.
today was such a slacking day but such a perfect day for me to slack.

honestly, i just hate you.
i can't stand you.
w/e you do, you can't make up the pain you hurt me.
i always say that you will be a great friend, a nice guy, a perfect guy.
but now, i don't even give a damn anymore because i am a nothing to you right?
i can go find those imperfect guys that suit me,
but at least imperfect guys are better than a perfect guy like you.

i wanna block my blog :D
you want to know why ?
simply because i don't want him to read any of my post anymore.
he reply everyone on the tagboard on his blog except for me.
what is this attitude ? dislike me ? hate me ?
hahah, too normal.
anw i am imperfect, hate me all you want (:
and i will be super duper happy if you hate me.
i just wanna forget you.
i don't get it, i said i did want to give up liking,
give you up for her,
but you purposely appear in my dreams again & again !
stop it, i can't stand it, seeing your face every dreams i had !
you ain't my best friend, you ain't my good friend, you ain't my friend, you ain't my classmates,
you are a STRANGER to me.

*edited*
omgzxc, i am gonna change my hairstyle manzxc.
cutting hair, not short hair, just cut shorter and layer & layer.
that's my primary school super nice hairstyle.
tie pony tail, then the 'fa wei' will be short and thin cus it's layered.
super nice, i am excited ! :D

2009-10-19T19:51:00.000+08:00

Happy 3rd Month, JOANNA SWEETARD ! ♥♥
hahah, i got you a PINKY present, you will love it, trust me (:
it contains *secret* ... you will love me, hahah ! :D

Joanna Teo Hui Ying, i simply love you.
don't ever give me up, i will cry.
don't leave me alone, i will commit sucide.
don't ignore me, i will be emo.
don't hate me, because i just love you.

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today went queenstown w/ clarice,xuejing,yuanting.
go buy FBTs :D
got damn lots of shops selling FBTs,
so we walk here walk there,
see which shop got nice colours of FBTs.
didn't buy anything at all, so we went to have a bite.
we go IKEA eat.
damn cool one, got tray got FREE DRINKS that you could refill & refill.
then we sit at the corner there.
above the table got lamps,
i was telling xuejing that later she knock the lamps although she is short.
then i was standing up, going to refill drinks,
my head knocked the lamps -.-
what does this show > I AM TALL !!! :D
okays, what a lame excuse.
eat eat eat eat.....
after that went back to queenstown buy FBTs.
i bought curve cut grey.
clarice bought curve cut blueish-green.
xuejing bought curve cut grey + red stripes.
yuanting bought curve cut black w/ purple words.
ME & XUEJING WANTED STRAIGHT CUT PURPLE SO BADLY !!!
(only got curve cut luhs, stupid asshole)
so went to imm, ''GIANT'' !
not even a purple FBT is seen !
w/e i giving up purple FBT, i buying curve cut white + blue stripes ! :D
xuejing left as she need to go home early.
went mac eat sundae.
went to mini toons, precious thot and 2 more shops,
HOPING TO FIND A PRESENT FOR JOANNA !
end up we went popular and got a present for her :D
she will love it !
hahah.
take shuttle bus back to JE mrt station and took mrt w/ clarice back to tiong bahru plaza.
went shopping again, i'm so crazy right (:
went home shortly and tio scolded, so naggy ~
bathe and ate dinner.
came here posting :D
i going to work on JOANNA's present le, byebyes.

my scareness...
my fear...
my worries....
my tears....
on thursday....
don't see me crying on thursday day.
don't talk to me.
don't even give a damn about a loser like me.
i am too imperfect to hang around w/ perfect people like you.

2009-10-18T17:04:00.000+08:00

Sms annabel to book a room for me for chalet becus i am so gonna convince my mum to let me stay overnight + wenxin darling gave me alot of courage, alot of confindence to try asking my mum.
not to disappoint any of my belove friends, i gave a try.
but same reply : NO.
i'm so sad & being hate to be being rejected, i started dropping lots of tears.
but she don't give a damn even if i cry till the whole floor is wet.
i give up, what a stupid decision.
STUPID HUIPING, WHAT A LOSER YOU ARE !
wenxin gave me alot of good advices, i all used, but my mum still in NO NO mood.

tidy my room today, clean and neat ♥
but i spent sooooo damn long okays.
damn all teachers except biology teacher & art teacher,
give sooooo many notes ! X:
might as well at the starting of the year, give whole year notes !
then i can all staple together :D
LOL, anw is neat now so i shan't care toooo much !

plan to go queenstown w/ clarice & yuanting tomorrow.
we go buy FBTs :D
1 for adeline as birthday present,
1 for clarice herself,
1 for clarice's friend,
2 for myself,
3 for wenxin (helping her buy),
WOW !
i am deciding which FBT should i buy X:
i have no idea which colour suit me,
give opinion please (:
http://effbeetee.blogspot.com/ - website of the colours of FBTs
thanks wenxin for telling me this COOL website :D

i gave such a perfect guy up for a perfect girl like you,
plus i am such an imperfect girl.
why should you even think of giving him up ?
didn't i stop liking him just for you ?
there's no worry now, just love him with all your energy.
trust me, your are perfect together.
don't make me drop all my tears for nothing when i decided to gave him up just for you.
i will hate you if you are so gonna give him up when i just drop so much tears.

so class chalet is when to when ?
at first is 30th october to 1st november,
but booking full, so change to 1st november to 3rd november.
then don't know why change again, now become 6th november to 8th november.
okays i am super duper happy because 8th november is my birthday, nut xuejing say that adeline and shixuan said is back to 1st,2nd and 3rd november again ?!
omgzxc, don't cheat my feeling X:
at first i was so happy that i cry.
now i am very sad... and i just cried.

2009-10-17T20:18:00.000+08:00

2009-10-17T13:19:00.000+08:00

MINLI tagged a photo on facebook for me (: up there

YAYness :D
guess what ?!
i just repaired my phone right?
i am gonna get a NEW PHONE !!! :D
sony erisson C903 cyber shot.
5 mega pixels (:
i'm super duper happy !

miss the nice chance of going out to watch a movie with dl,sweetard,twinnie.
but since twinnie & me not going,
i bet dl damn happy ! :D
he is very happy,he told me ytd (:
and is damn straightforward,hahah.

it is coming at the wrong time !
came menses and can't go swimming with my baobei clarice.
wth wth wth wth wth wth wth !
but !, monday going out with clarice & yuanting to buy FBT for adeline as birthday present and helping wenxin to buy 3 FBTs.
my mum say i can buy if i want ! :D
i'm so gonna get white/orange/purple !

this post is posted so happily (:
but idk should i go chalet.
is not even a chalet anymore(becus i not staying overnight),
it is just a straight three days class outing now.
mainly i can't sleepover becus of my brother's ''wise'' sentence:
class chalet leh ! later at night happen something not suppose to happen ah !
is class chalet = boys & girls
BOYS!!!! oh manzxc...
so now i so prefer GIRLS chalet.
i am so organise a class outing :D
with twinnie. (:

THANK YOU,GAVIN TAN ! :D
thanks for telling me all 106rians number!

LOL,i bet your hand is tired by all typing.

even if it is not tired,

your eyes might be hurt by looking your phone and the computer again & again.

hahah, but thank you okays (:

2009-10-16T18:00:00.000+08:00

I GOT MY PHONE BACK! :D
i'm super duper happy !
but sadly, i lost all images, all messages, all my contacts .
damnit, now i had to ask everyone to send me a sms with their name so i can save their number.
paiseh all.
and especially i lost the class relay.

should i go class chalet?
wenxin dar not going, boo !
my mum gave me a choice:
1st) go class chalet but NO SLEEPOVER
2nd) cannot go class chalet.
ofc,i will choose the 1st one.
but i might not go...
since i can't stay over, it's not a chalet anymore.
and i want a complete fun chalet.
no sleeping over then not fun le...

gee,clarice invited me to her house for a swim ! :D
i can go (:
but give me full details like time,date.

2009-10-15T21:12:00.000+08:00

This is my didi :D (very cutee right ?!) and this is darren fong's didi (for god sake,don't think sick -.- )

can your all see the big big difference?

darren looks like his brother alot ! (:

his brother also very cute ,omgzxc.

anyways,i'm so happy, EOY is over ! :D

can relax,go out,shopping and anything xcept STUDY.

art was so easy,duh. just anyhow draw also can one :)

went out today with xuejing,clarice,joanna,adeline,yeewai,wanling,qiaoyuan.

went to west mall.

ate macdonald because pizza hut was gone somehow.

went shopping.

joanna left to celebrate her sister's boyf's birthday,byebye.

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

went to watch a 3D movie, $10 fly away.

but is worth,damn nice.

alot nanhuarians watching the movie and all shopping at west mall.

then shopping again.

then all went home,damn guai.

only me & clarice went tiong bahru to shop again.

hahah,then my mum called me and started nagging me.

wtf okays,its after EOY!

i'm waiting for my birthday !

2009-10-14T14:52:00.000+08:00

SUPPOSE TO BE 14 OCTOBER

HAPPY SWEET 13th BIRTHDAY YANYUQI, MY BELOVED SISTER !
shop for you a super duper nice present after tomorrow last paper okays?
gee, i love you !

7 down & 1 more to go !
today science paper,
physics was tough !
biology was so-so ?
i hope hope hope i don't screwed biology becus my physics sux.

siying cousin,
i guess you are the only person who talk sense into me,
thanks ! (:
saw you today,playing netball,so cool huh :D
don't need study for O levels?
anyways,best of luck !

tanhuiping personlly type this:
i have given up on you,
so you are very glad right?
okays whatever,
i won't care any more thing about you anymore.
i give up.

2009-10-13T13:32:00.000+08:00

13 OCTOBER (it is suppose to be)

6 down and 2 more to go !
math was so-so to everyone ?
to me,is tough :/
my math sux okays.

HIS ANSWER:
Today screwed another paper... But tmr will be diff...
i am falling out with somebody that likes me, feel sad
thus, i wrote tis apology letter while learning math
hope she'll see this
all dedicated to only her

Dear person who hates me,
I am sorry for breaking your heart and making you sad, and if you wanna end this, do it gladly and i don't mind losing a friend. In your heart, i may be some obnoxious loser who treats his friends as dirt, right? Well, i don't mind you calling me that. Just for the record, you were one of the bestest friends i ever had till now... Believe me, it's true... I wished i can make up for you, and since the day you said you liked me, i knew that this relationship could not last long enough for me to like you back... I'm heartbroken to see that you are weak because of me... I'm not worthy of you either... But i really want us to get back to friends... That's for my making up. I hope my apologies work... I need one last request from you... If possible can we still be friends... The reason why i did not accept you was because i did not want to hurt you deeper... That's all, your choice now.
The person you hate...

MY REPLY:
dedicated to you,you know who you are.one & only you.
firstly,i am very sorry. i just keep scolding you when you did nothing wrong.
secondly,i said i hate you is all fake.deep inside my heart, i still love you.
thirdly,knowing that love can't be forced,i keep blaming you and you bear everything.
fourth,you are a nice friend,a nice guy.
lastly, i didnt want to lose you as a friend.
and of course, thanks for whatever you have done for me, i appreciate.
go for the one you like and don't give up !

after reading your whole chunks of words,this is my feeling:
-you shouldn't had wrote this while learning math,really.
-you wasted you life,time,energy on me.
-i said i want to end friendship,but that was on 29sept.
-i didn't want to lose you as a friend.
-you are not an obnoxious loser who treats friends as dirt.
-i will never ever call you loser.
-you are a great friend i loved.
-i'm you bestest friend,as you said,you are mine too :D
-you are being rank at the top among all my male friends,you even win my batch brothers(dancer).
-why can't it last long?
-you didn't give any hope any try...
-you are worth for everything.
-me too,i didn't wanna quarrel with you,i want to be friends back again.
-your apologies work,it touched me alot.
-why did you always think you will hurt people deeper?
-i don't mind liking you forever,but i just mind someone not willing to try.
-i don't hate you anymore,really,i don't hate you anymore.
cried because of all th effort & sincerity you put in to type this apology letter.

'' if i love him,i want you to be happy ''
can you promise me to be happy forever?
don't break the promises you said:
-happy forever
-friends forever
-cheer me up when i'm sad

2009-10-12T15:10:00.001+08:00

12 OCTOBER
5 down and 3 more to go !
screwed my favourite subject, history X:

I hate you. You ruined everything, You screwed up my life.
Go & like her for all you want, I won't care anymore.
I'm in a perfect & beautiful world until you came & destroy everything.
This whole chunk of words, I hope you read it:

I'm oh so deeply hurt by you. Knowing the truth is okays but that
sentence "i treat you as a sister, not someone that I like".
Have you ever thought of me, of my feeling before sms me this ??
N-O, NO ! You hurt me, you broke my heart.

Knowing you like her, I still tried to be your nice friend asking
her if she likes you .. I put on a strong front in front of you,
but I was crying behind my phone. I had drop so many tears for you ..
Yet you don't even know how I feel, not at all.

Let's end our friendship instead. I've deleted all your sms-es.
I hate you, Please get off my life. I must admit, this is my first
ever time I cried for a guy .. I promised not to let any other guys
enter my world to destroy anything.

I do treasure our fun time together, but I will forget, forget it
completely. You make me cry, make me suffer.
I wrote this on 29th September 2009

You said that just forget everything and be friends. It's so easy
for you, but not for me. Every time looking at your post about you
love "her" so much, I can just cry. I've said my piece.

2009-10-12T13:59:00.000+08:00

5 down & 3 more to go !

history was screwed because of the structured essay ...
i at first know how do then suddenly ms chua go say : 106,have any problem?
then i forgot liaox :X
so disappointed...

am i even the third party?
yes,i am.
then say it in my face.

2009-10-11T16:06:00.001+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 13th BIRTHDAY YUAN TING ! ♥
(p.s waited till 12am,wanted to sms you happy birthday then just realised my phone is being repaired...so disappointing. and i will get you a present after EOYs :D)

slacking with my history notes X:
i want to pia but my heart ...

thinking of you every second,
thinking of you every minutes,
thinking of you every hour,
thinking of you every day♥